Colby: relief and sorrow

"Mary!"

Tom's voice echoed through the bedroom as he watched the young woman shift and turn on their bed. She was nursing a fever from the bullet wound she sustained earlier that night. Nothing went as it should have, and Tom was wracked with guilt upon watching his woman wounded and suffering because of him. He swiftly grabbed her wrist and gently stroked Mary's swollen and calloused hand. The night was supposed to be a good night... How did it take such a dramatic turn?  She mumbled in her sleep, called for Tom's name, and all he could do was hold her hand and tell her that he was there. He would always be there, despite failing to do so that night. 

Arthur invited Mary over to the Garrisson Pub. He knew she needed some distraction and a little bit of fun. Since becoming the chief nurse and Headmistress in training of the Grace Shelby Institute, she spent most of her time advocating and caring for the children in her care. Obviously, with the rise of the fascist party of Great Britain, there had been more attacks against the Institute and more attacks targeting her. It got the attention of Alfie Solomons, who tried to strike a deal with Mary, one she could have taken had she not been under the Peaky Blinders' protection. In exchange for his protection, Alfie wanted Mary to hide his merchandise within the walls of the Institute. She refused, and Tom doubled her protection, but that made it more difficult for her to have a good time. 

Naturally, Arthur thought of something that could help Mary find her good spirits again. Nothing rivaled a good night at the pub, where Mary could sing and dance and listen to loud music without a worry in the world. He owed it to her, after all; she always managed to help him get back on his feet every single time he fucked shit up. As the elder Shelby had planned, the night began well. Mary was on stage, singing and dancing, and forgetting for a moment all the troubles she had faced since joining the family. It felt good! And for Mary, she finally had a little bit of fun during that night out. Things took a dramatic turn, however, when a sudden attack happened. Mary couldn't remember everything clearly. The sound of broken glass, the screams, Arthur throwing himself at her to shield Mary from the bullets raining on them. She remembered being splashed with his warm blood. His body shaking, his blood... oh, his blood that was pouring out of his wounds and that soiled her face, her arms, and clothes. 

She remembered the survivors ran to the next doctor's office to try and get Arthur some help. Mary remembered ordering the survivors around to check themselves for wounds and for those who were the least injured to help her save Arthur's life. A surgery... She worked on the floor, using hot water in a basin, a clean cloth, domestic needles and threads in the lack of anything better, and alcohol to help sterilize wounds and the tools she used on Arthur. She worked for hours, tirelessly, cut her fingers multiple times with the knife, stabbed them with the needle, but it didn't matter. She had to save Arthur. The doctor came in late, but he helped Mary stabilize Arthur's body and wait for the ambulance to come and get the Peaky Blinder to the hospital.  Only when Arthur was taken to the hospital did she realize that Tom had come to the Garrisson Pub, helped in any way he could while assessing the damages, talked to the survivors to see if they could identify those who had attacked the Pub, and kept his mind occupied. 

Only then did she faint, sustaining a bullet wound with the bullet still inside her. Only then did her body react now that the adrenaline was gone. Mary fainted, and then Tom began to worry about another kind of concern. He watched her risk her life to successfully save his brother. He watched her ignore her pain for other lives, but for a brief moment, he was scared of losing her. He couldn't suffer a second loss like that. It reopened old wounds, a trauma that never really healed. How could it heal when he lost Grace, his whole world crumbled? How could it heal when he still had hallucinations of his late wife? Looking down at him whenever he was feeling desperate, just like that night. She was there, in the corner of the room. Grace stared at him with a gaze full of judgment for putting Mary through so much pain and violence. He led a life that ended in Death. How could he expect a second chance at life? What a fool! Tom blinked, and Grace was now at the deathbed of Mary. 

He panicked, ran his thick and calloused hand over his face just to make sure that it wasn't real. His mind interpreted the presence of his late wife as a sign that Mary was dying. He held both hands tighter and mumbled under his breath. He was speaking nonsense, calling for Polly to confirm his wild, erratic thoughts. He was talking about spirits and ancestors, about the veil between the world of the dead and the living, about having to pay for the blood he spilled, and about sparing Mary's life because she was innocent. She suffered enough from the hands of others, and he didn't want her to suffer more. Perhaps she wouldn't have been shot and possibly lost her life if she had not met him. Guilt was wrecking his heart, and before he knew it, Tom's eyes were wet from unshed tears. His fingers were shaking, as if he was afraid that if he wasn't careful, she would die in his hands. Grace's "ghost" shook her head and softly pressed a kiss to Mary's forehead. 

"Tom...." -Mary's faint voice snapped him out of his mind,  Grace's ghost vanished, and Tom focused his attention back on her-

"Mary! You're awake!" -He grabbed the clean cloth, dabbed it on her forehead- "I'm here."

