Headcanons Oya: Passion, Height Difference, intimacy

 Headcanon: passion

Oya is passionate in everything she does. She's has a tendency to leave Dean's back a mess when they're spending the night together. She enjoys the idea of marking the hunter with her nails, of leaving evidence of her passion, evidence of her love and to leave him something to remember. Dean doesn't complain, as a matter of fact, it does work very well for the two of them.

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Headcanon: Height difference

Oya actually enjoys being shorter than Dean. She loves when he lifts her up and when he carries her around like she weights nothing and he's not bothered with her. She loves to look up at him and  when he bends forward to kiss her.

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Headcanon: Intimacy

Doya is very close to each other. Dean said that they shared one heart (which is true). They understand each other and complete each other in ways they have never experienced before. Together, in the apocalypse that is Earth and its supernatural creatures, they managed to make a life for themselves. A life together.  Dean knows he's safe with Oya. He can be as moody as he want to, he can be upset, he can be at loss for words, he knows that Oya would never turn on him. She would never leave him behind. He is safe with her and she also is safe with him. He understands when she's overwhelmed and needs comfort. He is there when she's having nightmares and needs a hug. He's there when she needs him.

headcanons Bäahal: the shoulder branding scar

 Headcanon:  the shoulder branding scar

Bäahal has been branded on her shoulder  when she was still a slave and had since tried to remove it. The brand (which is the name of her former master) now bears knives scars from her previous attempts but the name is still visible, still easy to read. it's just adorned with new scars. 

She has never spoken about it before and never bothered with it before she fell in love with Jaime Lannister.  In the event of a possible union between the two, she would be extremely moved if he doesn't  reject the reminder of her past. (of course, he won't. He's already embraced her regardless of her past, but still, it's a fear she has.)

Headcanon Sara: Only Fans and Attention and her ex

 Headcanon Sara: Only Fans and Attention

Sara's been betrayed by the people who meant the world to her. Her parents used her to become a super, lied to her about the origin of her powers and tried to find a replacement should she fail. Their constant abuse led her to believe that she wasn't good enough, that her mistakes were because of who she was and her parents were unhappy because of her. The neglect led her to believe that she had to do something good to please them, and something good to please others. Her extended family rejected her because she was a supe and she knew the horrors of the foster system.

Being a singer didn’t really help overcome her need for attention. Indeed,  while she gets her dose of love and attention and she can see people enjoy her music, the fear of becoming a has-been and losing these people's interest clings to her bones. Twice she’s been ghosted and disappointed by her lovers, which in turn makes her believe she’s not good enough to be loved. Hence the Onlyfans is a safe way to have perceived affection/ attraction from people she would never meet. It is easy for her to because they are not really in her life but she's lacking a genuine connection. She's lacking friendships.

Finally, this issue runs deep because she hasn’t truly been a hero. She’s never saved people locally, from battles, she knew she could win but never went against real big menaces because she doesn’t want to die. She feels ashamed about it  but her desire to live  doesn’t feel like she should be anything more than a singer to entertain the masses.

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Brett Howard, Sara's ex is a supe whose power is to control ice.  He left Sara because she was too big of a star for him to deal with and claimed that she was too clingy for him to stand. Their breakup hurt the woman so much she decided to stop dating altogether and focus on her carreer only. 

Brett is cocky (because of his powers but also because of his doting parents), but he's also very possessive. As long as Sara seems to live a single life, he's fine with it. His ego is way too strong for him to resist coming back into her life if he notices she's moved on and is seeing someone else.

After years living on her own, Sara is now ready to move on (she just doesn't know it yet) and kick this asshole down to the curb should he show up.

Headcanons Nëela: Her curse

 Her curse: 

Nëela's curse gave her golden eyes, eternal life and pain whenever she feels a very intense and negative emotion.  She also became sterile and can't produce an offspring which tormented her as well for a while. (she's made her peace with it, since). It also ironically made her extremely powerful and gave her enough time to further her knowledge in magic.

Her curse makes her vulnerable to Vervain (like vampires), to Silver (like Werewolves). It also makes her quite easy to spot on and even more difficult to fit in among supernatural creatures or humans. In order to find some relief, Nëela keeps on healing and helping others. 

Got modern: He makes me weak in the knees.

"The way he looks at me makes me weak in the knees. I can't really explain why or what puts me in such a state of mind. I can only say that I love the intensity of his emerald eyes, positively burning for me whenever they set upon me. I can only say that I love the curve of his nose and the crease on his cheeks. I love his square jaw of his and the way he bites his lip whenever he sees me.  I love the grey in his blonde hair and how mature he is. It turns me on, I'm not gonna lie. it turns me on and it makes me feel hot and bothered. Ah! No wonder he's the most sought-after bachelor in the whole world. No matter they all throw themselves at him.  But let's not let look deceive you. it's his voice, his attitude. it's the way he still dreams and still can be surprised. it's the way he cares for me and the way he makes room for me in his life. it's all the little details and then the biggest ones too. it's everything. I love him."

GoT Regular: Decisions, decisions

GoT Regular: Decisions, decisions

// Finally Dany is confronting Jaime about his feelings for her sister.

The princess was nervously pacing in the garden of the Red Keep. She knew that her sister was talking to the knight, which was long overdue. Her fingers were fidgeting with the bottom of her dress, as she was trying to keep herself calm. It was an insurmountable task to accomplish because her heart was beating hard against her ribcage. She was nervous and on the verge of throwing up because she knew that her sister would not spare the knight. She made it clear that she wasn't thrilled with the union of her sister and the knight, but she was willing to give him a chance to explain himself and prove his love for Bäahal to her. 

The princess allowed her hands to rub her belly, still in a feeble attempt to self-soothe. She was hoping that Daenerys would consider Jaime's words and would see how genuine he was. She was happy that her sister gave Jaime a chance to explain himself. He deserved to explain himself and to tell the truth, the whole truth to the queen. He deserved to tell her that he found true love and that he was a changed man. He deserved to tell her that he owned his mistakes and his bad decisions. Yes, he wasn't a saint! He killed, maimed, and lied to people in order to protect his family. Still, Bäahal was nervous.  Still, Bäahal was hopeful. 

 

-TBC-

COPG: Paranoïa

// Gaea's conversation with her daughter

Ayasha felt the telepathic call of her mother, something that had never happened since Gaea exiled herself. Could it be that her mother had finally come to her senses? Could it be that she finally realized how powerful Elpis indeed was?  She decided to meet with her mother, on Earth among humans just so they would need to keep a low profile. Her human vessel wore a white skirt and jacket with a large white hat. Her heels clicked on the wooden floor of the museum they picked as their meeting location. Gaea was staring at a famous painting showing Cronos eating one of his sons.  She was wearing a long brown dress with black boots and had her hair styled in two braids. She didn't flinch when Ayasha finally stood next to her. 

"Daughter."

"Mother. I didn't know you'd come." -She sneered. Her green eyes stared at the painting and she shrugged at the sight- 

"I called you, of course, I'd come." -She snapped at her daughter, her brown eyes averting from the painting to her mother's face.-

"Forgive me, my tongue slipped. I meant to say that I didn't believe you'd call." -She grinned before she crossed her arms above her chest.- "I thought you wanted nothing to do with us. What made you change your mind?"

"Why do you care, Ayasha?" -

Gaea didn't want to tell her daughter that she was right. She didn't want to seem vulnerable and was extremely upset by the situation. The truth was, Ayasha saw right through her and her ego prevented the All-Mother from acknowledging it. She was vain, she was selfish. She was scared of her daughter and didn't try to kill her before because she didn't know how Elpis would react to the attempt. She saw what happened to the Sumerian pantheon and knew that her daughter destroyed gods while unaware of her true potential.  

"I need to hear the truth from your mouth for once in your life, Mother."

