A vintage's touch: Another man

 // This is a little snippet I couldn't take off of my mind. It's just something

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Cerulean eyes set upon Mary as she rushed into his office. She heard about the commotion that took place hours ago and how restless Tommy had been ever since. Lizzie had tried to calm him but he refused to listen to her.  She reluctantly called for Mary to come to the office in order to calm Tommy and waited in the office. She smoked and felt relieved when the nurse came to the office. Polly usually got a good response from the man but she wasn't in the office. Lizzie had burned the bridge that linked each other when she slapped Mary out of frustration and Jealousy, so he wouldn't listen to her. Mary however, he listened to her. He let her get closer to him. The nurse thanked Lizzie upon arriving and rushed to Tommy's office where he was walking in cycle, a cigarette in hand. She sighed and removed her coat she put on the chair.  Tommy saw her, but didn't move from his spot. He observed the young woman. He watched as she quickly closed the distance between the two of them. 

"Are you hurt?" -She asked, her eyes studying his face to notice the slightest change. Mary couldn't do otherwise, she was a trained nurse, she had to look after the people she cared about. Tommy knew and let her do but he remained silent.- "Tom..."

Mary noticed the scratches, the coldness of his hands which meant that he recently washed them clean. She noticed the cuts on his fingers and the slight slump on his chest. A bruise maybe. She would have to take a better look when they would be alone in their room. By the looks of it, Tommy had a fight. He dismissed her concern and went to fetch himself a glass of whiskey. Mary furrowed her brows and walked towards the chair in front of his desk. She sat there and crossed her legs. Tommy followed her with his intense gaze. He knew all too well why she was there. Lizzie had called her in, in order to calm him down. She did right. The sight of Mary softened his features. 

"Come... Have a seat and tell me what happened."

"You wouldn't like it." -He protested but still complied to her request.- 

As he sat down, he put both arms on his lap and lowered his head. HOw could he look at this woman, this kind and innocent woman and tell her that he had killed a man? How could he confess that he had to do so because Alfie told him that she wasn't safe because some right-wingers had noticed she was the nurse of the Grace Shelby Institute and they were planning an attack on the woman. Their main goal was to kill her but if she ended up wounded and disabled, then they would have been happy. Alfie had been kind enough to share the information because he knew how important Mary was to Tommy. While many couldn't read the man, plenty have realized that he was, indeed, in love with this woman and would not take it kindly if someone ever threatened her, spoke ill of her, let alone uttered racial slurs at her. 

The Peaky Blinders paid a visit to the group. They advised them to stay clear from the Grace Shelby Institute and not to bring their hatred to their turfs. They played it nicely, pretended to be on the same page as the Peakys but deep down, they were working towards hurting Mary and anyone who would try and protect her. It didn't take long for Arthur to discover they were planning to attack in a few nights, Mary, first choosing to bomb the place but then switching plan to something that would only hurt the woman. A kidnapping and some torture. Who was she anyway? Who would miss her, right? The Peakys managed to break the minds of the would-be murderers  and beat them so badly they would always remember why they found themselves in such a situation. They let them go, all but the leader. Tommy had to know if there were more who were after Mary, so he started to talk to him, he was the one who threatened and broke this man's face. He was the one who let him know he was nothing but scum in this world.  Once he was sure that they were the only group after Mary, he was let go. 

This should have been his chance to live, but he chose violence instead. He chose to try and shoot at Tommy. Arthur was too far to intervene, Tommy managed to avoid the bullet, but that was enough to make him see red. his head went hot white and a shoot out started between the two men.  Quickly enough, Tommy managed to hit him in the chest. He walked closer to the man and shot him in the face, ensuring his death. That had traumatized him. The ambush, the shootout, the death. That had brought back memories of the war and he had not been able to calm down ever since. Instead, his hands were shaking. His face was parched, his features were tense. Mary noticed the unfocused gaze and then his hands. 

"Try me." -She whispered, pushing her chair closer to him-

"I got the shivers. I killed a man today. I didn't want to.  I didn't want to, but I ended up killing him. I've got shivers...i've got..."

"It's okay. It's okay...I'm here." -She gently interlaced her fingers with his and kneeled in front of him. She pressed her lips to his shaky hands and  slowly cupped his cheek. He felt her warmth and that slowly brought him back to the moment, to her.- "I'm here, Tommy. What you did, whatever you did, I know you did it for something good." -She stroked his cheek gently and pressed her lips to the back of his hand. "You didn't have a choice, they were trying to kill you." -She repeated. her warm cheek pressed to his colder skin."I am so sorry it came to it. Tommy...I'm sorry you had to do it again. I'm sorry you had to remember." 

She then stood up slowly, catching his attention so he would look at her again. Warmth. He felt warmth in his heart. Mary's gentleness felt like forgiveness. He wrapped his arms around her waist and she gently wrapped her arms around his shoulders and her fingers through the thick black locks of his head. In the darkness he found his light. He found her, bright and warm in a way he had never seen a person be. Tommy was able to find some peace with Grace, but somehow he had always kept her away from his heart and the truth of his actions. He had never felt comfortable like he did tonight. He had never felt like he  could be fully himself, with a woman who knew everything about him and was still standing with him. He held her as tight as he could, making sure that she would not leave and they stayed like this in silence, until Tommy was ready to leave his office and come home. 

-TBC-

Klasma: third encounter with Elijah

 // Because they keep on running into each other. This time, maybe they'll be able to hold a conversation.

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Mary's eyes grew wide open as she felt the familiar supernatural presence enter her shop. She was at the store's reserve, looking for the ingredients that would serve in her new unguent when she felt Elijah's presence. Her golden eyes shifted from left to right as she was wondering how she could react to his visit. The last two had not ended well, with her lashing out at the Original and him being his usual stiff vampire self. She moistened her lips and put her hand on the wall in front of her. She couldn't end all of their interactions the same way. Elijah would always return and she couldn't bring Elena's gang's attention to her. Damon had already come to her twice and he discovered her true nature almost by accident. It was already difficult to keep people at a distance, it would become even more difficult to deal with a vampire, and one of the worst of them at that. 

Mary was petrified. She didn't want to see  Elijah because she knew their conversation would always hurt her. He did apologize for his shortcomings and wished to rekindle his relationship with the witch. Was it the reason that led him to her shop again? Mary wasn't sure. Her eyes shifted from left to right and she put her warm palm around her lips. She felt him enter the reserve but didn't flinch as he closed the distance between the two of them. A flick of her wrist closed the door behind him but she didn't turn around to face him. Tension arose and the witch became stiff. Elijah cleared his throat and  adjusted his necktie. Mary tilted her head to the side, her heavy pink locks fell onto her chest and her fingers fidgeted with her dress.

"Mary..." -He tried to move closer but she shook her head-

"Don't... please. Don't come closer." -She pleaded with him, still not looking at her old friend.- "Just say your piece.and leave."

"Are you still angry at me?" -He asked with a softer tone. She shook her head and ran her hand over her arm-

"I am not mad anymore. You realized the pain you caused me. I have made my peace with the past."

"Have you? Mary..." -She shushed him by lifting a finger up. She didn't want to dwell on their past, not after it took her so long to move forward. Elijah did admit his wrongs. Mary didn't want to be hurt again and she didn't want to open fresh scars.- "mmhh."

"I am not mad at you, however it still hurts me to see you. So, I'll ask you a question: What do you need this time?"

That hurt. Elijah bit his inner cheek and put his fingers on his chin. He hated the feeling it gave him. The Witch didn't see a friend in him anymore, however, she repeated back to his face his old behaviour. He shouldn't feel guilty, perhaps he wasn't even feeling guilty, but the Original didn't like his image. He didn't like to see his mistakes nor the disdain in the way she spoke to him. yet, once again, she was right. He came to her because he needed her help but asking for it now felt.. wrong. 

"I just need to talk to you. I did have something I wanted to request from you but now that I see you again? I just want to talk."

"We've never talked before. I am not sure you're interested in talking to me, Elijah." -She sonded resigned. Mary sighed and held her arms together.- "Elijah, listen. I know you're worried about Klaus and so am I. Yet, I trust that if he needed help, I would have felt it. What happened between Klaus and I is only for us. However, I can tell you that we are close and I have his best interest at heart."