"Tom!... Tom... I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." -She was too weak and still feverish, but alive. She tried to sit on the bed, but she couldn't sit down properly. He helped her with his powerful arms and took her hands back into his larger ones.- "How is Arthur?"

"You don't have to apologize, Mary.  Arthur is fine. You saved his life."

"I made you worry, Tom." -Mary replied in a grunt- "I never like it when you are worried because of me."

"You're awake. Everything else doesn't matter." -He dabbed her forehead again and  pressed his lips to the back of her hand for a brief moment- "I'm here, now, and nothing will happen to you ever again."

She nodded, unable to conjure up the words she wanted to say. She didn't know how to tell him that she was scared that night, far more than she thought she would be. She was worried about their enemies coming back for more, worried about him or any other member of the family dying in her arms. She was worried about so many things, but couldn't find the strength to talk to him. Instead, Mary set her green eyes upon Tommy and gave him a soft smile. She would be fine. She would be fine. She would be fine! 

-TBC-

Windora: unwelcomed distraction

Deep inside the cathedral was an office where the man who welcomed Lux took her. There was a desk made of polished wood and two wooden chairs facing one another. There was a huge library where several books of different genres, ages, and languages. There was a glass bottle of what appeared to be wine, but if anyone went for a taste, they would have the displeasure of finding out that it was, in fact, blood.  Two exquisite carved crystal glasses completed the set. Both teasing Lux for a taste, but she knew better than to touch what wasn't hers. If her host felt that she earned a glass, he would of his own volition offer her one. Her face was unreadable as she observed the man before her. Elegant yet cold. His face was carved with deep lines, despite his vampire nature, which only indicated that he was turned when he was already old. 

Rumors led her to his doorstep, the hermit vampire Dalmas  Stejic. He was said to be a very old vampire, a scholar from Damascus, turned into a vampire when he was already an old man. He was said to be obsessed with vampire history, obsessed with the origins of this species, so much so that he didn't want to socialize with his peers. He kept informers across the whole vampire society to help him write down all the major events happening since the deaths of the Founding Vampires.  If Lux wanted to find information about the founding vampires, he was her best chance to do it. For now, he observed the redhead who was sitting across the table. He sat still, his eyes hawking on Lux, studying her every move and determination.  She pinched her lips together and her eyes averted from his face to the library behind him. 

Her mind was troubled from the moment she left Atlanta. She didn't want to leave Jake, but she had to. He had a tour and she had an investigation to lead. The safety of her father and their family was her priority, and she had to look further into it. She ran her hand through her red hair and moistened her lips. Jake's face came to mind. Again! His infectious grin was the first thing she remembered. That grin that made her legs wobble and her heart flutter. That grin that sent shivers down her spine.  She then thought of his arms, strong enough to hold onto her, strong enough to lift her legs and bend them above her chest. Lux remembered when Jake did it, when he noticed she loved to grab her legs and kept them spread wide for Jake. 

She felt vulnerable like that, exposed with her cunt opened for him and her clit poking out for attention. Lux remembered the delicious friction between them, the fact that his hard cock brushed against the sensitive skin of her inner walls. She remembered her toes curling and felt them curl in her shoes as the memory took over. She sucked on her bottom lip and dropped her head a little bit. The redhead fought hard to hold back a moan and slowly rubbed her legs together.  She tried to focus on that old man, and for a brief moment, the vampire managed to do so. She focused on that bottle of blood and cleared her throat, wanting to ask a question to distract the old man from her growing arousal, but nothing came to her. She swallowed a lump and tucked some hair behind her pointy ear. 

 "Miss Adora, perhaps you need to drink something?" -

"I have... I just need a little moment Mr. Stejic." -She slowly coughed and waited for him to pour her a glass of blood.- 

"Miss Adora. When you wrote to me, I didn't know if you were being serious about researching the Elder vampires. Very few of your peers actually care about our history, let alone about our Founding Fathers."

"What.." -She coughed- "What made you change your mind?" -She cleared her throat and grabbed the glass of blood and took it to her lips so she could take a sip-

"I was informed of your genuine interest in our history and the fact that you questioned the scholars of the fortress."

"Informed? Please, don't tell me you're working with Frederic Roustain!" -She almost choked on her drink-

"No. I do not /work/ with Frederic Roustain. I do not /work/ for anyone, so you don't have to worry about it. I just like to keep myself informed about what's happening in our vampire society. "

"I see... So you figured out I was serious in my inquiry. Do you have an answer for me?"