"The truth?  Oh, I see, you want to humiliate me, Daughter." -She sneered at Ayasha who lifted a brow in a way to confirm her mother's suspicion.- "I spoke with Elpis a short while ago. She was testing her powers and I was not able to locate her." -Ayasha blinked and put her hand against her chest.- "Yes, she was everywhere and nowhere at the same time. I noticed her, so I called for her and she replied to me."

"What did she say?"

"She said that she was coming for us, all of us. She is planning to kill me and become the new All-Mother."

"Could she? could she beat you, Mother? Could she become the new All-Mother?" 

Her green eyes set upon the brown orbs of her mother. If Gaea was seriously doubting her ability to defeat her daughter, then something "new" had happened. For months, the goddess had tried to locate her sister but was unable to do so. The growing fear of Ayasha made her shiver and she bit her bottom lip. Elpis defied their mother, she was confident enough to induce fear in the heart of the All-Mother. Despair couldn't invade their hearts, because if it did, then they would have already lost the war. The blonde goddess closed her eyes and moistened her lips. Gaea took a deep breath and ran her hand over her blonde locks.

"I lost control over the fauna, as soon as she talked to me, I couldn't control anything. She became far more powerful than I had anticipated and she is angry. She is extremely vengeful and she's coming for us."

"I see. what do you want, Mother? Protection? An alliance? Just ask and be clear this time."

"Protection, Daughter. I realized that alone I cannot stop Elpis. Alone, I am not enough. I seek asylum at the Prime Garden and when Elpis comes I would help you defeat her."

"What guarantees me that you would not try to betray us once you get the opportunity?" -Gaea shook her head and clutched her pearls.- "What guarantees me that you won't help Elpis destroy us instead?"

"Are you insane? She would not spare me, no matter what I do. So take me home, Ayasha."

Ayasha nodded and offered her arm to her mother so she could take it. She walked a couple steps away from the exhibition room so she could teleport them back into the Prime Garden. She didn't even gloat, which she could have done, because her mother finally spoke some truth, a truth. She knew that it would take some time before Elpis became strong enough to enact her revenge, but she still wanted to be ready before the final showdown. Gaea was willing to take shelter at the Pantheon but perhaps, with a little bit of convincing, she would end up going to war with them. Ayasha was counting on it. 

-TBC-

A vintage's touch: Michael's obsession

 // A little moment between Polly and Mary. 

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Polly lit a cigarette. She wasn't feeling comfortable in front of Mary and didn't know how to start the conversation. She was the one who went to visit the Grace Shelby institute, in hopes of sharing a moment with the young woman but upon walking into Mary's office, strength suddenly left her legs. She was worried about her son's obsession with Mary and wanted to discuss the infamous rivalry between Tommy and Michael. It wasn't too late to look forward to a truce between the two men. it wasn't late, was it? The Gypsy princess took a deep breath and walked towards the window of Mary's office. Polly was waiting for her to return from a meeting with the head nurse of the Institute and had been smoking cigarette after cigarette until the young woman came back.  She closed both eyes and leaned her head against the window when the noise of a door being opened forced her to turn around and look at Mary. 

"You're finally here!"

"I apologize for my lateness. We had to review adoption papers for a couple of our children. I'm here now, Polly." -Her green eyes set upon the woman who fully turned around and pinched the bridge of her nose- "Polls... Have a seat, you look pale."

"I'm alright. I'm alright, Mary." -Polly said, her blue eyes set upon the young woman. She was pale indeed. Pale and stressed out but she still wanted to keep a cool demeanor and pretend that she had everything under control. She inhaled some smoke and puffed it out. The endearing nickname the young woman gave her a faint smile "Mary, I'm going to ask you something, I need you to be honest with me."

Mary didn't really believe Polly. She knew the woman enough to realize that something was up. She couldn't quite put her finger on it, but since the business was going well, the only reason that could put Polly in such a panicked mood was her son. Did something happen to Michael? Did someone kill the man? Was he in danger? Questions started to fill her mind as Mary walked closer to Mary and gently wrapped her arms around the older woman to give her a hug. Polly closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around the chubby young woman. 

"I will.  Ask me anything you want." -She said, tucking some hair behind her ear-

Polly pinched her lips together and averted her blue eyes from Mary's face to her soft smile. She sat on the chair and slowly fidgeted with her cigarette. The nurse had never seen the woman be so nervous. She could see that Polly was trying to find the right words to say but she couldn't, so Mary put her hand on the older woman's knee and gave her an encouraging smile. Polly nodded and took a deep breath before she finally asked. 

"Michael....Do you still hear from him?"

"I haven't heard from him for months now, Polls. Why are you asking? Did something happen?"

"No... No... Michael is alive." -She pinched her lips together and inhaled some smoke.- "I just wanted to be sure that he wasn't writing to you. He tends to be.... stubborn." -She chose her words carefully, not willing to start an argument with Mary. The young woman remained silent for a minute. She looked at Polly and furrowed her brows at the mention of Michael's letters.-

"Stubborn...Yes." -She crossed her legs and slowly started to tap onto her knee.- "He hasn't written to me for months. Besides, if he really did, Tommy would know, wouldn't he?" 

Polly nodded, Tommy would have known. He knew everything from the conversations people had in Birmingham to the content of letters people sent or received. He knew everything. He even knew that Mary had not written back to Michael. Polly knew that her son was still writing to Mary, but she also knew that Tommy being silent about it wasn't exactly good news. The Gypsy princess wanted her son to survive, but she also didn't want Tommy to die. She was put in a very tight spot, which led her to shake uncontrollably. 

"I just want-- I just need Michael to move on, you know? I've talked to him already, and I've advised him to stop writing to you."

"And did he listen? uh? He didn't. He never does, Polls." -Mary's tongue was harsh, she furrowed her brows and closed her legs. -" Let's not beat around the bush shall we? You and I both know Michael used to be infatuated with me, years ago."

"Mary... there's..." -But Mary shook her forefinger and tilted her head to the side. Her face had lost its warmth and she was tense. Mary's face was closed off, cold, and focused. She had been avoiding the topic for far too long now.-

"No, we have to talk about it Polls! I... I used to be something he wanted to have. He came at me and tried to win me over but it didn't work. I expected the letters to stop coming once he met Gina but they didn't. He kept writing to me and I didn't know why. I thought he was obsessed with me, but soon enough, I realized that he didn't... I realized that it wasn't me he was obsessed with, it was Tommy." -She furrowed her brows and set her bright green gaze upon the older woman- "He is obsessed with Tommy. This is the truth, the only truth."

"He.... oh my god! Mary, I can't sleep. I was afraid that Michael would eventually try to reach out to you in order to get back at Tommy." -She sighed and took another puff of her cigarette.- "I didn't know how you'd feel about it. Tommy and Michael are at.... odds with each other." -She chose her words carefully, unwilling to talk about what she saw in her dreams and in the cards. Mary wasn't aware of her vision, but she knew that the two men weren't on good terms.-

"Polls... listen...I only wrote to Michael once, right after he settled in America. I wished him well, and good luck with his endeavors there. Since then, I didn't write to Michael because I knew what that could become.  He knows I'm living with Tommy. He's warned me more than once about Tom's unavailability. He told me that I would be unhappy around Tommy because he would never let me in.  Still, I didn't write back to him." -She sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose.- "He's not right, though. Tommy isn't....He won't let me in. No matter what I do, he won't let me in."

Polly sighed and as she blew her smoke away, the brunette felt her body relax a little bit. Mary, even now as they were discussing her relationship with Tommy, still believed that he had no feelings for her. Polly had already tried to convince the young woman of Tommy's affection, but it didn't go through her thick skull. Could she blame the girl? Could she really blame Mary for doubting her? Tommy loved Mary, Polly could tell, but there was something stopping each other from making the first move and confessing their feelings to the other. Perhaps, given the particular situation they were in, Polly was relieved that Tommy wasn't open about his feelings. She stared at the young woman, fidgeting with her cigarette as wild thoughts crossed her mind. 