"I believe you. I know you're not going to hurt my brother. I never thought you would. I --- I wanted to warn you about him. I wanted to let you know that he could hurt you, even if he doesn't mean to. It's not my place to try and tell you what you do."- She turned around to look at him and crossed her arms above her chest.-

"I know who he is. I know him, Elijah, far more than you think I do. I am not expecting something impossible from him. I know who he is." -She furrowed her brows and rubbed her arms a little harder- "You didn't possibly come all this way just to warn me about your brother." -He shook his head- "You didn't come here to apologize again." -He nodded.- "Then... why are you here?"

"I wanted to ask you for dinner. I wanted to have a chance to make things right. Is it... something you'd like to do?"

She nodded and put her hand over her chest. Elijah gave her a faint smile and quietly walked away from her shop. She was giving her a chance to make things right and that was warming his heart. Perhaps, something good could come out of it. Perhaps, a friendship. A real one. 

-TBC-

got Regular: Yearning

 // It's a little hawt, sorry, not sorry. 

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The Red Keep, past noon. 

The princess had been debating with herself whether or not she should leave her bedroom. She had wanted to welcome Jaime Lannister after all those weeks spent apart from each other. She knew that if she knocked at the door and if he let her in, she would never be able to leave his room. She gasped softly, as the face of Jaime crossed her thoughts. She focused on his smile, the one that always dissolved her resolve. She couldn't help but daydream about his smile, an endearing smile, a charming smile that sent a shiver down her spine.  She always started by imagining his smile, then what his mouth could do to her. It always gave her goosebumps, to imagine Jaime nibbling on her neck. She could feel her lips tremble at the sensation of his lips pressed against the sensitive skin of her collarbone, her belly, and her inner thighs.  the thought made her moan softly and put her warm palm against the door. 

The princess and the Golden Lion had only shared a kiss. They had never gone further, not even when they were sleeping on the same bed together. Jaime wanted to do things properly, he wanted to earn the right to be with the princess and do anything in his power, so it wouldn't happen. They wouldn't consummate their love, which was leaving Bäahal yearning for his touch. The princess admitted to herself that sometimes, she imagined him in between her legs, putting his mouth to work the best way he could. She imagined he would want her to be ready for him. He would want to have a state of her and to make it happen, he would lick her sensitive folds, tease her sensitive button and praise her. his voice would rumble and send vibrations through her skin, and she would moan again.

Bäahal had always hated sex. Unfortunately for her, she wasn't given the opportunity to appreciate it. All the men in her life had always taken all they wanted from her, regardless of what she wanted or desired. They took and left her on her own, wrapped in her own shame and disgust. She learned to make it less painful, to tame and retain control of her body and what she wanted to take and do. Bäahal had always hated it and she found relief as soon as she set herself free. She had hated it until she met with Jaime.  Since their first kiss, the woman couldn't stop thinking about him. She could feel her blood boiling whenever she thought of him. She wanted it from Jaime. She craved it from Jaime. She craved him. 

The princess pinched her lips together and tried to stop herself from panting. How could she? When Jaime was so close to her? She knew that if she opened her door and went to his, she would want to feel more than his mouth. She would want to see his emerald eyes focused on her face as he would slide his fingers inside her. she could hear his groans and moans. She could feel the strong and calloused digits of his tease the soft and wet walls. She wanted him to marvel at her taste. She wanted to hear his praises, his desire, oh she wanted to hear him claim his love for her and his desire to fill her with it. Jaime would drive her to her climax, something she had managed to discover by herself. He would make her hunger for him get stronger, so much so that his fingers would not be enough. 

His fingers would never be enough just like hers couldn't satisfy her anymore. The princess had tried. She had tried so many nights to no avail. Just now her fingers were glistening with her juices, her impatient love juices. She had wanted to get rid of the tension that grew from the moment she saw him return from his mission. It failed because instead of calming her desires, it only fanned the flames of Eros. She had never seen Jaime naked, but by the seven gods, had she wished she did. She could only let her imagination run wild, replace herself with his length, try and imagine with what she had experienced before, how it could be turned into pleasure. She wanted to hold his cheeks with both of her hands and stare at him as he would claim her body. She wanted to kiss his skin, no matter where just to let him know how much she loved him. She wanted to run her fingers through his blonde locks and massage his scalp while he would make her his. 

Was she greedy? Was she able to stop thinking about it? Bäahal wasn't sure she could nor that she wanted. She knew that exciting her imagination would make it difficult for her to stop, but it was way too late now. It had been years. It had been years since they first met and passion was overwhelming her. She groaned, hitting her door as she wanted to stop herself from opening the door but Bäahal had to admit that she couldn't. She had to open the door. She had to see him. Daenerys be damned. Punishment be damned. She was craving Jaime and she didn't want to wait any longer. She had to see him. She had to see him. So she opened the door and crossed the hall until she found Jaime's door. A soft knock on the door followed by the following sentence. 

"Jaime. Jaime, open the door. "

-TBC-

got modern: Are you ready?

 // Just a little moment between Bäahal and herself. is she ready for public attention? 

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Bäahal was lying on the bed, her face staring at her bedroom ceiling. Just moments ago she had been with Jaime Lannister, all cuddled up on his couch so they could watch a movie together. the moment was soft, warm, and desperately needed for the two of them. Jaime was dealing with Cersei's marital issues -mostly just listening to her and giving her some piece of advice- and he had to deal with even more business meetings since it was nearly the end of the fiscal year.  Bäahal, on the other hand, had to deal with a very nasty relative who had tried to destroy her family's reputation and the legacy of her father. For the first time in a long while, the three siblings managed to get along together but the rumors that went on, especially about Bäahal, ended up hurting the young woman. So she found herself needing comfort. Jaime had obliged her and had welcomed the young woman in his arms for the weekend. 

Jaime Lannister...It became clear that Bäahal had been longing for the two of them to come clean and be out in public. She slowly started to get impatient to take him out to dinner, or to any of her dance competitions. She wanted to share her life, without thinking twice about what she could do and what she couldn't do. Bäahal ran her hands through her silver locks and closed her eyes. Jaime was... Jaime had a violent streak she had not suspected he had. She already went through a very jealous Jaime, who didn't like the fact Bronn called him to tell all of his raunchy thoughts about the heiress. He had stopped talking to her and waited until a couple weeks to answer her text.  That already hurt. The Lannister had a sharp tongue too, one she couldn't forget about because his words cut deeply.

That was okay. She could handle him. What she had not anticipated, however, was Jaime's potential for violence. After she narrowly escaped an assault at a party, Jaime decided to beat the senses back into that man. He went to see him a couple days after. The conversation turned into confrontation and Jaime came back with his fists soaked in blood and blood stains on his shirt. Bäahal was horrified, mostly because she realized how hot-headed Jaime was and how he could get into trouble because he acted before thinking. He could have gotten injured, maybe something worse but more than anything, the level of anger he unleashed that day had been unheard of. 

She was scared, for a while. Memories of her own abuse at the hands of her brother came back. She remembered when he would lash out at her and beat the living crap out of her and flashes of her own blood on his fists, on the floor, on her clothes came back. Could Jaime be violent with her? Could he lose his temper one day and hit her like he did that man? Jaime realized that she was scared, both for him and because of him, so he quickly tried to reassure her. He had washed his arms, changed his clothes, and cleaned his face. he had talked to her, most of the night just so she could see that he wouldn't hurt her. He lost his temper, yes, he lost it because someone had tried to hurt her and he wasn't there to protect her. He loved her, and because he did, he had to make sure that this creep would never hurt her again.  

That was okay. She could work with it. Jaime was a hothead. He was impulsive, but he was loving. He cared for her. He loved her and she found comfort in knowing that. She loved him too and she didn't mind this personality trait. After all, weren't they all flawed individuals? He didn't kill that man and he wasn't out for blood, so she was alright. She bit her bottom lip and ran her hands over her face. She wanted Jaime. She loved him with all of her heart and she felt she was ready to go public with him. At least, in her heart. He asked her to keep things for themselves for the time being because Tywin wouldn't let up. He wouldn't approve of this relationship nor would Daenerys and Viserys approve of it. Maybe it was a good thing to keep to themselves for the time being. 