"I do." -He stood up and turned around so he could take a look at the books he wanted to show her.-

Lux's mind drifted again. This time, she was hearing Jake's groans and moans in her ears while she was riding his cock. Both of her hands were on his chest, claws drawn and embedded into his chest. Her tail wrapped around his cock, squeezing firmly while she was bouncing on his cock. She remembered the smell, that chaotic mix of blood, cum, and sweat. She remembered the echoes of their cries in that room, the pleasure washing over her body, and Jake's eyes rolled deep into his skull. Pleasure, unadulterated pleasure, bliss even.  His fingers sank into her flesh, and would have bruised her had she been human.  That memory was overwhelming her to the point that the redhead forgot what Dalmas was saying. Her eyes followed his movements, but they were blurred because her mind was filled with memories.  Jake nibbling on her neck, whispering horny things and sweet nothings to her ears.. 

She had the memories of Jake holding onto her calf, her waist, her neck, her hair... anything he could reach with his hands and anything she wanted him to touch. It elicited another moan she could only muffle. Her legs rubbed harder against each other, and she put both her drink and her other hand flat on the desk.  Fuck! What was going on? She bit her bottom lip harder, as her pussy was quivering now and clenching in thin air. Fuck! She was turned on, and she heard the dry noise of books being smacked against the desk. Dalmas lifted a brow, noticing the flustered vampire who was having trouble keeping her hormones in control. He might have been old, but his senses were keen, maybe even more than those of a younger vampire. He picked up the scent of her arousal, noticing how darker her cheeks turned as she blushed. He noticed her chest heave up and down, and her legs rub together. 

"Miss Adora. Perhaps you need a minute to gather yourself?"

"What? oh.. This? I am sorry. I was distracted! I apologize for my distraction." -She cleared her throat again. The sensation of Jake's kisses to her neck lingered a little longer, and she pinched her lips together- "Please, I'm listening." -Why now? Why couldn't she stop thinking about Jake?-

"Fine. I wanted to find the relics of our founding fathers and investigate their deaths. I have witnessed two deaths with my own two eyes. My Founding Father, Stepjan Stejic, and Founding Mother, Fenghua Li. I haven't seen the other deaths and subsequent burials. However, I wanted to find proof of these events ever taking place. So I dedicated my entire life to research."

"I see. I have a hypothesis regarding two of our founding fathers. Something tells me that you have the answers to my questions."

"I assume you're talking about Roustain and Adora. I have found testimonies of Mother Ngawa's suicide. Letters recounted the event and were sent to me with the belongings of fallen brethren."

"Letters? Are you saying that when a vampire dies, their belongings are sent to you?" -He nodded- "I see... There was no reason to censor these letters since it was acknowledged that she walked into the sun." -She sucked at her bottom lip and looked up to the old vampire.-

"Yes. Therefore, all of my attention was focused on finding what happened to Roustain and Adora."

"I do not believe the story they told about our Founding Father, Adora. I heard the stories; he was not losing his mind at the moment of his death. I refuse to accept that he preemptively died when he showed no signs of madness. Do you have anything supporting this?"

"Do you believe that he is not dead?" -She frantically nodded- "And what do you think would happen if he were indeed alive?"

"He would come back and witness the new vampire society. He would not like what we became and would try to reform it. I think... we are not safe from a civil war." -He opened one book and put it on the table, opened to a couple of letters stacked together-

"Here! There are accounts of witnesses who saw the preparations for the suicide ceremony. They saw the wooden stake, the coffin. Some went with the firstborn of Founding Father Adora and saw the body and the stake before it was closed and buried in the ocean."

"Witnesses? I thought there had been none but the firstborn...." -She stroked her chin and once again, was disturbed by another flashback.-

 Lux quickly put her hand over her lips to muffle the soft moan that escaped her lips. She thought of Jake playing with her breasts. She loved it when he massaged them, softly, then more firmly and even hard. She loved it when he played with her nipples and felt her underwear get dampened by her arousal as she was now completely turned on by her flashbacks. Fuck! How indecent! How could she be turned on when getting the information she needed from an old scholar? Why couldn't she completely focus on the information being given to her? Fuck! Lux blushed harder and bit her bottom lip harder, to the point of drawing blood.  Dalmas lifted a brow, never breaking his serious facial expression. He politely waited for her to compose herself, and once she was ready to go, and mouthed an apology he resumed talking as if he had not seen anything. 

"Only the firstborn was present when he assisted his Sire's suicide. He held onto that secret for centuries until guilt overwhelmed him and he wrote a confession letter. It was kept hidden in a book he owned and that was passed on to his lover, who held onto it until the firstborn died. She then gave it to me because she felt the burden of her grief to be too great for her to bear. From this letter, I was able to confirm that many of the other accounts of Father Adora were true."