She'd need to talk to her son, to make sure that he would definitely move on from Mary. She'd advise him to stop writing to her, for his own protection but also for hers. She'd try to make sure that Tommy and Mary, since they're stubbobrn and unwilling to give into the other, would not become an item. It hurt her because she wanted Mary to be happy and to finally embrace her new life with Tommy but she needed her son to be alive, so.... so....she simply looked at her and put her fingers on her chin and lips. Polly decided not to reply to her, mostly because the conversation would become moot, instead, she resumed smoking. 

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A vintage's touch: "I was the one who found you."

“I was the one who found you, Tommy. I was the one who found you laying on the floor, in the mud, with a gun in your hand. I found you and I thought you were dead. Tommy… you pulled the trigger… you pulled the trigger…I was angry and terrified… and now all that is left is sadness.

I found /you/, Tommy!! Lying dead on the floor like my first husband. I couldn’t cry, I had no energy to do so. All I thought about was that I had failed you. I failed you. I failed to let you see that you had a life to live. I failed to help you see that you weren’t meant to join the dead yet. I was distraught because my love wasn’t enough. I failed to let you feel your son’s love. 

I failed…. I failed to soothe your aching heart. You’re in pain, Tommy, clearly so and I don’t know what to do to help you. I don’t know if I will ever be able to soothe your heart. And I don’t want to think. I don’t want to allow myself to feel because if I do if I speak… I will fall apart. You will hear my heart breaking because I almost lost you. I can’t lose the man I love and yet I did…. You pulled the trigger….”

headcanon Peaky Blinders: Mary

Headcanon Marriage: 

Mary wants to get married a second time. She had always dreamed of being married to a kind man who would truly love her but ended up married to a Bitch who conned and manipulated his way into her heart when she was far too young. He hurt Mary, to her core, and for a long time, she believed that he took all that was precious from her. Fortunately, she was wrong. 

She fell in love with Tommy and had only recently started to think about getting married to him. Perhaps Lizzie and her obsession with him kickstarted something inside Mary or perhaps, that was something she had always wanted to have but never voiced out loud. Anyway, she wants to marry Tommy. She wants to become his wife. She wants to adopt his child and she wants to carry their own.

It is something she won't speak of until perhaps after they admit their feelings for each other. It can wait, but it's a desire she has. 

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Headcanon Heartbreak: 

Well, isn't she the queen of heartbreaks? Mary didn't have an easy life. not in the least. From being abandoned at an orphanage to being raised by sadistic nurses, she went through a lot. Her husband was a bastard who seduced a girl too young to be a wife and too young to be a mother. She lost her son who was only able to live for 30 minutes and later discovered that her husband was a lying bitch who both escaped from the first world war and tried to escape from his gang, positively endangering his wife. 

When her life became quieter and she was safer, then came the pain of Love. She fell in love with Tommy and loving a Shelby, whoever that was, always leads to heartbreaks. For so long she was convinced that he didn't care about her, to finally believe that he only has her around because she helps raise his son. She is afraid he sees her as a glorified nanny or a "replacement" for Grace. She is afraid that her love would not be reciprocated and is suffering from being in limbo. Tommy has to deal with his own traumas and fears and she's patient enough with him. Still, she suffers from the situation and is trying to take it in stride. 

Sara (TB) Headcanon

 Headcanon marriage and heartbreak

Marriage: 

Well, Sara doesn't trust proposals. She doesn't think that people truly want to be with her and therefore doesn't entertain the idea anymore. She's very well-guarded and would rather just let things go the way they're supposed to. 

Heartbreak: 

Well... let's see. Parental abandonment, check. Fiancés who break up with her, check. child labor. Check. Her heroes turning up to be selfish assholes? Check. Her inability to truly bond with people? check. Her loneliness? double-check. Sara doesn't hide her fears. Her body won't let her, and her face won't hide it. She still finds solace and a little bit of joy with the attention she gets from her fans and customers but still feels empty inside. Sara needs attention. She needs care. She needs genuine attachment. 

Headcanon COPG: Elpis

 Headcanon: Marriage 

Elpis is a goddess. She doesn't believe in lacing her destiny like humans do. She interlaced her destiny with Pride, which means that she shares his life, his dreams, and his ambition. She is his mate now and forever. She gives him her support and she follows him in his endeavors. Of course, this almost means that he would do the same (and he is by preparing her revenge against her pantheon) and he would share everything she wants to share with him. Elpis is loyal, Unlike goddesses like Aphrodite she had only had one lover and that is Pride. She doesn't need or want anyone else and would get angry at the suggestion that she does.  Elpis is faithful, loyal, and devoted. She is also very much her own person too and doesn't want to have her individuality snuffed from the perfect pairing she makes with Pride. 

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Headcanon Heartbreak: 

Elpis has had her fair share of heartbreak. Each and every one of these events has shaped her into the stronger woman she is today. the betrayal she experienced at the hands of her family is multilayered. They hid her true nature, they raised her to be a meek and fragile goddess who would do their bidding. She was then betrayed by Ayasha who conspired to eliminate her. If Ishtar had not been in love with her, she would have been dead by now, but luckily for her, he loved her and cursed her instead. 

Being forced into a cycle of reincarnation that never ended had been the worst torture she had to suffer from. To be forgotten by the whole world, to witness the deaths of her closest siblings, and to feel the death of her father without being able to protect him had definitely wrecked her mind and broke her heart.  So she's angry. She's hurt. Her mother knew and let it all happen. This put her on top of the goddess list.  Elpis when angry has an impact on the fauna and flora around her. She can bring life into a dead place like Tartarus. She wouldn't hide her emotions but would more easily express her anger and disappointment. 

TVD headcanons: Neela

 Headcanon Marriage:

Mary had dreamed of having a family of her own. Her dreams vanished as soon as she was cursed by her coven and forced to spend centuries on her own. Her situational crush on Elijah never went to that point. She never wanted to marry him because she never was in love with him. Deep down, Mary still wants to have a  normal life. as "normal" as she could. She is a supernatural creature and because of her nature, there's nothing "normal". What she wants, however, is companionship. She wants someone who cares for her, who loves her, and who would do absolutely anything for her.  She wants to devote herself to others. She wants to be there for them and she wants to share her heart with them. So yes, she wouldn't oppose marriage, all the opposite. What she knows, however, is that she can't be loved. Her curse makes it so and while Klaus seems to be immune to it, Mary doesn't want to believe that their bond could turn into something deeper. But who is she kidding? she fell in love with him. 

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headcanon Heartbreak:

Well, where to start? She is a witch who lost her family because of Klaus' rampage. She was rescued from an assault by Elijah and because she chose to help him,  she was cursed by her supreme. 

She had to watch her sisters die one by one to give power to the curse of her supreme and she heard the harshest words said by a woman she considered a mother figure.  She lost everything in an instant and the curse cast on her makes it impossible for her to bond with people. 

She spent centuries alone getting older and more powerful as she never stopped studying magic. She was extremely lonely and touch-deprived. She always had to move from one city to another because her true nature was exposed or because she was hunted down by her natural enemies.  Finally, when she thought she could have some rest, and have a true connection with Elijah Mikaelson, she learned that he used her as a tool and nothing else.

Mary wears heartbreak on her face. She chose not to hold back since it activates her curse and hurts her more than she can handle. So she doesn't fight it. she hurts a lot.  She is heartbreak and anger incarnate. 

got regular Bäahal: headcanon

Headcanon Marriage: 

Bäahal thought marriage was a duty. She didn't know that one could marry out of love. The relationship between Dany and Jon opened her eyes. She realized that Marriage could be the union between two souls that truly loved each other. She fell in love with Jaime and naturally, she wants to marry him. 

