Sunday, June 11, 2023

COPG: poem

"I would recognize you in total darkness, were you mute and I deaf. I would recognize you in another lifetime entirely, in different bodies, at different times. And I would love you in all of this until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion.”

-Achilles

A vintage's touch: A secret hideout

Mary carried a sleeping Charlie in her arms. the boy had fallen asleep on her. She rubbed his back, soothing the child who had been crying all day long for his father to come home.  Tommy had been distant, busy...lost. She understood he had to get himself busy because when he didn't, he became restless. She understood he needed to keep himself focused on the business, to keep his sanity. She understood why, but Mary couldn't just let him ruin his relationship with his son. She wanted him to have one. She sang lullabies to the child, soothing his little heart in the process but she had made up her mind. They needed more family time! She would talk to Tommy when he returns home. She would ask him to buy a secret hideout for the family. His business was risky and the Peaky Blinders had so many enemies that it wouldn't be too much of a stretch to imagine they'd try to hurt Tommy's family. Mary would suggest another house, maybe by a lake or by the sea. She would suggest they have a secret hideout for when things would become really dangerous for them. 

A secret hideout, a place their family could be together so they could spend some quality time together.  Their son was missing his father. Mary was missing her love...They needed to get together and to rekindle their connection. She pressed a kiss to the sleepy kid's forehead and smiled to herself. Their family...the idea made the nurse blush. Their family... She had not heard Tommy confess his feelings to her, but she could feel it. She knew that Tommy loved her and he knew that she loved him too. Words had not been said, things have not been official yet. They haven't been seen in public as an official couple yet, but, there were feelings between the two of them. He added her to his will and she did the same with both Charlie and Tommy.  Mary didn't want to replace Grace, but she also knew that she couldn't hide her feelings any longer. She loved Tommy and she hoped that he would see her as his last love. she hoped that he would be willing to build a family with her and that together, they would live a long life.  Their family... It had such a nice ring to it. Mary promised their son that she would make sure daddy would come back home and spend time with him. They would ride horses, they would talk, and he would play the violin to Tommy. She promised Charlie that he would make beautiful memories with his dad again. 

At home. 
At the secret hideout. 

Saturday, June 10, 2023

TB: Headcanons

Headcanon: Codependency


Sara's relationship with Homelander is one of co-dependency. Both of them are slowly starting to get attached to one another to the point that she can't imagine her life without him. She would always be protective of him, perhaps a bit possessive as well, and would not like it when others would try to ship him with someone else. She wouldn't like it when Ashley would like to interfere in their relationship nor would she stand by when harm comes his way. She will protect him the best she can.


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Headcanon: Public image/embarrassment


Sara has experienced the good, the great, and the worst of the industry. She usually knows how to handle rude hosts and interviews. She could redirect questions when needed but there were times when she could not. Some hosts were lusting after her and when she started her career, she had to face sexism, racism, and at times sexual advances on camera.  


It has happened less as she grew older but she's not completely safe from malevolent journalists and creeps. One of the biggest fear would be to be humiliated on a bigger stage by a malevolent journalist or host. 

 

TVD: THe witch and death

The witch was no stranger to death. She was used to it, molded by it. She wasn't afraid to get her hands dirty if that meant she would have to protect her loved ones. The witch was determined to protect Klaus and didn't care about soaking her hands with the blood of her enemies. 


The witch had to prepare for the upcoming onslaught that was about to come. She could feel her fingers twitch in anticipation and nipped at her bottom lip. They would not survive her anger. they would not survive what they've done to Klaus and they would not survive her retribution! how could they take him away from her? how could they hurt him? She was in distress because of them and on top of it all, they hurt her hybrid!  and she could never forgive them for it. 

Doya: I feel beautiful

 I feel beautiful, whenever Dean looks at me. I feel beautiful when he holds me in his arms. I feel beautiful when he kisses my scars. I have always been self-conscious about some... things about me. I lost the ability to have children and it was so important to me that I felt less than myself when it happened to me. I bear the scars of my mistakes on my arms, a reminder not to be reckless... and still, he kisses them. He tells me I'm beautiful. He tells me he loves me and when he does, I feel like myself again.  I feel beautiful whenever Dean is with me and I would never want any other person to call my husband, my partner....No one else but him. 