"Still... There is no way to truly confirm it.  The coffin is lost to the sea, and it could still be empty. However, I trust your judgement. If you think that we can trust the letters. What do you know about Father Roustain?"

"The skull in his mausoleum isn't his. I found a note by the architect of his mausoleum. He was given instructions for the building. From design to construction to the ceremony that had to take place here, and the relics that were to be placed there. I could have stopped here, but I collected letters and diaries from his court, witnessing his growing frustration with Father Adora. Some even talked about a seething jealousy that was eating at him. His jealousy was well-known and documented."

"What are you trying to say?" -Lux asked, blinking several times.-

"I am saying that I have information that could seal your fate, Miss Adora. If I tell you what I know, there will be no turning back."

"Are we in danger?" -He slowly nodded at her, and that information was enough to snap her out of her fantasies- "Then I have to hear it."

-TBC-

GoT: Shooting daggers at a distance

"Jaime Lannister, I never thought you'd be bold enough to show your face here, after all you and your family have done to us." -Theo sneered while he was giving his salutation to Jaime Lannister.  He should have addressed him more politely, but he refused to dignify him with the title "Ser"-

"It appears that you would have to discuss the matter with Ser Bronn since he is the one who invited me over, Ser Theodore." -The Golden Lion grinned and averted his gaze from Theodore to Bäahal, who was talking to Bronn.-

"I see. I will not anger our host. He's graciously welcomed me. I am still surprised to see you alive, Ser Jaime, but I guess that even the more wretched of us can deserve a second chance." -He sneered at him- 

Theodore Tyrell's true name was  Ambrose. He was the son of Lady Elinor Tyrell and Lord Alyn Ambrose. Yet, after the death of Lady Olenna Tyrell and the slaughter of his entire family tree, he was the only survivor of the whole house and defiantly decided to reclaim the name Tyrell, as a way to claim that his family wasn't completely wiped out. It was an act of defiance, mostly aimed at the Queen and the three remaining Lannisters: Tyrion, Kyra, and, more importantly, Jaime Lannister. 

"I count my blessings then. The gods showed me some leniency, and I will take advantage of it to be a better man. Don't we all?" -He replied in a sneer-

"Maybe you've moved on from the War and the terrible years of ruling of Cersei and her children, but I haven't. I don't know why the gods kept you alive and why you're allowed to breathe the same air as our princess, but I will make sure to expose your true nature to her and the rest of the world. They will all see that you're a snake and nothing more. And I will have the princess. I will marry her. You have my word!"

Jaime shrugged and decided to ignore the less-than-subtle jab at him. He was aware of the hatred he would receive as soon as word would go out about his betrothal to the princess of the seven kingdoms. He knew. He went to Bäahal, who was draped in a lovely white and purple dress.  She was beautiful, far more beautiful than he remembered her to be, and he couldn't blame Theodore Tyrell for wanting his beloved Princess. He only had to take a look at Bäahal to see what that man saw in her.  

Jaime knew that the first thing he saw was her big silver mane, which she managed with braids and buns, so the hair would reach the bottom of her back.  Theodore Tyrell probably saw her purple eyes, vibrant and delicate amethysts that held so much warmth and hope that it could only draw him to her. Jaime swallowed a lump, finding himself longing for a gaze from his beloved princess.  His eyes averted from her face to her curves, well hidden behind heavy fabric. She had always been curvy, for as long as he remembered. The only time she had not been was after the siege. It left her emaciated and skinny, which shocked Jaime. It took a while, but Bäahal regained the weight she lost and was even more radiant.  Jaime moistened his lips. 

He knew how Theodore lusted after the princess, just as all the men before him had. He only saw the princess for her beauty, for how she presented herself to the world with her uncanny features and beauty. Like all these men, Theodore never cared for what was in her heart. He didn't care about her bravery or her love for her people. She cared for everyone and even risked her life defending peasants. Theodore didn't care about what made Bäahal the woman Jaime loved. He didn't care about her sense of humour and cuteness when she discovered the world. Jaime shrugged and simply closed the distance between the princess and Bronn. She held both of Bronn's hands and warmly shook them to express her gratitude for his hospitality. Bronn grinned and peacocked in front of her. Jaime cleared his throat, and she turned her head to look at him. 

Her face lit up, and she leaned forward, welcoming him with a warm smile. He didn't dare touch her in public, mostly because it wouldn't be received well. She was the princess, and despite being betrothed, some gestures were forbidden. He simply slightly bowed at her, and she bowed back before she released Bronn's hands and caught both of Jaime's hands between hers. She thanked him for coming and riding her to safety. Unlike Jaime, the princess was oblivious to Theodore Tyrell's attraction to her. She couldn't see the anger that was bubbling at the surface when he was staring at Jaime. She didn't see the intense desire that man felt for her every time he set his eyes on her. Jaime saw it straight away, but as always, he didn't react to it. He didn't need to. 