However, she's not naive enough not to realize that her union would bring them a lot of issues. She is ready to face any consequence, any trial, anything that would stand in their way. To Bäahal, Marriage goes beyond just her love for Jaime. Marrying him is an oath. She would protect him, she would care for him. She would make sure that he is happy. Marrying Jaime and taking his name, also puts on her shoulders the weight of his family. She would carry it, alongside his children but she is ready to do so.  She is Jaime's and he is hers. Their lives are entwined and she would do anything in her power to give him the life he deserves (a good life) 

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headcanon Heartbreak: 

Oh... You know Bäahal has had a very difficult life. She was born in slavery. Her mother died while trying to protect her. She was forced to bed her master's best clients and entertain them through dance. She had to kill her master's enemies despite her desire to take lives. She had suffered the abuse all slaves suffered from and had been branded on her shoulder blades. 

She always tried to build herself back up and managed to do so, only to be hurt some more. Viserion was killed, Missandei was killed, and to make things even worse, she nearly lost Jaime Lannister. She discovered love and rejection and was betrayed by the bodyguards who were supposed to be her friends. The siege is her biggest trauma because she nearly died that day. She nearly died, felt hungry, and lost weight to a dramatic level. 

And what about her forbidden love for Jaime Lannister? They love each other, have yearned for each other, and had not been able to act on those feelings because Jaime wasn't allowed to be with her. Even love was not allowed for her.  Bäahal is heartbroken and she's very expressive. You'll know when she's upset, you'll see her cry. you'll see her sob. Bäahal doesn't hold back and never hides her true emotions. 

Modern GoT: Headcanons

 Headcanon: Marriage

Bäahal believes in fairy tales and happy endings. She is a sucker for weddings and loves in general and has always dreamed of finding her true love. Back in the day, she thought that Elias was the one, but the way he dumped her and cut contact with her sincerely screwed with her self-esteem. She stopped believing that someone would ever be genuine with her and would want her enough to marry her. 

Things changed when she started to date Jaime Lannister. She's now surprising herself thinking about a life with him. First, a public one of course, where they wouldn't have to hide anymore, where she could even settle in with him, and finally perhaps, with them being engaged and eventually married. However, she doesn't want to be too fast and doesn't want to rush into something that could hurt both of them. So. For now, it's just a distant dream but something she would not object to. 

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Headcanon: Heartbreak

Bäahal has had her heart broken several times already. Up until her mother gave full custody to her father, she had a happy life. Then troubles began. First, her mother died, then her step-family rejected her. Her father was trying to please everyone and thus allowed abuse to happen to her. Then her older brother died, her stepmother died, and her father fell ill.  Bäahal suffered from never being considered a member of the family (not even by the extended family). She was an unlovable bastard which had to be kept on a tight leash. 

Her father's death achieved to break her heart and truly had her feel alone. When she thought Elias would bring her true joy, he was bought by Daenerys and broke up their engagement. It was a lot to deal with. Bäahal cannot hide the way she feels. It's almost impossible for her to hold back her emotions so of course, her heartbreak would be impossible to miss for whoever pays attention.

Oya Headcanons

Headcanon: Marriage

Well, Oya has been engaged in the past, so it's not something that scares her. she just didn't think about it once she set foot in America.  After years of spending time with the Winchesters and finding a family in Team Free Will, Oya is now comfortable again with the idea of having a Family and being a wife. She is planning to propose to Dean someday, in the most Doya way, which means,  without any artifices and games. Just casually talking about wanting to share her life with him. The life they have right now. An Apple Pie Life. 

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Headcanon: Heartbreak

Oya has had her fair share of pain. It's actually been a long string of disappointment, heartbreak, and loss. She had to watch one too many people die on her watch. She had watched her former fiancé fall out of love with her because she couldn't have children anymore. She had to kill him with her own bare hands once he became possessed by a demon. She nearly lost her life too while fighting the demon that killed her family, but Dean came in and rescued her. Oya wears scars on her arms, as a reminder of her recklessness and of everything she's lost. 

Oya used to be a daredevil. She used to be a death-seeker who couldn't see past her revenge. She is not very good at hiding her emotions from her family but any other stranger would be fooled. They would not have her tears or her nightmares. They wouldn't be able to tell just how much pain she went through. Dean would because Dean went through his own heartbreaks. He knows the job, he knows the loss. He knows everything she's been through because he went through the same. He would notice her sadness and he would know when to come and soothe her. 

These days, what hurts her the most is the fact she doesn't remember the faces and the voices of her loved ones. She feels guilty because to her it is as if she had forgotten about them and betrayed them. So it hurts, but she doesn't speak about it unless Dean is asking. 

Mary (soa Headcanons)

 Mary (S.o.A) Headcanons: Marriage. 

Mary was engaged before. She used to believe in fairy tales and happy endings but Oscar ruined it for her. He traumatised her so much that the young woman decided that Love wasn't for her and she would never put herself in harm's way ever again. 

 She is so used to drive from one city to another to escape from him,  and change her life overnight that she doesn't really think about love.  If you were to ask Mary if she wants to get married these days, she would tell you no. She would tell you that she's not in the dating pool and is fine by herself. 

However, her romantic heart is not gone. She is a big fan of weddings and is already planning Maya's. -well, not really planning the real deal but daydreaming about it-. She wishes to become her Maiden of honor and would do anything in her power to make this day Maya's perfect day. 

xxxx

 Mary (soa) Heartbreak

Mary joined the ink business as a way to reinvent herself. Her dreams had been shattered by her ex fiancé from the moment he threw her off the stairs. She wasn't there when her mother died and to this day, she still doesn't  forgive herself.  Through her job, she feels as if she was painting Hope, love or joy on the skin of her clients and believes that it removes a little bit of her heartbreak the more she does it. 

Mary holds back a lot. It takes a very close person to notice that she's been hurt. She doesn't speak much about herself, or her past because if she did, if she ever tried to, she would break down in tears and would become a mess. She'd rather keep her pain to herself, as to not become a bother to others.  It's probably best not to ask her how she truly feels, unless you're ready to hear the truth about her.  

GoT (regular) : Beyond the horizon

GoT (regular):  Beyond the horizon

//This is something Bäahal said. 

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"Sister-mine. You requested my presence."

Bäahal was nervous. Daenerys had summoned her to the throne room for a conversation between the two of them. After tap-dancing for weeks since her return to the Red Keep, the silver queen decided that she should at least have a conversation with her sister. Enough time has passed since their first conversation and Daenerys had started to understand that the love between her sister and Jaime Lannister was far more serious and deep than she gave it credit for. Jaime and Jon were about to return to King's Landing and it was necessary for Daenerys to tackle the elephant in the room. The first time went really badly, which prompted Bäahal to lock herself in her room and spend days crying. This Time, thanks to her Hand, Daenerys decided that having a second conversation was warranted. Bäahal's soft purple hues looked at her sister and bit her thumb in anticipation.

"You may relax, Bäahal. I am not angry." -Daenerys started- "I'm going to be straightforward, I would like to talk about Ser Jaime Lannister and you. Do you promise to tell me the truth?" -Bäahal nodded and put both hands on her lap- "Good. First of all, I appreciate your efforts to rekindle our relationship despite the sour turn it took upon your return."

"I shouldn't have brought Ser Jaime to the conversation. You weren't ready to listen to me." -Bäahal was apologetic, Daenerys nodded and gave her a soft but tight smile-

"I wasn't indeed. Ser Jaime killed my father, and regardless of the reasons that had him do that, he still broke his oath. He still killed my father and that death set up the downfall of my family. he's responsible for it whether he wants it or not."