Maybe...

-TBC-

Doya: Sam and Oya: Comfort

/// I miss these two idiots. So here you are, some siblings' shenanigans. 

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Sam was busy reading one of Oya's spellbooks. He had taken a liking to discover new cultures and since he was not well-versed in African spells and teratology, he wanted to learn. He looked at his phone and noticed that he had received a lovely text from Eilein, his girlfriend -could they even consider each other as such?-. He couldn't help but smile upon reading her name and did not notice Oya who snuck up on him and sat on the couch he was laying at. He groaned as the young woman pulled the book off of his hands and rolled his eyes as she gave him a sheepish look. 

"What are you doing, Gremlin?" -She gently ran her hand over his arm.- "What??"

"I'm bothering you. Bookworm." -She giggled before her hazel eyes set upon the phone.- "Is that Eileen? Did she text you? Would you see her soon?"

"Oya. You're asking way too many questions." -She shrugged and crossed her arms above her chest. - "Don't sulk, please."

"I'm not sulking. I haven't seen you in a while so I was curious, Sammy." -She said, smiling warmly. The book was closed and put on her lap for the time being. - "I see you've been reading my spellbook. Anything nice in there?"

"You know I love learning new spells. There is plenty to learn here." -He smiled at her and gently patted her back.- "It's true we haven't seen each other in a while. I know you're busy working with my brother."

"That doesn't mean I can't have time for you, Sam. I have missed you. I have missed spending time with you and Castiel at the bunker."

"Work never stops, now, does it?" -He asked but it was a rhetorical question. There were always monsters to stop, demons and angels to stop, and sometimes humans as well. Earth was their playground and hunters were doing their best to save as many souls as they could. Oya shook her head and sucked on her bottom lip.- "O. Can I ask you a question?" -She nodded- "Okay... I just... I wanted to... How do you deal with hunting with Dean? Aren't you scared that something might happen to him?"

The question had the hunter freeze. She blinked several times and chewed at her bottom lip. As a matter of fact, Oya had been paranoid about losing Dean. She knew she would do anything to protect him and the rest of the family with all she had. So far, she had been the one who nearly died, twice and they always came to her rescue. Yet, Dean was known for striking deals with demons, pairing himself up with backstabbing bitches who would not hesitate to manipulate his desire to save his family and the world and use it against Dean. So, Oya took it upon herself to watch him, guide him, and comfort him when they were hunting together.  The young woman put her hand over her heart, feeling it beat faster than usual and she sighed deeply.

"I am always scared, Sammy. I've never realized how scared of losing him I was until I was attacked by Pluto."

"What makes you...keep hunting with him then?"

"Can the world exist without the sun?" -She replied with a grin and patted her heart with her warm palm.- "We both take the risk to die every single day when we step out of the bunker to work on a case. Death is part of Life and we cannot avoid it. We just have to live. I want to have as many memories as I can with him and I want him to have as many memories with me as possible. I want us to live, Sammy and I know that you want Eileen to live as well." -She gently smiled at him and leaned her cheek against her shoulders as she looked at the younger Winchester-

Sam blushed hard but shrugged as he looked at his phone. Oya had caught him red-handed. Of course, he was seeing Eileen but both were considering whether or not they should take their relationship to another level, and make it a serious one. Sam had lost a lot of people in his life, especially the ones he loved. Could he really take the risk to lose yet another lover? He loved Eileen and it seemed to be something far more intense and far more serious than his previous relationship. They were both kind souls who wanted to save as many people as possible. They had been through a lot, in ways that only Eileen could understand. Of course, she did not know about his time in Hell, the whole "true vessel of Lucifer" story but she knew how it felt to be different. She could relate to him in ways very few could. Besides, she was very appreciated by his brother and Oya almost gave her blessings to Sam. So what was holding him back? 

"I don't think I could handle losing someone else. O. It's been difficult when we thought we were losing you. I don't think I could." -She cupped his cheek and stroked it gently. his eyes grew wide but he leaned into her touch. "O..."

"You will always care for her like you will always care for us. Whether you hunt with her or not, you will always worry for her. So that argument is a little moot, don't you think?" -He sighed but didn't reply- "Besides...I told you that I want us to live. Sam, you've been denying yourself the right to be happy for far too long. After all, you've been through, don't you think that it would be good for you to be loved and to have someone to love? Eileen is a good person, and you are a good person... Dean and I both love her so... what's holding you back?"

"I don't know. I don't want to hurt her and I don't want to lose her. I... I want to protect her but she can handle herself very well, so...I don't..."

"You can have her back. That's what you do. You have her back like Dean has mine. He trusts me. He believes in me and more importantly, we look after each other. The same fear that Dean carries in his heart, I carry with me, so of course, I would always be careful when he's around. There is... something I can't quite describe when you live and work with someone who does the same job as you. It's freeing, Sammy. It's freeing to be with someone who can understand you. Don't run away from Love. Don't...run away from Life." -She repeated while she stroked his cheek with her thumb one last time before she removed her hand and put it back on her lap-

Sam listened to her words and strangely enough, found comfort in them. Oya was right. They had to live their lives. As the younger Winchester was considering Oya's words, he realized that he had been sacrificing himself most of his life. He didn't have a normal childhood, and he couldn't have normal relationships because the women he loved ended up dying. Sam wanted to have a family. He wanted to find a companion who could understand and respect his line of work, someone who would know what it was to be devoted to the work and who wouldn't ask him to choose between a white-picket-fenced life and the life of a hunter. He smiled at Oya and gave her his most sheepish smile. 

"You're right. I will write back to her. She's been asking me to hunt with her but I have always pushed it back. I really want it to work, you know? I want to have what you and Dean have. I've never seen my brother happy like this before and yet since he's met you, he is himself. Since he met you... He is happy. I want the same." -She nodded and crossed her legs together.-

"You deserve this and even more, Sammy.... remember, you're never alone and if you need support, you can always text me or give me a call." -She grinned widely and giggled.- "I can't believe I've just suggested becoming your wingman, but I totally wanna be your wingman now."

"Get outta there!" -Sammy was now red, blushing hard as the prospect of having a wingman, especially Oya was making him feel like a teenager again. "I know how to flirt. but.... I'll make sure to talk to you if I need anything. I promise."

Oya smiled at him and gently nestled on the couch next to him. She opened the spellbook and pointed at her favorite spell. They talked about magic for a while, then she encouraged him to write to Eileen before the hunter fell asleep next to Sam. He looked at her as her breathing became steady and her features relaxed.  She really was cute when she was sleeping. He called Dean to come and pick up his girl because he couldn't move from the couch and then resumed reading the book. The conversation they just had made Sam feel warm inside. Oya never let up. It was only fair for him to expect her to keep pushing until he was convinced to text that woman. He couldn't be mad at Oya, he just couldn't.

-TBC-

GoT: The heiress and the playboy

The heiress had been thinking about her relationship with Jaime. She knew that if she asked, he would go public. He would not hesitate to claim his love for her and call her his girlfriend. However, she was still trying to figure out if she was ready. 

She loved everything about him but there was a side of him that she had not completely grasped. Jaime was impulsive, which sometimes could make him do violently stupid things. he did punch into a pulp the man who tried to assault her. She saw him with his fists soaked with blood. And he scared her that night. 

He scared her because she knew he could get hurt or kill someone.  Was she ready to put him in a situation where he would act impulsively? Was she ready to put him in danger? Why was she seeing this situation like this? like she was the issue?

Chronicles of the primeval gods: Life and Death of Ayasha: Builder

Chronicles of the primeval gods: Life and Death of Ayasha: Builder

// She's talking to me, so I'm letting her speak.

Ayasha fell to her knees. She was sweating profusely as the heat in the forge was intense. her blonde locks were stuck on her face and her back and big drops of sweat fell onto her fists. Her green eyes were glowing brightly as she was excited about the weapon she'd just built. It was a golden whip, infused with her essence, a weapon capable of killing another god. It took the Goddess of knowledge some time to come up with the right technic and the right spell to ensure her weapon would be able to defeat Sins and Gods alike and to ensure that only she could wield it. Upon seeing the perfection that her whip was, the goddess broke down into laughter that turned into sobs and tears. Could it be it? the solution she was so eager to find? Could it be it? The weapon she needed to kill her sister and unmake the sin? Her lips trembled and she ran her hand through her luscious blonde hair.  It was about time! 