Theo watched as they slowly walked out of sight. He clenched his fists, hard enough to pierce through his skin and draw blood to his fingers. He couldn't accept that the princess had chosen this man as her betrothed. She might be leaving, but Theo was determined to see her. He would wait until she returned to the Red Keep to serenade her at home. This way, he was certain that she would not leave and would have to entertain him for as long as he stayed. This way, he would make sure to convince Bäahal to break up her engagement to Jaime Lannister and become his betrothed instead. Yes, he would do it! Yes, he will have her!

-TBC- 

Windora: Lux sensual questionnaire

Big spoon or little spoon? Big Spoon (I love to be the one hugging my lover)

Have you ever been on a blind date? Courtships count, do they? If so, then I have been on blind dates.

What's the best kiss you've ever had? It was the one I gave Jake with his own blood. It was rough, sensual, and intensely so.  I liked the fact that he didn't even flinch upon tasting his blood, and the fact that he kept kissing me as if it was normal and not incredibly kinky. 

What's the best date you've ever been on? I haven't been on a date with Jake just yet. So, this date is a bit old. It was with my former lover, during the Renaissance. We traveled together to a nearby city because he wanted me to meet his sponsor, but we actually met his parents. We ate shaved ice in the middle of summer, and it was so sweet. He introduced me as his beloved and told them that I was a creature of divine extraction. They welcomed me, knowing I was different and that just ... It was the best day of my life because I was accepted despite my true nature, and they were all kind to me.  I don't know if his parents ever loved me, but at least they accepted me, and they accepted our love. It was the best gift he could have ever given me.

Favorite way to be affectionate with someone?  I will cuddle the one I love. I will pepper their skin with kisses. I will hug them any chance I get. I love to be in contact with their skin, so they should be prepared to be hugged, kissed, cuddled, and touched whenever possible. I guess that makes me clingy. 

Favorite place to be touched? My breasts. They're fucking sensitive, and I love when my nipples are being played with or teased. I mean, Jake could just brush the back of his hand over my breasts, and I would lose it! I love when they're being played with. 

What's your favorite memory of you together? It has to be our first fight! unorthodox, but it's true. I didn't expect the night to start with a fight, but I can't fault him. He clocked me as a vampire, and he anticipated an attack from me. I don't blame him one bit. It also turned me on, so... I can't forget that. 

Top, bottom, or both? Both. 

Do you like it rough or sensual? Both, although I am more inclined to be rough. I tend to be shy when I'm being made love to. It's intense and beautiful, and I feel this incredible connection with my lover. It's overwhelming but in a good way. I am just more vulnerable when it's sweet. I love both. 

How do you feel about sex toys? I am indifferent to them. I usually use my tail if I need to feel stuffed.  I could use a toy and have with past lovers, but I don't care about them.

What's the hottest thing someone can say to you in bed? That I am a good cocksleeve! That I'm tight and yet I can take such a big cock. That I look good doing whatever I'm doing to them. That they are losing their minds because of me, because I feel good. This shit is hot! 

Do you prefer to give or receive? I love to give. I love to watch the reactions of my lover to whatever I'm doing to them.  I'm used to being the one giving, but with Jake, I'm also on the receiving end, and it's wonderful! I love when he touches me, when he uses his tongue or fingers to lick, suckle, or pull on my nipples or any other part of my body. I love it when he thrusts into me. I love being on the receiving end of his care, and I love giving him so much pleasure. It's difficult to choose what I love most.  

What's something you secretly fantasize about? I want to have sex where we will be heard by the vampire society. I want to have sex just so they know that I'm loved, cared for, and desired fully.. They despise me, and they loath my true form, so I want them to hear me get my shit rocked while looking my absolute self. I want them to seethe in contempt and jealousy. It would be amazing! 

What's your favorite type of kiss? I love a soft French kiss. When we take our time. When I can feel his tongue. He kissed me so slowly, once, when he was fucking me so hard and fast. It was incredible! I love making out with him. 

Juicy questions to ask about your relationship: 

What initially attracted you to him/her?  His voice. I was walking around New-Orleans and I wanted some fun and distraction. I walked past the bar where he was performing and was blown away by his voice. I had to get closer to see who was singing so well. His voice was the first thing that attracted me to him.  Then, when I saw him, it was his eyes that caught my attention. All I wanted to do was get lost in this forest-green pool.  Then, it was his smile. All three elements are what drove me to him. He was handsome, and his voice was compelling too, something I had rarely seen in humans. A gift, if you will. 

Would you change anything about the way you met? No. It was the perfect date. 