"Sister. I am aware of what Ser Jaime did. You chose to see what it took from you, but you fail to see, what it gave others. Ser Jaime chose to sacrifice one life to save the many. He protected his people--"

"HE SHOULD HAVE PROTECTED MY DAD!" -She yelled. Bäahal swallowed a lump and lowered her head. She held her tongue because if she didn't, she would have insulted her father for the heinous crime he committed against her mother. Daenerys knew the truth of her birth and still, the sting caused by the death of her father was hurting her. - "He should have... He didn't. I am clearly upset at what he did, but it was unfair of me to focus on this. I had the opportunity to meet him, to get to know him, and more importantly to see him in action. I realized he wasn't...He wasn't the man I thought he was. so...Sister, we're going to talk about the future you see for yourselves if I gave you my blessings."

Bäahal moistened her lips and clenched her fists. She held onto the thin fabric of her dress and shifted her eyes from left to right before she looked up at her sister. 

"As you wish, sister." -She tucked her silver locks behind her ear and slowly stared at her sister.- "I am aware that choosing Jaime as my suitor would not be easy on us. Jaime is hated by the people and the great houses. I am still trying to win some of them over on your behalf. There had been a siege, so I assume that it would not be the only assassination attempt on me. I am aware of the risks. It would be the world against us but I swore to the gods, Dany. I swore to the gods that I will always love him. He is the man I chose, the heart I chose and I am willing to fight for us."

"You are passionate. Bäahal. I know you're sincere and I know that you love him deeply." -She sighed and gently grabbed her hands in between hers.- "It is endearing, to see. How can you be sure that he would protect you? Being with him would put you in danger. How can I be sure that he would do anything in his power to protect my beloved sister."- She squeezed her hands tighter.- "I would have burned the whole world if you died at the siege. I cannot be at peace knowing you're in danger anywhere you go."

"You won't lose me, sister. I understand how you feel but I can assure you that Ser Jaime would do his absolute best in order to protect me. If I can tell you something, anything to convince you, then I will tell you that during the Long Night, Jaime Lannister saved me. I was ready to die that night. I wanted to die because I thought that was the right thing to do. I needed to give meaning to my life and for such a long time, I survived because my goal was to set myself free. Once freed, I lost my purpose so I decided to become your blade and die in battle. He snapped me out of it. He told me to live. He lit a fire inside my heart. I survived the Long Night thanks to Jaime Lannister. Back then, he was just a little bit fond of me and didn't want me to die but now that he's in love? now that we are in love with each other? He is willing to die if that means I can survive. You have to trust me, Dany. You have to."

Daenerys looked at her sister and gently rubbed the back of her hand against the soft and wet cheek of her crying sister. Bäahal was a very sensitive woman, despite the years of abuse she suffered, she still managed to keep a soft and loving heart. She still managed to see the future in a positive light. She was someone who felt deeply and couldn't hide the way she felt. So seeing her shed tears for Jaime Lannister and retelling what happened behind the scenes, made her feel a pang in the pit of her stomach.

"I trust you, sister. I just don't want to lose you again. It pains me to see you cry and I want you to be happy. You've been through a lot in your life. You've been in pain, and you've got your heart broken, It is also my duty to protect it. I will talk to Ser Jaime. I will ask him if he's aware of what he is doing. If I give you my blessings, I will entrust him with the most precious treasure I have. I will entrust him with you. Please, dry your tears. Please..."

Bäahal nodded and wiped her tears with the back of her hand; She leaned her cheek against the warm palm of her sister's hand and gently sobbed. It would take a moment before the young woman would stop crying but the tension had left the room and the sisters were finally bonding again.

-TBC-

Klasma: Another lonely year - call for blood

Klasma: Another lonely year - call for blood

// It is the new year after all. 

One more year. One more lonely year. I know you're laughing, sisters. I know you're looking at me from the great beyond and you're laughing. Your curse worked, I have been isolated for centuries. I haven't been able to bond with people, and I haven't been able to live a quiet life. It was misery. One more year alive. I am laughing now, mostly because the tables have turned. I met my kin, you'd say that I am a traitor for trying to help Klaus. I guess you're right. I guess I don't give a shit about it anymore. I saw him for who he was, I saw him as the cursed soul who was in pain. He has been in pain for centuries. He lost a sense of self once he became the first Hybrid. I saw him for who he really was. I realized that trying to kill him in order to soothe my pain was pointless. I am not a killer. I am a healer. I have always been a healer and no matter what you wretched witches thought, I was in the right to help his family 800 years ago. 

You betrayed your vows. You betrayed your very nature. You said you were in tune with Mother Nature but you rejected everything she made. You claimed you were healers but in truth, you were just living for yourselves, thinking that you were at the top of the food chain. I lived by our beliefs. I lived by our rules and I saved lives. I am laughing today because I am not alone anymore. In your attempt to destroy me, you made me see the truth of the world. You pushed me out of my comfort zone and you made me realize that there was more than witches in the world. So, I am grateful for your curse. I am grateful because I am finally starting to live. You can still laugh, sisters. I know you rejoice in my demise, but I can promise you sisters, that this year would be different from the others. I will find joy. I will find love. I will live. 

-TBC-

Got (modern): First steps

 // Just a little conversation between Viserys and Bäahal. 

xxxx

"Do you still dance?"

The words forced the young woman to lift her head up and look at her older brother. She was in the living room, snuggled on the couch by the fire and with a book in her hands. Her purple hues set upon the pale face of her brother. He pointed at the chair next to her and she nodded quietly, allowing him to sit there, next to her. Her body was still tense, a reaction she couldn't control because of the history between the two. Viserys was motivated by his girlfriend Kyra Lannister. Ever since they started to date, she managed to bring the best out of him. The silver fox wanted to become the best version of himself, to be sober, clear-headed, and good enough to make her happy. She encouraged him to face his demons, and embrace his emotions. Easier said than done, especially since he had buried a lot of painful emotions. The fact she got along well with her brothers motivated him to make amends to his little sister. In a way, Kyra had a hand in helping him fix his relationship with his siblings. 

"I... do. Why?"

"I just noticed that I never really took time to talk to you." -His heart felt a pang as he saw his sister brace herself for a potential outburst of violence from him- "I'd like to change that. I'd like to...I see what you've been trying to do, Büu..."

"You never cared before, Vis. You nev--what happened? I see that you're sober and you've been for months now. I see that you're calmer...You're not hitting me like you used to." -She said, biting back a sob and curling into a ball-

Viserys wasn't proud of himself. As a matter of fact, since he'd been sober, the silver fox had to face the emotions he kept buried deep inside. He had to endure the shame of his past actions, the pain inflicted on others by his hands, and his own pain. One of his biggest regrets had been the way he treated Bäahal. She was just a child, one who had lost her mother and who was thrown into a new family overnight. She never asked to be born, and yet they all treated her as if she was a criminal. Viserys, unlike his other siblings, didn't hold back on Bäahal.  

He lashed out at her, encouraged by his mother, and made her feel as unwelcomed as he could possibly do. He physically hurt her, but the real damage was psychological. He tortured the teenager and gleefully told her that she wouldn't belong to the family and wasn't loved. It worked, Bäahal believed so and he knew that all over her body, she bore the stigmata of his actions.  He confessed to Kyra about his angry outbursts but he never truly explained all that he did. She already had been a witness to his violent streak and he didn't want to give her any more reasons to be afraid of him. 

"You're right. I am sober and because I am, I can see clearly for the first time. I hurt you, pretty badly Bâahal. I am not going to hide behind my age or behind my mother. I was angry at my father for hurting my mother. I was angry because he destroyed everything I knew. I should have directed my anger at him, but it was so much easier to take it on you. I hurt you, Bäahal and I know that I can't make amends for what I did."

"......"