It was about time! Ayasha had nearly lost her mind since the death of Leviathan. It had been impossible for her to locate her sister and her plan to destroy the relationship between the sin and her sister failed. Besides, her relationship with Ishtar worsened to the point that she feared he might kill her in a fit of rage. She was faced with something new, Ayasha didn't know what to do and it was the first time she had ever felt like this. Her first reaction had been to lock herself up in her room, for fear of receiving the visit of a black butterfly. It didn't come and the goddess of knowledge was forced to regain her composure. She still had a possibility to win the war against her sister. Ayasha couldn't accept that she had Hope in her heart. She couldn't accept that even then and there,  her sister still had some influence over her. Ayasha's tears fell on the hot floor of the forge and she wiped them with the back of her hand. 

There was a lot left to do. A whip would not be enough to face the threat that her sister and her beloved, both were. She would need to have armor, something solid and strong to contain the rage of her assailants. She would need something powerful enough to destroy her enemies. Spells, perhaps, to bind the goddess to her will. Ayasha was hopeful. It wasn't her end. She wasn't going to die. There was a chance that she could turn the tides in her favor. Gaea refused to join them, despite her best efforts, but that wouldn't deter Ayasha from trying to force the All-Mother to join their sides. She would find the solution to her issue. She always came up with solutions after the wall. Her dream of ruling over the universe wasn't going to disappear, not when she was so close to her goal.  The golden-haired goddess found comfort in knowledge. Hope dried her tears and made her look forward. There was no other choice but to move on. 

-TBC-

Trivia and Headcanon: Mary edition

•  Mary is currently 30 years old.

• Colby is the name of her ship with Tommy (but nobody calls them that). 

• Mary would always check on Tommy's wounds. Her, looking at his cuts and bruises, patching him up, making sure all is alright is her love language.

• Mary takes care of and raises Charlie. They live together with Tommy at Arrow House.

• She started to sleep in his bedroom on her 30th birthday.

• She is loyal to Tommy. Do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Tommy in front of her or make her believe that he is cheating on her. 

• She is going to be the head nurse of the Grace Shelby Institute. For now, she is a nurse and is taking care of orphans.

• Her mother is White British and her father was Black Jamaican. He died during the first world war and her mother dumped Mary at an orphanage.

• She used to be abused by the racist nurses of the Orphanage she was dumped at. She still carries the whips and belts scars on her back. 

• Mary has two beauty spots, one above her lip and the other under her left eye. 

• She calls Tommy her "Black Stallion"

• Mary has brown skin, with green eyes. (inherited from her mother)

• Mary used to be a singer. She met the Peaky Blinders when she requested to become a singer at the Garrison Pub. 

• Everyone (including Tommy) knows that Mary is in love with Tommy. Nobody knows when it started, but it was sometime before John died. 

• She learned how to ride horses, so she could take care of the one at Arrow House, spend time with Uncle Charlie and Curly, and spend even more time with Tommy, doing something he loves. 

• She is a very stubborn woman. Her determination is so intense that she never gives up and it takes a lot to make her change her mind. Especially if someone she loves is sick or injured.

• She just wants to take care of those she loves. Mary doesn't think she is loveable given the years of abuse at the hands of the nurses of her orphanage and her husband. Yet, she still wants to give her love to those who'd want it. 

• Mary doesn't believe Tommy can ever love her. She thinks he's not over Grace's death yet and thinks he would want to replace her for his son. He hasn't shown her yet that he cared for her "like that". Besides, the fact he could very much have sex with someone else is putting her off. who would cheat on someone they claim to love? Lizzie really messed things up for them (but Tommy did too, by sleeping with Lizzie)

• Mary doesn’t want to die. She doesn’t want any of the people she loves, to die. She isn’t a suicidal character. However, people around her tend to die and she’s very worried about it. She lost her child at birth; she lost her husband to murder, and she doesn’t want to lose Tommy (and the rest of his family). John’s death truly hurt her, and she hasn’t recovered from it just yet.

• Mary has never been in love until she met Tommy. She had never been loved before, not by her mother (her father never knew about her, before the war), she had lost her son and the nuns whipped her to blood. Her husband never loved her, and he never protected her, never showed her comfort, love, and sweetness. She only saw her value as someone who could be used, or valuable. With Tommy and his family, she’s feeling something different. She discovered what True love was and her strong desire to be loyal, caring, loving, and nurturing to the man she loved. He treats her differently and she now has someone who cares for her. With Tommy, she can see a second chance at being happy, with someone who truly loves her and who considers her family. It’s something she’s never had before, and she considers it very precious. Tommy is her everything and he would get sides of her that nobody else knows. He would be loved in ways he’d never before. He is her everything and his happiness is her main goal.

• Mary doesn’t really show her anger with words. However, when she is angry, she will give you the silent treatment, the angry/ shocked gaze full of judgment, and would put some distance between you and her. (I.e; physically she’d take steps back. Or she’d call you by your last name.

• Mary drinks. She had sex and alcohol to cope with the pain of being a teenage bride, a teenage mother of a dead child. She usually copes by taking care of others.

• She tends to become silent and shoot a very intense look at the person she's upset with.  She also tends to drink her way out of sorrow. She also likes to curse Tommy when he's making her feel good.

• Mary is a curvy young woman. She hasn't really lost the curves she gained when she became a mother and doesn't want to lose them. She loves those curves.

• Mary's only child, Paul, died after living for 30 minutes.  It devastated her. 

• Michael is obsessed with Mary. Long before he met Gina he fell in love with Mary but she rejected him due to her own feelings for Tommy. He never forgot about her, and even thought about her while fucking his wife. Michael no longer wants to wed Mary, but he wants to take her away from Tommy (who is the root of all of his issues, according to Michael)

• He sent an old friend of his Archibald "Archer" Worthington III after Mary, in a gambit that would see Tommy lose his most prolific business and have him lose the woman he loves in one swell swoop. 

• Mary's former husband, Carter, was a former gangster who tried to escape his former mob. He seduced and abused Mary when she was just 14 years old, put a child in her, and borrowed money for the funerals of their son without telling her. He used to be very abusive with her and put her life in danger in the following years which led her to Birmingham.  She doesn't want to live anything close to what she did with Carter and she hates the man for what he did to her.

• Mary isn't afraid of the life of a gangster, what she wants, however, is someone true to her. She wants someone who is genuine in their feelings and who would love her back. 

• She considers Polly gray like a mother. 

• She loved John like he was her brother and was devastated when he died. 

• She considers Ada her sister and Arthur her brother and cares for them accordingly.

• She is a beautiful woman and an uncanny beauty. She was very popular as the singer of the Garrison. 

• She is not afraid of Arthur's violent actions. She knows he would never hurt her. They became closer after the death of John because she was there for him when Tommy was more and more distant.

• Mary's resilient and far stronger than she is given credit for. Despite all that had happened to her, she still looks before her for a brighter future. 

• Polly and Ada both had to convince her to stay with Tommy, but while Polly tried to put her expertise on matters of the heart, Ada tried to suggest Mary let loose a little bit. 

• Her mother lives in London and for now, is having Mary watched but would, later on, try to get her killed to secure a marriage with an MP. 

• Mary loves to dance. She hasn't danced with Tommy yet, but it's a matter of time before the two of them share one.

• Tommy doesn't like the idea of someone else sweeping Mary off of her feet. Still, he doesn't really do anything to show her that he actually wants her, which is frustrating at times. Mary loves him, and he really is lucky she is not interested in looking elsewhere.

• Mary is naive. She sometimes takes at face value whatever is said to her. She also doesn't realize when someone is hitting on her and wouldn't notice when Archer would try to seduce her.

• Mary once witnessed Arthur break the faces of people who tried to hurt her. 

• Mary isn't involved in any illegitimate business. Tommy doesn't want her to know, and the rest of the family doesn't want her to know so she could be spared and protected from Police and scandals.

• However, Mary knows he's a gangster and while at times she's not happy with being kept in the dark, she still supports whatever the family wants to do. 