Have you ever been in love? Yes. An Italian sculptor. *Is falling in love with Jake*

Why did things end with your last ex? He was murdered by a rival sculptor. 

What's one of your dating deal-breakers? Physical violence is a no-no. Psychological abuse as well. To be treated like a possession or a monster... Fortunately for me, Jake does nothing of that sort. 

Is there anything about the future that scares you? I'm afraid Jake would hate me. I don't want to lose him. I can't imagine a life without him now. 

The most forbidden person you've ever had a crush on?  Jake Winchester. He is literally the son of a legendary hunter and an enemy of my people. 

What's the wildest thing you've ever done for love? I didn't turn him into a vampire. I wanted to! I was desperate because I wanted to live eternally with him, and he didn't want to. He cared for his humanity, and he wanted to die as a human. I accepted not to turn him, and it cost me.  He died way too soon, but I loved him and I'm glad I didn't turn him into a vampire. He lived his life to the fullest, and he taught me a lot about myself and love.

Do you want to have a family someday? I'm a vampire. I can't get pregnant anymore. I also don't want to sire vampires unless one really wants to become part of my family. It hasn't happened yet, and I don't think it would, but never say never.

What's something you've always wanted to ask him/her but haven't? "Wanna be my boyfriend, puppy?" Sounds simple to ask, but I  don't want it to ruin what we have going on. He's not just a fuck buddy... You see? I actually care about him. 

Questions about sex:  

Where (or from whom) did you learn about sex growing up? I've always been a curious person. 

How often do you like to be intimate? All day, every day! 

How important is sex to you in a relationship? It is a way to show our love for each other. It is also something I crave a lot. I love how good it feels, and I want to have sex every day. It matters a lot to me.

How do you like to be touched? Well, I love it when he teases me. When he touches me anywhere but where I want him to. I love it when he is firm in the way he touches me, like I can feel his strength. I love it...

What's your favorite part about sex? His reactions to me. I thrive best when I can see how good he feels because of me.

The most challenging part about sex? To be vulnerable and shy. I mean, when I'm being made love to and it's slow and it's soft and it's overwhelming, but all in a good way. I always saw myself as a monster, as someone who had to be in charge and lead, and... to fully stop and let someone take care of me? That's challenging because that means they are working towards my own pleasure, and they want me to give in to them fully.  to trust them. to.. let go. It's so rewarding when I can do that. I let someone love me... that's trust of the highest degree! 

What makes you feel closer to someone during sex? When we talk, we laugh and chuckle, and we moan. We're vulnerable because we see what the other person likes and what can make them lose control. I feel closest to someone during these moments.

Do you prefer morning or evening sex? I'm more of a night person, but I fuck any time of the day! I'm that horny! 

Lights on or off? On. I want to see his beautiful face. I want to see how messed up he is. 

What do you fantasize about when you masturbate?  Don't laugh at me! A couple of things. If we're looking at the big picture, it'll be Cowboy Jake. The idea of him riding a horse, grabbing his guitar to sing songs by the fire, having him work on the ropes and lead the herds... Having him whistle at me, tip his hat, speak to me with that country accent? Unholy fucking spirit, it turns me on beyond reason! There's also Carpenter Jake. The sight of him working wood, carving it, making a table or a chair... having all that wood dust cover his arm, him wearing tank tops and jeans... him... looking focused and using his big calloused hands? That turns me on, too.  If we're talking about specifics? His smile is making me melt. His groans and moans, too. I mean, I only have to listen to him, and that makes me wet! When he calls me Cara or when he speaks Italian? OH, I can't resist it. It has to be in my fantasies. His voice and strong arms are my kryptonite as well.. As a matter of fact, everything about Jake turns me on. He could be standing there, looking for something to eat in the fridge, and I would be on my knees or drop my panties. 

What's something you want to try with Him/her in bed?  I want to be tied or blindfolded. Maybe even both at the same time! 

What gets you off more: oral or penetrative sex? Penetrative, but it's because I'm a size queen and I need to feel that cock stretch me out and brush all the sensitive parts of myself. It has to be noted that I also cum buckets whenever Jake is giving me head. He's so skilled! 

Have you ever tried BDSM? ..... yes! I mean, you have to look at Jake's body and see all the bruises I give him daily. I claw at him, I choke him with my tail, I drink his blood, and he fucks me hard. I fuck him hard enough for his skin to bruise. I bite him... 

Does the thought of recording a sexy video turn you on? Yes! Fuck yes!

What's the last thing you came to? Drinking Jake's blood while he was fingering me.

What turns you on the most?  Jake's smile. I can't resist it. I think of everything I love about him, and it's his smile I love the most. It's his smile that sends shivers down my spine. It's his smile that gets me wet. 