Viserys remained calm but he kept his purple hues on his sister. She was biting at her bottom lip and her eyes were staring at him. She was shaking, the poor thing and the pang in his heart became even stronger. He couldn't expect his sister to embrace him with arms wide open after the violence he unleashed upon her. he looked at his hands and ran his hand over his pale face. Bäahal was studying him. She wanted to see if he was sincere and was looking for anything that could betray him but Viserys wasn't lying. She tucked some hair behind her ear and nodded quietly. 

"I can't ask you to forgive me. It's not something I can ask from you. I can only work hard to win you over."

"Thank you, Vis. I don't know what else to say. I... I need time. I need to make sure that you're not going to hurt me anymore. I have scars... all over my body, of the times you hurt me. I have scars...Here." -She said, hitting her chest before she wiped some fresh tears that had pooled in her eyes.- "Please, give me time."

"..." -He ran his hand through his hair and scratched the back of his head. - "I understand. I will give you the time you need. perhaps, you'd want me to leave?" -She shook her head and leaned her head against the couch.-

"Stay. Please. I...congratulations on being sober." -She said with shifty eyes.- "It's the longest you've been sober and I can only wish that you remain sober for a longer time. I don't know what motivated you to become sober, but I am grateful for it."

"Thank you. I just...had someone with a good influence in my life lately. A good friend." -He picked his words, unwilling to betray his relationship with Kyra. "What about you? You seem to be happier lately as well. I see your pictures in the tabloids. You look good." -She nodded and lowered her head.- "It seems that you're not sad anymore over that Dornish boy."

"You mean... Elias? Oh... I have moved on from him. It was about time don't you think? I have been happier, yes... I mean... It's like a heavy weight was pulled off of my shoulders now that Elias isn't in my mind." -She bit her bottom lip, holding back the true reason for her happiness. She had a best friend and she had a boyfriend. She was at a better place these days but the fact she noticed made her heart flutter.- "Thanks for noticing, Vis. It's....It's good. Just... can we just hang out in silence? I'd like to keep reading my book but I don't want you to leave."

"We can do that."

And they did. 

copg: Life and Death of Gaea: Dreadful conversation

copg: Life and Death of Gaea: Dreadful conversation 

// Gaea is finally about to realize the threat her daughter really is. 

Gaea yanked her head back as she looked at the clear blue sky. She felt the shift in the air, the fact the elements weren't following her orders as they used to, the fact she couldn't influence humans as she used to. The goddess of Life knew that it couldn't be a coincidence or an accident. It had to be Elpis. She had tried to reach out to her daughter but Elpis had always shut her down. Could she blame her? After all, Gaea knew what was going to happen to her. She knew about the betrayal, she knew about Ayasha's nefarious project, and still, she let it happen. As she lowered her head, Gaea noticed the ducks swimming in the lake and knelt on the grass. her hand slowly brushed the grass and she tried to connect with the elements.  She felt a disturbance in the air as if she was being watched. That prompted her to whisper. 

"Elpis? Is that you? Are you trying to reach out to me?"

"Yes." -The answer was short and dry. Gaea put her hand on her chest-

"Daugther...It's good to hear your voice again. It has been such a long time. How... How are you doing?"

"I didn't reach out in order to have small talk, Gaea. I reached out to warn you."

"Warn me? You're not thinking about coming at me, aren't you?" -She could feel her heartbeats go faster and harder.- "I love you, Daughter." -She risked saying-

"You never did. You never loved any of us. You didn't even love Khaos enough to save his life. You love yourself more than anything else, Gaea. You love yourself and you love being worshipped." -Elpis' voice was filled with venom.- 

Gaea could feel her blood go cold as she felt the obvious threat in the words of her daughter. It wasn't the first time a child of hers told her the truth. Gaea loved being worshipped by humans, so much so that she chose to hide among them. She didn't want to face the devouring ambition of Ayasha and Ishtar. She didn't want to be involved in their war, and she didn't want to be challenged. She didn't want to lose her title and power but more importantly, she didn't want to lose her life. Ayasha's words echoed in her mind, becoming more and more appealing to the Goddess. 

"I do love you. You are the lovechild of Khaos and me. I haven't been a good mother, I can acknowledge it. I have been selfish, I ran away when I shouldn't have. I was scared, Elpis. I didn't want to die, so I chose to escape."

" Cut the crap, Gaea. I learned a lot about myself during those 2000 years. I learned that I was born with a power that surpasses everything. I was born powerful. I was born perfect and You got scared. You tried to convince me that I was nothing but a sweet and innocent girl who couldn't possibly know her true power. You made my siblings treat me like a child, containing my power, and ensuring that I would never know what I could do. You did it! /YOU/ did it, Gaea. So stop pretending that you love me."

"But I /do/ love you. what do you want me to do to win you over?"

"Win me over? Ahah...Don't be naive. I'm past giving you a second chance. I will deal with my siblings. I will destroy the pantheon. I will avenge my fallen siblings and I will come for you."

"Come for me? You're not considering becoming the new All-Mother, Elpis? You're not?" -She was starting to sweat, and put her hand over her chest- "you're not?.... You're not!!!"

The connection was severed and Gaea couldn't feel her daughter anymore. Elpis had been sincere. She said her piece, a warning to her mother and the grieves she had against her. Truth be told, Gaea knew that it was coming, she just hoped that she would sway her daughter in another direction. Clearly, it failed, since Elpis was not forgiving her. Gaea felt tears roll down her cheeks and she tried to communicate with the ducks, enticing them to come closer to her. The ducks resisted her calls, and the more she tried to call them to her, the more they became restless. They ended up flying away from the goddess who realized that for a brief moment, her connection to nature was severed and the presence of her daughter was overwhelming her. She tried to locate her, but it was pointless, as Elpis made sure that she was in tune with the planet, and she was everywhere and nowhere at once. How did she do it? How could she have progressed so much that it became impossible to locate her? Gaea started to sob and curled into a fetal position, wishing that things would get better. Hoping things would be better. 

Doya: Personnal vows

Doya: Personal vows 

// Just thinking about a potential future. Those are Oya's vows. The first and only time she would be able to speak her heart. 

xxx

"I'm not great with words. You know it. I know it. we don't believe in words because they have deceived us for so long. Yet, I feel that this is the moment where I can tell you everything I have in my head. It's a moment I've always dreamed about but never allowed myself to. I uh... The Oya you met was hellbent on finding the Asambosam who killed my family. She was ready to die in her quest for revenge. The Oya you met was lonely and desperate. I have a soft spot for her because she was unable to see the truth. She was unable to think of herself as being loveable or being able to have a family. The Oya you met was hurt and she needed a place to heal. You were this place for her. You nursed her back to health. You saved her from her recklessness. You protected her and helped her find a reason to stay. 

I'm not great with words, but I'm trying. The Oya I am today is different, Dean. She's comfortable in the life she built with you. She has a family with Castiel and Sam. She has a home with the Bunker. She has a home in you. We've been through so much over the years. We've been tried, we've been tested, we've almost lost everything and we've almost lost each other but we didn't. We always fought everything together. We've always faced anything together. That's what made me realize that I had all I wanted in my life. I had it with you. I found my home in you. You loved me, with my habits of buying you ugly aprons when I work a case alone. You loved me, despite the nightmares I suffer from at night. You loved me, with my scars, my fears, and all the shameful things that happened to me or that I've done. You loved me, without any question, any doubt, or any condition. You loved me, Dean. And I love you. 

I love you. I love when you have that little crease on your forehead as you're thinking about a plan. I love when you're focused on a case and when I watch you fight. I love when we're just the two of us, in our room and I get to hold you in silence. your heart is filled with love. It's filled with hope. It's filled with determination. You have a heart of gold and I just couldn't resist it. I never stood a chance. Ahah...Today, all I can think of is just how happy you make me. I thought my heart was barren, and that happiness and joy could never grow but I was wrong! We were both hurt by life and fate. We were both hurt and yet, we managed to build something great. We managed to build a life for ourselves. I want to share mine with yours, I want to share it until my last breath. I want to be yours, Dean. I am yours already, but I want the world to know that I am yours. So... I'm taking you here, as my soulmate and I will make sure that we stay happy, the way we are already."