• Ada calls her an "honorary Shelby" as an endearing way to let her know she's family.

• Lizzie doesn't like Mary (she hates her) and she would behave antagonistically against her several times. The worst she did was slap her out of anger but given the lecture she received from Tommy afterward, she would swallow her bile and slowly but surely move on. (including treating Mary better) 

• Linda doesn't like Mary, but there again, who does Linda like? 

• Mary is very cuddly when she's sleeping next to Tommy. 

• Charlie had called Mary "Mom" once. It's something that would happen so much that he would stop trying to correct himself as soon as he grows older. 

• When Duke would appear in the story, Mary would adopt him without a second thought. 

-TBC-

Trivia and Headcanon: Sara Richardson edition

•  Sara is currently 25 years old.

• HUG is the name of her ship with Homie (but nobody calls them that). Her relationship with him is secret for the moment. 

• She is well aware of his Milk fetish and doesn't judge him about it. She even indulges him in it, for both of their pleasure. 

• Sara is both turned on and scared by Homelander. 

• She can relate to his solitude. She doesn't know his past but has noticed that he was always on his own, even when he was surrounded by people. 

• She is loyal to Homelander Do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Jaime in front of her, or make her believe that he is cheating on her. 

• She seeks attention from strangers (her fans) because she doesn't have any for the person she is. Nobody really cares about Sara. Nobody wants to know Sara. Nobody would protect Sara and therefore, Sara is alone. 

• Sara loves reading. She always has a book within reach so she could use it for escapism. 

• She loves to dance. She is comfortable with her body and would always break into dancing moves whenever she wants to decompress. 

• Sara's only "friend" would be her manager Dotty, a middle-aged blonde and rotund woman who both uses her and genuinely cares for her. 

• Sara tends to lactate when she's scared or under pressure. she used to be ashamed of it, up until she'd discovered Only Fans and realized she could turn it into something nice and appreciated. However, in public, she's still embarrassed. 

• Sara's parents were killed by Black Noir. The rest of the family doesn't want her. They are still alive and kicking but she pretends they're dead. 

• She has been dumped by two partners (a woman Tara and a man Brett) because they wanted someone less famous than them and because apparently, she was clingy.

• Sara isn't clingy, however, she is very cuddly. She didn't grow up in a very loving house and therefore tries to compensate for her lack of love by loving someone else with all she has. 

• She is not a very brave person. All the opposite. She scares easily and she would never put her life in danger to save someone else. 

• She despises the Seven, especially The Deep and A-train.  She also doesn't like The Boys and doesn't trust them to "bring justice". For her, they are both different faces of the same coin. 

• For now, none of the boys are aware of her existence. However, as soon as she comes to the spotlight (i.e: if she does a video clip for the seven like Ashley wants her to), then she would be under their radar.

• Sara would start beefing with A-train because she rejected and made fun of him when he visited her following an order from Ashley. She would try her best to push him away and keep a quiet life, but he would start shit with her and would become her nemesis.  

•  Sara is in excellent shape. She has to be in order to perform at her concert. Her shape is also well-known among her Onlyfans Fans. 

• She tucks her hair behind her ears, frenetically, when she's embarrassed or upset or scared. 

• In truth, all Sara just wants is a place to call home, with people to call family. She wants to be loved, and genuinely loved but hasn't been able to find any of that in her 25 years of life.

• Sara would also have problems with The Deep. As soon as he would notice she's been gravitating around Homelander, he would try to blackmail her / threaten her into doing his bidding. At this point, Sara would have built confidence from A-train's bullying and would tell him off. 

• Billy Butcher would meet her. Things would not go very well for Sara as soon as this bastard would get in the picture. He would want to use her against Homelander (long before he would know the true nature of their relationship)

• She would get along very well with Ryan. She gets along well with kids, especially since she's been in Ryan's shoes (exception made for her parents who didn't really care about her well-being). 

• She does have a berserk button. Do not threaten a child. Do not mistreat a child in front of her, or she would kill you.

• She hasn't killed anyone just yet. She doesn't want to. 

• She connects with Homelander, in ways she can't really explain. There is definitely something between the two of them. Something that makes her want to see him again and talk to him, hold him in her arms, comfort him. 

• She doesn't want to be involved in anyone's bullshit. She's a coward and someone who really is self-serving. 

• Sara has freckles, but when she's performing, she hides them so nobody can recognize her when she's on a day off. 

• She is a beautiful woman, very beautiful and sexy. Most people don't even see how fragile she is deep down but that's the beauty of pretending. 

• Sara is not against having a family of her own, but given how betrayed she's been by her past relationships, she's not rushing to become a mother, let alone in a relationship.

• Sara is a great cook, she always tries to give a good time to anyone who stops by her place.

• Blue is her favorite color. She always looks stunning when she wears it. 

• Sara used to admire Homelander and Queen Maeve when she was growing up. 

-TBC-

Trivia and Headcanon: Elpis edition

 

• Elpis is the latest child of the primeval gods Khaos and Gaea.

• She is born out of true love between the very first beings to ever exist. She is Light and Darkness, the perfect balance between the two. 

• Elpis is known for her temper. She destroyed a whole pantheon by herself because they disrespected her father. 

• Leviathan and Ishtar wanted to claim her for themselves. Ayasha hates her guts, Her father doted on her, Gaea was scared of her and the only siblings who loved her Sitäa and Khrön both died at the hands of Ayasha. 

• She is loyal, devoted, and deeply in love with Pride. Do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Jaime in front of her or make her believe that he is cheating on her. 

• A's Lust is a close friend and ally. C's Hecate is a former friend, now the enemy.  A's Astrid / Athena is an ally since she's been corrupted. A's Venus is going to be her protegee. 

• She aims to become the new All-Mother and the Empress of the Universe alongside Pride.

• He worships her. She is devoted to him. She is the only one he can see as his equal and wants to rule with. 

• Elpis has been raised in a golden cage by the rest of her pantheon. Both parents and siblings feared she would realize her worth and try to tap into her power. They tried to weaken her, to make her meek and fragile, and brainwashed her into thinking she needed their protection and help because she was helpless. 

• Leviathan was killed by Pride who stole his power and sent his soul to Oblivion.

• Elpis was cursed in a never-ending cycle of reincarnation by Ishtar because she refused to give up on Pride. Ishtar's love for her had him curse her instead of killing her. As a result, she was forgotten for 2000 years by the whole world and gods alike save for Ayasha and Ishtar who schemed and cursed the goddess. 

• Ironically, her curse gave her the opportunity to review and reflect on her past and mature. It nurtured her rage and her desire for revenge and it helped her realize the truth about her powers, status, and place in the universe. 

• Pride had been unmade by hades as a punishment for his relationship with the goddess. he remade him but that only precipitated his demise. pride didn't kill his maker but he's a prisoner of Tartarus. 

• She is a very stubborn woman. It was her sheer determination that helped her scratch her seal and be remembered by Pride. 

• She is not evil, nor good. She is a perfect balance that would help Pride not get beside himself and destroy everything. 

• Elpis is into "power play". She loves to challenge Pride and wrestle him until he has the upper hand. This could range from simple banter to a sexual game. 

• Pride is the one and only lover she ever had. She rejected anyone who had tried to get in her good graces. 

• Together they have caused chaos wherever they went. The infamous events of Vancouver highlighted the insane chemistry between the two of them. They both danced and created an orgy so intense that it ended up with the death of the guests. 

• Elpis' power is so strong that she was able to make life thrive in the Underworld. The Underworld rejects her as well and for her to be able to stay as long as she did, it required Pride's ancient magic.

• Elpis nurtures such an intense rage at her siblings for their betrayal that she wants to eradicate her own pantheon. She wants to crown Pride as the New All-Father of Earth and lead them to a path he had not imagined before. 

• Elpis loves humans and Earth. She can enjoy their fine arts and their company. Pride, out of love for her, is resolved to not destroy the planet. 

• Together, Elpis and Pride are known as the new Persephone and Hades, much to their disdain. She refuses to see any similar connection to Persephone and even less to Demeter her mother because they are nothing alike. Pride likes to say that he is what comes after the gods and she believes that she is meant to be more than the weakling she was made to believe she was. 