The funniest thing that's ever happened during sex? One of my lovers, a woman, ended up having her period when we were going at it. I think she was giving me head, and it triggered my vampire face. I had never been so happy for her to be busy licking me and not staring at me. She would have freaked out I think. I laughed, mostly because I had a hard time retracting my fangs, and I felt like a baby vampire learning the tricks for the first time.  Needless to say that I did my best to hide my face from her until finally those fangs disappeared! 

What's the naughtiest thing you've ever done?  I fucked in a parking lot at night, once. I was dressed in the sluttiest outfit I could find. Short skirt pulled up, fishnets, and no bra, so my breasts were hanging out. platform shoes and beady chains wrapped around my waist. It was seedy, we had watchers, he was a decent fuck, and I was more turned on by the settings than by what he was doing to me. 

Most inconvenient place you've ever been turned on? During a suitor's visit. I was interrupted mid-coitus, and I was still fucking horny! 

On a scale of one to Mount Everest, how high is your sex drive? Mount Everest! And can go higher! 

What's the hottest nickname He/she can call you in bed? Cara. I love the way he says it.

Into the badlands : casting

"Crazy Baron" Red Baron: Eric. Ed Harris (young)

Red Baroness: Laura Joely Richardson

Red Baron's Regent: Frey  Zack Mclaron 

Dead Clipper/ Nana's sister: Naomi.  Sophie Brown.

Dead Clipper's friend who tried to help her escape: Kyle.  Lloyd Everitt

Cog, friend who betrayed Naomi: Crys. Ella Rumpf

Red Baron's former obsession/ victim: Dany. Crystal Yu

Green Baroness: Eleonora Razane Jamal

Clipper and Bodyguard: Isa.   Melissanthi Mahut

Green  Baron heir/ Baroness' step-son: Hector.  Douglas Booth.

Wife of Green Baron Heir: Lyta. (Hippolyta) Bel Powler. 

White Baroness: Olivia. Jenna Coleman. 

White Baroness's husband: Cole. Laurence O'Fuarain

White Baroness's Mistress: Marion. Niamh Walsh

yellow Baron's Cog (in love with him): Fleur.  Lily Travers

Doll and friend of Nana: Sky. Esme Creed-Miles

Madam of the dollhouse: Etta (Henrietta) Claire Higgins

Head of the house cogs: Sulita. Dinita Gohil

// These characters belong to me. The tv show (into the badlands) belongs to their respective owners. I just had a lot of fun with the universe. 

Into the Badlands profile OC Nana

// I saw the tv show and loved it. I'm writing a profile just for the love of it. nothing serious about it. 

Main Faceclaim: Yara Yashidi.

Other FC: Kiki Layne

Name: Nana

Birth Name: Yue [Pronounced You-Hey]

Age: 25 years old.

Nationality: Inhabitant of the badlands.

Height: 162 cm 

Weight: 60 kg

Special features: Nana has warm, vibrant amber eyes. She also has burn scars on her left arm that are completely covered with bandages at all times.  Her voice is soft and compelling. 

Physical appearance:  Nana is a beautiful woman with coily black hair she sometimes styles with braids. She is curvy but hides her curves under heavy fabric. She has plump lips, an almond-shaped face with delicate features. Despite the harsh childhood she had, she retained her beauty and soft skin (save for the burned left arm), so much so that it caught the eye of a Baron who forced her to go to his palace and serve as his personal chef. 

Sexual orientation: Heterosexual

Alignment: Chaotically good. She wants to help others. She will never let anyone go hungry as either.

Occupation/ Status: Cog (Cook at a Dollhouse)

Abilities: 

• High Pain Tolerance: Due to her traumatic childhood, Nana has a high pain tolerance. She can endure torture and physical violence. 

Skills: 

• Gifted Intellect: Nana is a very clever woman. She's very observant and aware of her surroundings and situation. She avoided becoming a doll because she could notice the interests others had in her and find ways to redirect them onto someone else.
• Skilled cook: Nana is an excellent cook. So much so that she rivals professional cooks with no formal training and very ordinary ingredients. 

Weaknesses/Crippling fears:

• Gullible: Nana is a very optimistic woman. She is so determined to find her sister and believes that Naomi is alive that she doesn't realize how easily she could die or be done worse by people who are aware of what she really wants. It had been used as a bargaining chip and forced her into trouble more than once. 

Family:

• Mother: [name redacted. Deceased]
• Father: [name redacted. Deceased.]
• sister: [Naomi, Deceased]

Universe:   Into the Badlands.

Status:  Alive. Active.