A vintage's touch: Lizzi's despair

A vintage touch: Lizzi's despair

// A follow-up to the slap she gave Mary. It's a conversation between Polly and Lizzie, and before Tommy got a chance to lecture Lizzie.

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"Here, have a smoke." -Polly pushed her pack of cigarettes towards Lizzie. The brunette looked at it and swallowed a lump- "I wasn't asking, Lizzie. Have. A. Smoke!" -Polly repeated, which prompted the young woman to grab the pack and pull one cigarette from it-

It felt like a dream. Lizzie remembered going to Arrow House in hopes to find Tommy and argue with him. She remembered how upset she was that he told her to move on from their relationship. Upon arrival, she saw Mary who invited her inside to wait for Tommy.  They talked, mostly because Mary was willing to engage in a conversation with Lizzie. They talked and before Lizzie could stop herself, she slapped Mary so hard that her nose started to bleed. 

"Polly... Tom's gonna kill me if he learns--" -Lizzie was cut short by the older woman-

"/When/ he learns. Trust me, he would know." -Polly grabbed a cigarette and lit it with her lighter- "What went through your head that day?"

"I was angry, Polly. I wanted to hurt Tommy." -She drew some smoke in "I wanted to scream at him for what he told me. He made me feel as if I was still a prostitute as if what we'd been doing together, was nothing but a transaction. He isn't paying me anymore, and I was there when he needed someone. /I/ was there!" -she said, blowing her smoke away and hitting her chest-

Polly pinched the bridge of her nose and walked to the window of her office. She couldn't look Lizzie in the eye, mostly because she was angry herself. The older woman could picture the scene, a shocked Mary, with blood running down her nose. A shocked Lizzie, with her hand red from the slap she'd just given. It was a mess. Besides, Polly knew that Mary would be triggered by the slap. She'd been abused most of her life, by the nuns who raised her, and by the husband who manipulated her. She had been hit and assaulted most of her life so from the moment it had stopped, Mary had wished to have a quiet life.

"You silly girl!!!!" -Polly groaned and inhaled some smoke.- " You got angry because Mary has something you will never have. You hurt Mary. You hurt Mary in /her/ house. In Tommy's house!"

"He will not forgive me. I know... I know Polly. He will come and try to kill me."

"Don't be so dramatic. Tommy might be impulsive but he's not short-sighted. He won't kill you. He will lecture you, yes, but he won't kill you. Naturally, you're aware that you're not welcomed anymore at Arrow House."

At that Lizzie just quietly nodded. She lowered her face to look at her shaking knees. She inhaled some smoke and pinched the bridge of her nose again. She was terrified of Tommy's reaction. She had been lectured before and it still stung. her heart was broken by Tommy's callousness and the distance he put between the two of them. She knew, yes, deep down Lizzie knew that Tommy had never been in love with her. He was in love with Grace but he was at best, a friend of Lizzie. At best.  She owed Tommy her new life. She owed him her new job and the fact she was now a proper woman but it was the best he could give her. His heart, and his mind, both were locked in a safe she didn't have the code for. 

Polly blew some smoke away and sat back on her chair. She started to tap her fingers against the table of her office and pointed her forefinger at Lizzie. She had to intervene. Come to think of it, she had to talk to Tommy before he talked to Lizzie. Polly knew how much he cared for Mary and if she wanted to, Lady Gray would have spelled out loud to the Head of the Shelby family that he was in love and should act on it. Lizzie blew some smoke away and pinched her lips together in order to mask her growing anxiety. 

"You, my dear, you're going to work on your apology. Tommy should be assured that you will leave him and Mary alone."

"But... my feelings, Polly?" -She begged, holding onto her chest and pulling at her dress. The older woman shook her head and put her forefinger against her lips- "Poll--"

"/Gone/. Your feelings are gone, Lizzie. From now on, you're not in love with Tommy Shelby. You will move on from these feelings. He is in love with Mary, I know it, You know it, Hell! Everybody knows it.  Since you claim to be in love with Tommy, then you shall let him be happy. Move on."

Lizzie couldn't stop crying. She put her free hand over her face and silently sobbed. Her heart was in shambles, mostly because she knew that Polly was telling the truth. The older woman knew the matters of the heart, so whatever she said was true. Tommy wasn't in love with Lizzie and he would never be. She hurt the woman he loved and deep down Lizzie knew that Tommy would be fuming upon learning what happened. He would be furious, disappointed and she was dreading the moment he would talk to her. Her only solace was that Tommy would first take care of Mary and she wouldn't hear from him until maybe tomorrow.  

Polly sighed and drew in some smoke. Seeing Lizzie like this was sad. Lizzie was a friend of the Shelby family, she was loyal and she was a nice girl. Her outburst was something Polly considered to be out-of-character for Lizzie, a testament to the intense feelings she had for the man. It was sad, they were sad. Lizzie felt some unrequited love for Tommy who despite his love for Mary, wasn't able to commit. Mary was holding onto the hope that Tommy felt the same feelings for her, but was growing frustrated to be in limbo. So, she was slapped, Lizzie was upset and Tommy was furious. Sad... 

It was sad.

short updated bio (2023) Mary Colson PB

Short updated bio. (2023)

❥ — ɴᴀᴍᴇ - Mary Colson

❥ — ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀɪᴛʏ - 30

❥ — ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Nurse (currently), singer (former)

❥ — ʀᴇsɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ - Arrow House

❥ — ʜᴏᴍᴇᴛᴏᴡɴ - London

❥ — sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ɪɴᴄʟɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Straight

❥ — ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ sᴛᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ - Tommy Shelby

❥ — ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ -   Father -  † (died during the war)

                         Mother - (Alive and spying on her)

                         Ex-husband - Carter Colson  † (killed by his former gang. She is his widow)

                         Son - Paul Colson  † (lived only 30 minutes)

                         Son in law - Charles Shelby. (He considers her like his step-mother already)

                         Brother in law - John Shelby  † (his children are her family too)

                         Brother in law - Arthur Shelby (his son is her family)

                        Sister-in-law - Ada Shelby (her children are her family)

                         Mentor - Polly Gray † (Mother figure)

                        Cousin - Michael Gray (he doesn't consider her part of the family)

                        Cousin-in-law - Gina Gray (she doesn't consider her part of the family)

❥ — Best friend: Ada Shelby

❥ — ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ ::

     ❜  - caring, independant, stubborn, strong willed, compassionate, gentle, 

❥ — Current events

     ❜  - Mary has been slapped by Lizzie. She is trying to confess her feelings for Tommy. 

❥ — 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

❜  - [N] Tommy Shelby - love interest 

short updated bio (2023) Elpis

 Short updated bio. (2023)

❥ — ɴᴀᴍᴇ - Elpis, 

goddess of Light and Hope, daughter of Gaea and Khaos. Pride's Light. 

❥ — ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀɪᴛʏ - 2000+

❥ — ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Goddess of Hope and Light

❥ — ʀᴇsɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ - Prime garden (former), Earth (current), Underworld (sometimes)

❥ — ʜᴏᴍᴇᴛᴏᴡɴ - Prime garden.

❥ — sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ɪɴᴄʟɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Straight

❥ — ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ sᴛᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ - Pride.

❥ — ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ -   Father -  Khaos † (killed by Ishtar)

                         Mother -  Gaea (alive and hiding)

                         Older Brother - Leviathan  † (killed by Pride)

                         Older Brother - Chrön  † (killed by Ayasha)

                         Older sister - Sitäa  † (killed by Ayasha)

                        Older Sister - Ayasha

        

❥ — Best friend:( formerly) Hecate.