GoT: Viserys

Viserys Targaryen, 


Alive in modern-day Westeros and seemingly the carbon copy of an ancestor of his. Legend has it that Targaryen used to ride dragons. They used to conquer the world mounted on lethal beasts and were respected or feared leaders. Viserys liked to imagine himself as a king. He would have been ruthless, and cold. he would have ensured peace and order in his land and crushed his enemies. 


He would have met Kyra Lannister, a lady or a princess at a different time. It didn't matter because she would become his queen. He would have fallen in love with her and he would have fought tooth and nail in order to establish her as his chosen lover.  Could it be? Would they still have to struggle to be in love? Viserys shrugged, thinking that deep down, he might have been a little softy and he felt a little bit romantic. Kyra made him feel all types of ways after all. 


He was in love with her, desperately so and he wanted her to know that he gave her his heart and that was forever. He would have loved her across time and space, Viserys was certain of it.



Sunday, June 4, 2023

ATSV: Widowmaker profile

I loved the movie and I just wanted to try and make my own spider person.  Hayley is a little ball of nerves but she's actually adorable when you get to know her better.  


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Main Faceclaim: Aja Naomi King

Other FC: TBD


Real Name: Hayley Blackwood

Nicknames: Honey, Holly, Lee, Pearl

Alter ego: Widowmaker

Age: 25 years old.

Nationality: American

Height: 170 cm

Weight: 65 kg

Special features:  She has a star tattooed on her inner left arm and her eyes are grey.

Physical appearance: 

Hayley is your average-sized thick woman. Her skin is flawless due to her healing factor, but if she didn't have powers, it would have been marred with scars because she keeps getting in trouble and hurting herself because of her activity as a superhero. Her hair is black and curly and she wears a large afro most of the time. Her eyes are grey. She also has a white star on her inner left arm. it's a tattoo she got to remind her that there is still hope to be had in this life. 

Sexual orientation: Heterosexual

Alignment: chaotically good

Specie: Human Mutate

Occupation: Adventurer / Superhero

Team affiliations: Spider-Army/Web-Warriors


Abilities: 

  • Superhuman strength, speed, durability, and agility
  • Ability to cling to most surfaces 
  • Wallcrawling
  • Use of interdimensional travel
  • Precognitive Spider-Sense
  • Using web shooters to shoot strong spider-web strings from wrists
  • Expert hand to hand combattant
  • Accelerated healing 
  • She can produce a venomous poison she spits at her enemies during a fight.
  • she's a comic book artist and a painter.

Skills: 

  • Gifted Intellect: Hayley was shown to be a very intelligent individual who could outsmart her enemies even under extreme stress and could easily think her way out of dangerous situations.
  • Skilled Equestrian: Hayley can easily mount and ride a horse through the city to evade enemies.
  • Skilled Physician: Hayley appears to have some knowledge of human anatomy and physiology, as well as basic medicine and first aid.
  • Multilingualism: Hayley is fluent in several languages.  including American Sign Language, as well as all the spoken languages on Earth. (English, French, Spanish, Xhosa, and some others)


Weaknesses/Crippling fears:

  • Anger: Hayley's anger can sometimes blind her. She doesn't know what to feel aside from pure rage for her childhood and the constant heartbreaks and betrayals she had to face. Her anger comes from her low self-esteem and the perception that everyone will abandon her. When enraged, she doesn't think much and goes for the throat.

  • Mortality: Although Hayley is an incredible Spiderwoman, she still is mortal and is still susceptible to dying via injuries, illness, or very old age.

  • Gullible: Hayley is very naive. She trusts people and can be easily manipulated by someone who can catch her low self-esteem.  Her naivety caused her so many troubles in her past that she had to learn to see through the lies. (it's still in progress)


Family:

  • Bio Mother: Sandra White (alive but unfit parent due to drug addiction)
  • Bio Father: Reginald White, Deceased.
  • Adoptive Mother: Charlotte Blackwood. Deceased.
  • Adoptive Father:  Johnny Blackwood. Deceased.
  • Foster aunt: May Parker (Aunt May). Alive.
  • Foster Uncle: Ben Parker. Deceased.
  • Lover: Kaine Parker from 616 Universe.