• It was love at first sight for Bäahal. She fell in love with him as soon as she laid her eyes on him. He didn't, mostly because the Sin he used to be was unable to feel anything that deep. however, he grew attached to her (courtesy of her influence), which led to the two of them having a romance. 

• Elpis enjoys praising her Sin. She enjoys stroking his ego and this skill sometimes helped her convince him not to go too extreme on his plan.

• She is a beautiful woman, She is said to be an uncanny beauty, unlike anything seen in the realms of the gods. 

• Elpis only trusts Pride and Lust. The other gods had proven to be liars and deceivers.  She no longer believes that they would not try to conspire against her and is always tense because she expects a betrayal. 

• However, that doesn't stop Elpis from trying peace. She still is the goddess of Light and Hope. 

• Elpis has escaped several attempted assaults from various gods and deities. Among her assailants, there was Ares, the Greek God of War, Poseidon (stopped by Ishtar), Leviathan (stopped by Ishtar), and even Ishtar (who stopped himself).

• Elpis enjoys dancing. Of all the things she loves doing on Earth, dancing, listening to music, and even fine dining are among her favorite to do. 

• Elpis is very empathetic and compassionate. However, she learned to focus that energy on herself during her curse. Upon returning to existence, she is far less giving and more balanced. 

• She is the goddess of Light and Hope and to these two concepts, she doesn't apply a human perspective. She answers to anyone, including those with malicious intent for it is not her place to judge the desires of others or the goals they seek. She simply gives them Hope to succeed in whatever plan they have. 

-TBC-

trivia and Headcanons: Neela (TVD edition)

• Neela is actually 825 years old

• Klasma is the name of the Ship. I won't change it, we like it that way. 

• Neela loves to be bitten by Klaus. it's a bit of a blood play between the two of them, something they both share, their love language of sorts. he bites, and she gives herself freely. 

• She owes her power and immortality to a curse she received from her coven because she helped the originals. It was seen as a betrayal and for this crime, she was forced to live an eternal life of torment. 

• Her curse gave her golden eyes. She also feels pain whenever a negative emotion overwhelms her. So whenever she's angry, upset, in pain, or anything bad, her body would make her feel some excruciating pain. 

• She is loyal to Klaus. Do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Klaus in front of her or make her believe that he is cheating on her. 

• She is vulnerable to silver and to vervain. She also isn't welcome anywhere she goes. Humans hunt her, Werewolves want to kill her, Vampires don't like her, Witches are trying to kill her and the rest of the supernatural creatures don't want anything to do with her. Which is the main result of her curse. 

• She is extremely powerful and well-versed in both magic but also anatomy.

• Neela is touch-deprived. extremely touch-deprived so the slightest touch would cause a chain reaction that can't be stopped. 

• Klaus had slaughtered her whole family. She wanted to kill him for a while, even after Elijah came to her rescue and became a "friend" of hers. Over time, and as her curse made it clear that those feelings were hurting her, she decided to be productive, to remain a healer, and to help him instead. 

• The Witch fell in love with Klaus very fast, perhaps too fast for her liking. Her loneliness makes it difficult for her to watch him go. 

• Neela had to bounce from one place to another due to her curse. She settled at Mystic Falls but knows it might be temporary. She has a herbalist shop where she gets the visit of the local naturopaths and supernatural creatures interested in unguents and potions. 

• Elijah used her for his family's sake. She was so lonely that she forced herself to believe he was a friend when he wasn't. Klaus told her the truth, bursting her bubble but for the best. 

• She calls Klaus "My Hybrid" and he calls her "My Witch"

• She has a love/ hate relationship with Elijah. He was her only friend for centuries and she appreciated spending time with him, but at the same time, he was using her and hiding her existence from the rest of the family, which makes her hate him. 

• She is a very stubborn woman. She is determined to help others even when they don't want to. 

• She believes her coven was in the wrong for cursing her because all she did was help another living creature, which aligns with their coven's beliefs that all life is sacred. it's ironic that the very person who caused her curse was oblivious to her very needs for centuries.

• For now, the only Originals she had met are Elijah and Klaus. The others have been helped one way or another but she had never met them in person. 

• She had met Elena and the gang. She remains quiet and distant but always tries to help them to the best of her abilities. Bonnie suspects that she is a witch but can't prove it just yet. 

• There are several rogue witches who are after her. The first one to do so is Abigail Jones. She believed that the "Usurper" actually existed and had to be found and eliminated for good and despite orders from her supreme, Abigail went on a quest to find Mary and kill her.  Should she fail, other witches have chosen the same path. 

•  Neela has known love. She tried to build relationships before she was cursed but it didn’t lead to anything. However, since her curse and self-imposed solitude, the witch had not loved anyone, nor been in contact with people (save for Elijah). She avoided people, to avoid heartbreak. She avoided love to protect her heart, especially after realizing that she wasn’t in love with Elijah but was craving company. Any company. With Klaus, she’s grown feelings for him. She enjoys his company, and she has his best interest in mind. She wants to help him and would. He can count on her for she would always listen to him, comfort him, flirt with him, and give him her heart. However, she still tries to protect her heart from being broken by the hybrid.

• She is a healer. Despite the traumas, she had to face (most likely the slaughter of her family, and the death of her coven), Mary wants to heal others. Her immortality actually changed her perspective on life and death. Life is even more precious to her, and she would do her best to protect the living and honor the dead. She doesn’t want Klaus to die, perhaps even more than she expected to feel. Klaus is her kin, and she would fight for him.

• Neela IS anger incarnate. She’s been angry from the moment she lost her family to Klaus’ rampage. She remained angry when her coven cursed her because she felt it wasn’t fair. Her anger causes her pain, and trying to reign it in, also causes her pain. So please, and helping people, actually help her soothe her body and soul and feel less pain.

• She doesn't finish her sentences. She always trails midway through her sentence (this drives Klaus Mad). She also tends to white knight her way into people's lives

•  She drinks wine, has sex, and also helps people because it soothes her pain (the one due to her curse). She had Elijah with whom she could sporadically talk.

• The Witch is a beautiful woman, her beauty has something eery and vintage. Mary dyes her hair pink ombre in order to avoid detection and is not above dying in other colors should she need to hide again. 

• She has a tendency to white-knight her way into people's lives. Which could be endearing or straight-up annoying. Klaus warned her not to try and white-knight him. 

• Neela doesn't want Klaus to go on a rampage and kill innocent lives. She doesn't mind taking the lives of those who are after him or those who threaten innocent people but she's not about to accept he goes on a rampage and slaughters people for the kicks of it.

• When she's happy or when she's having sex, Neela can't control her powers and end up destroying the place she's at. (walls tremble, furniture breaks..) 

• She had forgotten her real name, the name of her family, and even their faces. After 800 years, it all became a blur. 

• Neela isn't her real name. It's the name she uses for now. She usually changes her name so it would become difficult to trace her over time. 

• Neela had tried to connect with people, especially humans. It always ended up badly for her because her true nature had been discovered and she had to kill those people to avoid further carnage. 

•  Mary had killed. She doesn't like to have blood on her hands, but she did. However, there is a satisfaction she can't hide when it comes to killing people who were after her life. She could be very vicious when it comes to saving her own life. 

-TBC-

Trivia and Headcanon: Bäahal (modern edition)

•  Bäahal is currently 25 years old.

• JB is the name of her ship with Jaime (but nobody calls them that). Her relationship with him is secret for the moment. 

• Jaime and Bäahal both rest their foreheads against each other's in order to soothe each other. it's their love language.

• Viserion, Rhaegal, and Drogon are Rottweilers and are alive. 

• Kyra Lannister is her best friend. They met at a Charity Ball and befriended almost instantly (thanks to Bäahal being drunk that night) 

• She is loyal to Jaime. Do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Jaime in front of her or make her believe that he is cheating on her. 

• She does really bad impersonations of people. (usually, it's endearing, she never mocks people)

• People only talk to her to get to Daenerys. She quickly learned to notice the genuine people from the liars. Unfortunately for Bäahal, she had not been surrounded by really nice people. 

• She is a very lonely person but she badly wants sincere and genuine connections, which are rare in the world she lives in. 

• Bäahal is prone to crying when she's very upset. 

• Bäahal tends to storm into people's rooms/houses without being invited. 