❥ — ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ ::

     ❜  - Impulsive, independant, stubborn, strong willed, compassionate, fun, intense, vindictive, ambitious.

❥ — Current events

     ❜  - Elpis is discovering her true potential. She has become more powerful since she was free.

     ❜  - She now has the ambition to become the new All-mother and kill Gaea for betraying her. 

     ❜  - She also wants to become the ruler of the universe, and rule with Pride. 

❥ — 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

❜  -  [C] Hecate  -  enemies (former best friend)

❜  - [A]: Venus Adler - protegée / pupil. 

❜  - [A] Athena / Astrid - Asset  / Ally

❜  - [A] Lust- Ally / friend. 

❜  - [N] Pride - love interest 

short updated bio: Mary colson (tvd) 2023

 Short updated bio. (2023)

❥ — ɴᴀᴍᴇ - Mary Colson (but it's not her original name)

❥ — ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀɪᴛʏ - 825 

❥ — ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Herborist 

❥ — ʀᴇsɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ - Mystic Falls

❥ — sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ɪɴᴄʟɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Straight

❥ — ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ sᴛᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ - Klaus Mikaelson

❥ — ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ -   Father -  † (Slaughtered by Klaus)

                         Mother - † (killed by Klaus)

                        Her coven-  † (They gave up their lives to curse Mary)

❥ — Best friend: (former) Elijah Mikaelson. 

❥ — ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ ::

     ❜  - honest, independant, stubborn, strong willed, compassionate, intense, angry

❥ — Current events

     ❜  - Mary fell in love with Klaus. She is still in denial because it happened extremely fast. For the moment she's just working on being friends with him. 

     ❜  - Elijah is at Mystic Falls and he is trying to rekindle his relationship with Mary.

     ❜  - A rogue witch (Abigail) is hunting her down and has finally arrived in Mystic Falls.

     ❜  - Damon has discovered her true nature and their relationship might become even more tense as he realizes she's close to Klaus. 

❥ — 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

❜  - [A] Rebecca Mikaelson - best friend (future)

❜  - [My] Elijah Mikaelson - Acquaintance - former best friend.

❜  - [N] Klaus Mikaelson - love interest 

short updated Bio: Oya

 Short updated bio. (2023)

❥ — ɴᴀᴍᴇ - Oya Winchester née Olusegun

❥ — ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀɪᴛʏ - 40

❥ — ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Hunter

❥ — ʀᴇsɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ - Men Of Letters Bunker

❥ — ʜᴏᴍᴇᴛᴏᴡɴ - Douala, Cameroon

❥ — sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ɪɴᴄʟɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Straight

❥ — ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ sᴛᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ - Dean Winchester

❥ — ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ -   Father -  † (died of cancer)

                         Mother - † (killed by an Asambosam)

                         Older Brother - Kalusha Olusegun  † (killed by an Asambosam)

                         Father-in-law - John Winchester  †

                         Mother-in-law - Mary Winchester  †

                         Brother in law - Sam Winchester

                         Brother in law - Adam Milligan (alive, presumed dead)

                         Brother in law - Jacob Winchester

                         Brother in law - Castiel

                         Daughter-in-law - Kira Yaeger

                         Son-in-law - Connor yaeger

                         Mentor - Henry Thomas † (father figure. died of pancreatic cancer)

                         Brother of heart - Joshua Thomas (hunter, currently disabled)

                         Sister of heart - Sarah Thomas 

❥ — Best friend: Olivia Taylor

❥ — ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ ::

     ❜  - Impulsive, independant, stubborn, strong willed, compassionate, fun, intense

❥ — Current events

     ❜  - Oya has survived the pagan god Pluto. She nearly died during their first meeting.

     ❜  - Team Free Will managed to defeat him

     ❜  - She is planning to propose to Dean. Much to the delight of Sam and the rest.

     ❜  - Rowena and  Crowley both betrayed them but Oya was able to handle it.

    

❥ — 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

❜  -  ( 𝑚𝑦 ) Sarah Thomas  -  (foster) sister.

❜  - [My] Joshua Thomas - (foster) Brother

❜  - [A] Olivia Taylor - best friend 

❜  - [N] Dean Winchester - love interest 

Got modern Bäahal (short update 2023)

Short updated bio. (2023)

❥ — ɴᴀᴍᴇ - Bäahal Targaryen   

❥ — ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀɪᴛʏ - 25

❥ — ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Socialite and Heiress of the Targaryen's fortune.

❥ — ʀᴇsɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ - Targaryen's estate

❥ — ʜᴏᴍᴇᴛᴏᴡɴ - Naath

❥ — sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ɪɴᴄʟɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Bisexual

❥ — ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ sᴛᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ - Jaime Lannister

❥ — ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ -   Father - Aerys II Targaryen †

                         Mother - Sunni †

                         Older Brother - Viserys Targaryen 

                         Older Brother - Rhaegar Targaryen †

                         Older Sister - Daenerys Targaryen

❥ — Best friend: Kyra Lannister

                            

❥ — ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ ::

     ❜  - devoted, passionate, geneous, independant, stubborn, strong willed, compassionate, naive

❥ — Current events

     ❜  - Bäahal managed to fend off a sexual assault from a drunk heir. Jaime beat him into a pulp.

     ❜  - She's dating Jaime in the down low but is starting to get frustrated with it being a secret.

     ❜  - She has befriended Kyra Lannister, her first real friend.

     ❜  - Her relationship with her siblings is getting better. Viserys is happy and sober. Dany is dating.

     ❜  - Bäahal doesn't know that her brother is dating her best friend and Kyra doesn't know that Jaime is dating her best friend. 

     

 

❥ — 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

❜  -  ( 𝑚𝑦 ) Tyrion Lannister  - amicable acquaintance.

❜  -  [J] Jon Targaryen -  Brother-in-law 

❜  - [A] Daenerys Targaryen - Sister

❜  - [My] Daenerys Targaryen - Sister with a very tense relationship.

❜  - [my] Viserys Targaryen - Brother

❜  - [C] Kyra Lannister - best friend 

❜  - [N] Jaime Lannister - love interest 

Short updated Bio (2023): Regular Bäahal Targaryen

Short updated bio. (2023)

❥ — ɴᴀᴍᴇ - Bäahal Targaryen   

❥ — ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀɪᴛʏ - 25

❥ — ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Princess of the Seven Kingdoms

❥ — ʀᴇsɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ - King's Landing

❥ — ʜᴏᴍᴇᴛᴏᴡɴ - Naath

❥ — sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ɪɴᴄʟɪɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - straight

❥ — ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ sᴛᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ - Jaime Lannister

❥ — ғᴀᴍɪʟʏ -   Father - Aerys II Targaryen †

                         Mother - Sunni †

                         Older Brother - Viserys Targaryen †

                         Older Brother - Rhaegar Targaryen †

                         Older Sister - Daenerys Targaryen

❥ — Best friend: Kyra Lannister

                            

❥ — ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ ::

     ❜  - devoted, passionate, generous, independent, stubborn, strong-willed, compassionate, naive

❥ — Current events

     ❜  - Bäahal survived an assassination attempt and was rescued by Jaime Lannister.

     ❜  - House Redwyne is behind the attempted coup and Jaime and Jon are investigating.

     ❜  - Daenerys is now debating whether or not to give her blessings to Jaime and Bäahal.  

     

 

❥ — 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

❜  -  ( 𝑚𝑦 ) Tyrion Lannister  - Friend and advisor

❜  -  [J] Jon Targaryen - sibling / Brother-in-law 

❜  - [A] Daenerys Targaryen - Sister

❜  - [C] Kyra Lannister - best friend 

❜  - [N] Jaime Lannister - love interest