Headcanon: Marriage
Bäahal believes in fairy tales and happy endings. She is a sucker for weddings and loves in general and has always dreamed of finding her true love. Back in the day, she thought that Elias was the one, but the way he dumped her and cut contact with her sincerely screwed with her self-esteem. She stopped believing that someone would ever be genuine with her and would want her enough to marry her.
Things changed when she started to date Jaime Lannister. She's now surprising herself thinking about a life with him. First, a public one of course, where they wouldn't have to hide anymore, where she could even settle in with him, and finally perhaps, with them being engaged and eventually married. However, she doesn't want to be too fast and doesn't want to rush into something that could hurt both of them. So. For now, it's just a distant dream but something she would not object to.
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Headcanon: Heartbreak
Bäahal has had her heart broken several times already. Up until her mother gave full custody to her father, she had a happy life. Then troubles began. First, her mother died, then her step-family rejected her. Her father was trying to please everyone and thus allowed abuse to happen to her. Then her older brother died, her stepmother died, and her father fell ill. Bäahal suffered from never being considered a member of the family (not even by the extended family). She was an unlovable bastard which had to be kept on a tight leash.
Her father's death achieved to break her heart and truly had her feel alone. When she thought Elias would bring her true joy, he was bought by Daenerys and broke up their engagement. It was a lot to deal with. Bäahal cannot hide the way she feels. It's almost impossible for her to hold back her emotions so of course, her heartbreak would be impossible to miss for whoever pays attention.
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