• Bäahal personal trainer/manager is called Magali. She's a redhead former ballet dancer who is the only one who knows her true identity. 

• Podrick is her personal chauffeur (driver). He keeps her secrets and became a confident/ "friend" to her over time. 

• Aerys II Targaryen entered a decades-long feud with Tywin Lannister. The families hate each other and it had been passed on to the children. 

• She is a very stubborn woman. Her determination is so intense that she never gives up and it takes a lot to make her change her mind. 

• She is a good soul who wants to bring her family together. It's not easy given the circumstances of her birth and arrival at said family. 

• Recently, the siblings have been trying to act kindly toward each other. They are united against the rest of the family that tries to overcome them and overthrow Daenerys as the head of their House.

• Daenerys still controls Bäahal finances and gives her an allowance for her everyday life. She also is the caretaker of Viserys (until he fully sobers up and remains sober for a long period of time). 

• She is the bastard child of Aerys II and an albino student, Sunni.  Aerys II fell in love with Sunni and Bäahal was born from their escapades. Sunni tried her best to keep the child out of reach but Aerys learned about Bäahal and demanded to be in the child's life. Several years later, he requested Bäahal joined his real estate and took his last name to which Sunni agreed.  A few months later, Bäahal's mother died and she was now alone in a family that hates her guts. 

•  She drinks a lot. That’s the way she copes. She dances as well when she’s very nervous and doesn’t know how to deal with it.

• Bäahal doesn’t get angry. Not really. She could shout at people or sulk, but she doesn’t really express anger. It’s actually something that needs to be worked on. She cries a lot, however, and perhaps that is the way she found to release her intense emotions. She’s usually very disappointed and sad rather than angry.

• Bäahal speaks faster than she thinks. She doesn't filter her mouth and sometimes has to backpedal to save face (but she does it so badly that it doesn't work)

• She met (and fucked) Jaime at his nightclub. Bäahal is quite adventurous as a woman and quite adventurous as a lover. 

• She knew love, but her first love broke her heart. She then tried to find companionship and actual care and love in others (and all the wrong places) Meeting Jaime actually changed everything for her and she discovered a love that didn’t know boundaries and limits, a love so powerful that it motivates her to improve her life and seek happiness, but this time, in the good places.

• Highgarden is not a place she enjoys anymore since Daenerys took her to Bronn's estate in order to convince him to sell her some lands. Bronn is known to have a massive crush on the young heiress and even talked about his fantasies with her to Jaime. 

• Bäahal used to be physically abused by Viserys growing up with him. Her body bears scars from the violent assaults from their childhood. She used to be terrified of him growing up and his violent urges. It seemed to have calmed down but he did slap her last Christmas. 

• Bäahal understands that the relationship she has with her siblings has been tainted by their parents. Rhaella became obsessed with the child's late mother and took her anger onto Bäahal. She encouraged her children to abuse the young child and isolate her. She knows that her very existence tore down the very fabric of this family and took it upon herself to try and mend the tears. 

• She is an underground dancer. She usually wears a black wig and sunglasses to hide her identity. She's very famous in the underground scene and wins contests and finds freedom in doing so. She hopes to take Jaime to one of these so he could watch her dance. 

• She had to fend off a drunk heir who tried to sexually assault her at a party. She broke his nose and somehow the story and video/ pictures ended up in the press. Needless to say that Jaime went and broke this guy's face.

• Bäahal believes in second chances. She believes that people deserve at least another chance at life, to show that they can become better. 

• Bäahal is a strong believer in Fate. however, she and Jaime sometimes say to each other "fuck fate" as a reminder of the Long Night.

• It was love at first sight for Bäahal. She fell in love with him at the club.

• Bäahal eyes are of a lighter shade of purple than Daenerys. Her hair is definitely silver. 

• She is a beautiful woman, the tabloids call Dany and her the 8th wonders of the world because of their uncanny beauty.

• She doesn't hold alcohol very well. Don't give it to her unless you want her to be drunk.

• Bäahal is the heiress to the biggest fortune and oldest family to ever exist in Westeros to this day.

• Her father built her a gymnasium at the Targaryen Estate. She can be found there when she needs some time for herself. 

• She got along well with Rhaegar, who realized the terrible ways of his mother and wanted to make amends to Bäahal. Unfortunately, he died in a car crash with Lyanna Stark, a woman he wasn't supposed to marry but fell in love with anyway. 

• The heiress doesn't conduct business, her task is to go to Charities and organize non-profit events. 

• Bäahal loves her family. She had always tried to build a better relationship with them and had not given up on being closer to them. It's slowly getting there. 

• Bäahal had always dreamed of being rescued from boring family dinners by a knight in shiny armor who would sweep her off of her feet. She's not wrong though. Her family would not even acknowledge her presence and those who do would always remind her that she wasn't a pure Targaryen and therefore doesn't belong with them. 

-TBC-

Trivia and Headcanon: Bäahal (regular Edition)

•  Bäahal is currently 25 years old.

• JB is the name of her ship with Jaime (but nobody calls them that)

• Jaime and Bäahal both rest their foreheads against each other's in order to soothe each other. it's their love language. 

• Bäahal never recovered from the death of Viserion. She also longs to be able to ride on a dragon's back again. 

• She is the sister of A's Daenerys, the aunt of J's Jon, the lover of N's Jaime, and the best friend of C's Kyra. 

• Kyra Lannister is her best friend. She would do anything in her power to protect her. 

• She is loyal to Jaime. Do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Jaime in front of her or make her believe that he is cheating on her. 

• She does really bad impersonations of people. (usually, it's endearing, she never mocks people)

• She trusts her guts, She trusted Jon upon seeing him for the first time and convinced Daenerys to believe him. 

• Bäahal is prone to crying when she's very upset. 

• Bäahal tends to storm into people's rooms without being invited. 

• She is a very stubborn woman. Her determination is so intense that she never gives up and it takes a lot to make her change her mind. 

• She is loyal to her House, and she is extremely happy to have a family. 

• She is the bastard child of Aerys II and an albino slave (who originates from Naath)

•  Bäahal: She drinks a lot. That’s the way she copes. She dances as well when she’s very nervous and doesn’t know how to deal with it.

• Bäahal doesn’t get angry. Not really. She could shout at people or sulk, but she doesn’t really express anger. It’s actually something that needs to be worked on. She cries a lot, however, and perhaps that is the way she found to release her intense emotions. She’s usually very disappointed and sad rather than angry.

• Bäahal doesn’t want to die anymore. At the beginning of the Long Night, she wanted to die an honorable death and was ready to die for her sister. Her encounter with Jaime changed the way she perceived death. She grew out of her death-seeking wish and became more and more grounded. She fell in love with Jaime and now doesn’t want to die or to let him die. She’s been traumatized by Death. (her mother, Viserion, etc..) and she doesn’t want to lose anyone else.

• Bäahal had discovered love with Jaime. She knew about familial love (thanks to her mother) but she had never felt comfortable near a man. She had never felt anything special upon sleeping with men who only used her. She had never wanted to spend a complete night next to a stranger. She didn’t trust men. She didn’t like them. Until Jaime came into her life. Jaime... opened something inside of her, something that made her fall in love with him. She saw he was a good man. She saw he was a kind man, a loving man who was doing everything to help his family and loved ones. She fell in love with the qualities that made Jaime who he was, qualities he doesn’t see in himself just yet. That love can make her move mountains.

• Highgarden is a place that holds a very important memory for Jaime and her: When he was recovering after the Last War, he sought refuge at his good friend's place. Broon took care of him. Bäahal found him and she confessed her feelings for him there. Jaime rejected her but she misunderstood his rejection at the time. 

• Bäahal was a victim of an assassination attempt and a siege. She lost a lot of weight and her trust in people.  Jaime came to her rescue and took her to Casterly Roc. House Redwyne is actually responsible for the coup. 

• Casterly Roc holds very strong importance to both Jaime and Bâahal because he confessed his love for her there.

• When she was a slave, she saw men kill themselves because she denied them a simple look. She saw men kill each other for her favors. She didn't have a choice in the matter and only executed what her master told her to, but she realized the power her beauty could have on others. Strangely enough, she never used it against anyone. 