Universe:   Spiderverse

Status:  Alive. Active.


Personality:



Hayley isn't very confident in herself due to the chaotic past she has. She's traumatized by the death of her parents and even more disgusted by her mother who is a terrible person (notwithstanding the fact she is a drug user). She craves connections and affection but since every person in her whole life save for Aunt May, has betrayed her or strayed away, she is very aloof and scared of being hurt again. She hides her insecurities through her quips and banter but her eyes are full of melancholy and sadness. She's very stubborn and determined to prove she is the one who can protect others, regardless of where she comes from. She also has a potty mouth and can resort to being straight-up mean to stand up for herself. She doesn't make friends easily and truth be told she has none because of her odd behaviour. Deep inside, she's just an insecure, sad, lonely, and powerful creature who hasn't realized her full potential yet and who might just need a friend.



Fictional Character Biography: 


Hayley was adopted as a baby by the Blackwood family and lived a very happy life until she turned 13. Her parents died, thrusting her into the foster care system. After a couple of failed fostering attempts, the young teenager found Aunt May and Uncle Ben. A couple of well-meaning and kind older people welcomed her and acted as surrogate parents for the teenager. One night, while she was painting in her studio (settled in an abandoned warehouse), she got bit by a radioactive spider and gained new powers. Freaked out and confused, the young woman discovered her abilities and learned to master them to help others with her skills. While she was grappling with her new situation, the teenager was found by her biological mother who tried to take her back.  She learned that her mother gave her up for adoption as soon as she got pregnant because she wanted to use the money to buy drugs and learned that her father seemingly committed suicide because of the mental torment his wife gave him. horrified, the teen refused to meet with the woman and was protected from her by her foster parents. 


A fight broke out between Her biological mother and Uncle Ben and ended up with the woman shooting at Uncle Ben. Agonizing in the arms of Hayley, Uncle Ben told her that she had to remember the good in her and encouraged her to do what was right and help others like they taught her. Her biological mother was sent to prison for murder. Determined to honor her late Uncle Ben, Hayley became Widowmaker and fought crime in her universe.  She built quite a reputation and attracted the attention of the Spider-Army as one of its important reserve members. 



Current history:

She works with the Spider-Army and the Web-Warriors but only when they need her. She's also currently crushing on Kaine Parker but is so frightened she doesn't exactly make a move toward him. He knows and he's conflicted because she's quite young and he doesn't know if he can be the right person for her. She's currently facing a new interdimensional villain who is threatening the fabric of her own universe and has begrudgingly requested the help of her team. 


Presentation of book characters v2

  Hi, 


So, the wonderful Luiza Ribeiro (primrivere online) and I met last year. She painted my profile pic, my partner's, and my sisters' :) We got along very well and I decided to go for another take on the main characters of the story I am writing. some haven't appeared yet but have been mentioned.  Two portraits are remaining and I will gladly share them with you when they're ready :) So below, you'll find the characters and I'll write very little information about them,  Just enough to give a glimpse of who they are and maybe, maybe entice your curiosity. 


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Name:  Axl Azuma


Occupation: A notable


Relationship with Asma: He is an ally. He will have a heavy influence on her life and would become a very important person to her. A friend, an ally.. maybe something else altogether. 


Colour Palette: White, blue, gold, grey. 


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Name:  Ambassador Aid'Ahn (pronounce Aiden)


Occupation: An ambassador (so he says)


Relationship with Asma: Complicated. She's not comfortable around him and he is impossible to read.


Colour Palette:  purple, black, Gold.


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Name:  Chandra OluHanna


Occupation:  Thief - career criminal


Relationship with Asma: They have a love/hate relationship. They are constantly fighting each other but Chandra is not a threat. 


Colour Palette:  Red, Gold, and a touch of blue. 


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Name:  Beastmaster


Occupation: A chief


Relationship with Asma: He admires her. He has a lot of esteem for her. She thinks he's very ruthless and doesn't like the way he leads his people. however, she respects him and his authority. so far, he's an ally but nothing is certain. 


Colour Palette: blue. Grey and a touch of brown.