• Bäahal's back is smooth save for the branding she has on her shoulder. Her master branded her with when she was just a wee girl with his initials and she had never been able to remove it. 

• She became her sister's ambassador the following year of her crowning. It was a way for her to service the queen without having to remain at the castle. It was also a way for Daenerys' people to get to know her through her sister. It was met with mixed reactions. Some people were open to her, while others didn't like her. 

• She was already good with daggers, but learned how to use a sword and became good with it. 

• Following Highgarden, Bäahal agreed to meet potential suitors to her. It was one of the saddest and most awful moments she had to endure. None of them were Jaime. 

• Unlike Daenerys, Bäahal doesn't hate Jaime for killing her father. She saw what he did as an act of love for the people of Westeros. He wanted to save people from the mad King and he was willing to sacrifice his reputation and everything he held dear to achieve it. 

• Bäahal believes in second chances. She believes that people deserve at least another chance at life, to show that they can become better. 

• Bäahal is a strong believer in Fate. however, she and Jaime sometimes say to each other "fuck fate" as a reminder of the Long Night.

• It was love at first sight for Bäahal. She didn't realize until later that she had feelings for the knight, but she fell in love with him as soon as her eyes laid upon him (and as soon as he came alone to help in the Long Night)

• Bäahal eyes are of a lighter shade of purple than Daenerys. Her hair is definitely silver. 

• She is a beautiful woman, perhaps the most beautiful woman in the whole world, second to Daenerys who is the most beautiful woman in the whole world. 

• She doesn't hold alcohol very well. Don't give it to her unless you want her to be drunk. 

• Currently, Jaime and Bäahal had only shared kisses. They slept in the same bed but had never gone further than this. 

• [My] Tyrion and  Baahal had a rocky start, mostly because he saw her as a potential rival to Daenerys or someone he couldn't trust. She held a grudge because he outed her to the Queen but with time they learned to respect each other and built a friendship that only became stronger with time. She trusts him now and knows that he has the best interest of her sister at heart. 

• Bäahal didn't receive a proper education, so she doesn't know the politics of Westeros, nor did she learn the House sigils, motto, and colors.  She's slowly starting to learn. 

• Unlike many slaves, however, since she was supposed to entertain the elite, she was taught how to read and how write and has rather elegant handwriting. 

• As a former slave, she absolutely abhors slavery and would do her best to see it abolished everywhere. It is her second biggest goal. 

• She used to be a very good friend of Missandei. Since the latter sailed off with Grey Worm, the princess has lost touch with her. 

• Bäahal loves the garden. You'd mostly meet her at the garden of the Red Keep. 

• The princess is still not used to being a princess. It's getting to her though. 

• Bäahal admires and worships her sister. She witnessed first-hand the impact she had at Mereen and the wind of freedom that caught in the South. 

• Sex had never really been something she appreciated, given the circumstances it happened to her. However, she learned a lot until she set herself free and discovered pleasure by her own hand. Jaime is the only man to make a simple touch feel good and would, later on, be the only man to make her feel good when it comes to sex. 

• Bäahal has never dreamed of having a family given the conditions of her childhood. however, since she fell in love with Jaime, she's been dreaming about becoming the mother of his children. 

-TBC-

Trivia and Headcanons: Oya Edition

• Trivia and Headcanons: Oya Edition

// Because my baby has lots of trivia to share. :) 

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• Oya's age has never been specified, but she's currently 40. 

• Dean is the love of her life. She is loyal to him so do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Dean in front of her, and do not even try to insinuate that Dean is not loyal to her. 

• Doya is the ship's name.  of all people Crowley is the one who uses it when he refers to the duo of Sam or Castiel. 

• Oya has deep scars on her arms, reminders of her recklessness during her fight against the Asanbosam. She is deeply self-conscious about them. 

• Oya is infertile and it can't be reversed. She's made her peace with it rather quickly. 

• She always has nightmares when she sleeps. She used to relive her family's slaughter, but she mostly has nightmares about losing Dean, Sam, or Castiel forever these days. 

• She is always excited when it comes to hunting. It's the same type of excitement one could have for extreme sports. 

•  She is well-versed in martial arts (Krav Maga, some Muay Thai, and African mixed-martial arts). 

• She speaks French, English, German, and  Spanish

• Team Free-Will is her family and she looks after them every single day.

• Dean is her soulmate. He is her other half and while they aren't "married" in the legal sense of the word, everyone considers that they are, indeed, a married couple. 

• Oya loves weird shit, she always buys corny aprons for Dean when she's on solo missions.

• Sarah and Joshua Thomas are her best friends/childhood friends. She would drop anything to help them. 

• Her weapon of choice is a customized golden Desert Eagle that belonged to her father's best friend Henry Thomas. She is decent with blades. 

• She is a rabid fan of Comic books and a nerd in general. They also were the only reading books she was allowed to freely choose. She quotes them and often compares people she knows with comic book heroes.

• Oya doesn't know how to cook. Don't let her try because she will destroy the kitchen at best or poison you at worst. 

• She calls Dean "Dickhead", Sam "Bookworm", and Castiel "Droopy" (it's endearing)

• Dean calls her "Bitch", Sam calls her "Gremlin" and Castiel calls her "Sparky" (it's endearing)

• Dean kisses her scars to help her get more comfortable with them. 

• Oya loves taking pictures and selfies. She has this tradition of always taking one with Dean (or whoever she hunts with)

• Oya steals Dean's shirts. So much so that he always has to buy spare clothes just in case.

• Oya knows and specializes in African magic, while she's not a witch, she can cast a few spells. 

• She met Dean's children and managed to build a rapport with Kira. 

• Speaking of Dean's children, she really took it badly that he didn't tell her he was a dad. It wasn't the fact he was a dad that bothered her, but the fact she had to learn it out of pocket (and by someone else) 

• She doesn't want the white-picket-fence type of life. She has the life she wants by Dean's side. 

• Oya sings to Dean when he's upset. She would hum and run her hand through his hair until he's calmed down or more comfortable. 

• Dean calms Oya when she has nightmares. He would usually speak to her and pull her into a hug so she would stop kicking and screaming. 

• Dean said to her that "they shared one heart" it stuck with Oya ever since. (and it's true)

• Oya is quite dominant. She needs to take charge. 

• Oya is short, very short and because of her height, Dean calls her Shorty. 

• Oya doesn't have great comebacks, if she were to rap battle, she'd lose every time. (Dean has fun with that)

• Dean cooks for the two of them. She loves when he does so and he loves doing it for the both of them. it's his love language. 

• Oya doesn't like angels. She resents them since her family was massacred by the Asanbosam. 

• Oya is terrified of Demons (Christian demons) due to her religious upbringing. 

• Oya was almost killed by the pagan god Pluto. Castiel was able to save her at the very last possible minute. This traumatized Dean who almost lost her.

• Oya is now slowly starting to forget the sound of her parents' and brother's voice. It's traumatizing her. 

• Dean and Oya don't believe in words. Both have been deceived by them and therefore, they only believe in action.  They have plenty of ways to show their love for each other. 

• Oya tends to scratch Dean's back when they have sex, which is something she loves to see the morning after. (she's smug about it) 

• Oya is a gorgeous woman, she knows her sex appeal and she uses it when she works a case.

• Dean always wears the pendant she sculpted for him. It's an enchanted wooden piece, shaped like a heart wrapped in thorns. It is supposed to help him retain his sanity if a witch casts a spell on him. He would always know who he is. 

• Oya used to think she didn't belong with the Winchesters and tried to leave. She used to keep a bag packed just in case she had to bounce but after Dean confronted her about it, she'd unpacked and had never packed her things again. She's here to stay.

• she also never lets up. especially when she has things to ask. Oya is stubborn and even Dean knows better than to try and swerve her.

• Oya's coping mechanism would be to go ride her bike at a fast speed when she's upset.

• She usually keeps her composure, even when she's upset at you. The only thing that would make her lose her mind would be if a child is a victim or if she wasn't able to save hostages of monsters. Loss of human life triggers her.  

• She doesn't fear death. She doesn't mind risking her life to save others. However, she doesn't want to lose Dean and she doesn't want to leave him behind (which makes her be more careful when she goes on a hunt)

-TBC-