Personality:

Nana is very clever. She's also determined and stubborn and would stop at nothing to have a chance at seeing her sister again. She is naive, not so much about the world she lives in, but she believes that there is good in people, as much good as there is bad. She also believes that some people are genuinely good people who want to help others and do good around them - just like her.- She also believes people who claim to know where her sister is, or at least, claim to have information about Naomi's whereabouts, and don't see ulterior motives. For two decades, she managed to avoid being forced into becoming a doll by using her skills, but she's well aware that one bad move and she could become a doll. That's what forced her to become observant and cunning, in a bid to survive without being turned into a doll. Nana is well aware of the type of violence that could be done to women in that world, but always managed to avoid it, by sheer luck most of the time and by a clever quip a few times. 

She is a good listener, brave, and easily admires new things she encounters. She's very curious about how the world was before the Great War, but she is also aware that asking questions could get her in trouble. Because of her traumatic childhood, she also plasters a lot of fake smiles because she refuses to look back and truly face her emotions. Deep down... perhaps, she knows that Naomi is dead, but admitting it would crush her spirit, and she might never recover from it until she knows for sure that her sister is dead. She can't give up on her, now can she? 

Fictional Character Biography: 

Naomi and Yue were the children of a cog family living on the land of the White Baron. When Naomi turned 7, she was sold along with other cogs to the Red Baron. Her parents at the time took it without making a fuss, as it was the way things were. They were cogs after all.  Yet, she watched as her parents slowly faded away, with her father becoming a violent drunk at night and beating both her mother and her, and with her no better mother as guilt for watching her daughter be sold, ate at her.  She burned Yue and decided to call her Nana when the girl was 6 years old, in a desperate attempt to make her less desirable to a Baron, so she could be kept at the service of the White Baron.  She couldn't explain herself because her husband was so angry that he ended up killing her in a fit of rage. He was later turned into a slave, forced to carry heavy loads for the clippers. She was left to fend for herself and was bullied, beaten up, and betrayed by the children and adults living around. It didn't stop her from being sold when she turned 7, just like her sister, to the Yellow Baron. 

She managed to survive by offering her help and showing peculiar skills that prevented her from being thrown into a dollhouse. She was taken care of by a street merchant, who took her as an apprentice and taught her everything he knew about cooking. He waited until she turned 15 to try and make her his wife -complete with threats of kicking her out and sending her on the streets to work as a doll-. Her luck had the madam of the dollhouse listening in one day they were arguing in public, and she offered to take the girl. He made her pay a hefty price -which she did- and they parted ways there. Etta, short for Henrietta, put Nana through the grinder but also ensured her safety and well-being. All these years, Nana thought about her big sister Naomi. She managed to hear rumours of a female clipper called Naomi who was quickly making a name for herself in the Red Baron territories. It was enough to make her want to join her sister, now that she knew she was still alive. 

Nana worked tirelessly and tried to come up with a plan that could make her leave the Yellow Baron's territory to join the Red Baron's territory, but each plan fell flat because she didn't have the resources or the right intel. She didn't give up. Perhaps one day, she would be reunited with her sister. 

Current history:

One day, due to a staff shortage, Nana helped serve the Baron, who came to the Dollhouse for celebrations. He noticed her and became infatuated with her. He forced her to move to his palace and become his personal chef in a bid to make her his. 

Trivia: 

-Nana refuses to remove her bandages unless they are dirty and need changing. Otherwise, she would always keep it, regardless of what she's doing. It opens up an old wound that is too deep and too painful for her.

-Nana was lucky enough that no one forced themselves on her. They tried, and she came close to being raped, but her wit and pure luck saved her. 

-Nana's first time was at the dollhouse. She decided once she turned 22 that perhaps it was time to see what the fuss was all about. It went better than she could have expected, as in: She felt absolutely nothing but ennui and discomfort. It wasn't all that, and she decided that sex wasn't that great for her to experiment further with it. It was great to spend herself, so she indulged in it, but only with patrons who looked young and were recommended to her by her friend Sky. She wouldn't know how to behave if someone were to actually know how to make love to her. 

-Nana is convinced she's not pretty. Her mother kept telling her she wasn't after she burned her arm. She has a very practical view of lust and sex and thinks that horny men are not choosers at all. She notes that she could be covered in mud, but it wouldn't make a difference. However, she acknowledges that a clean Doll is always much preferred by patrons rather than a dirty one, and maaaaaybe, being clean is the only difference here. She is oblivious to her beauty, so much so that she's convinced the Baron who took her to the palace did it only because he wants to eat her food and not because he wants to dip his sausage into her hot saucepan. 

-Nana's never killed or seriously injured anyone. She has seen horrors and they have been done to her, but she was never put in a situation where she felt she had to kill/maim if she wanted to live. She doesn't want to hurt others, but if she has no other choice, she will put up the best fight of her life and might even kill her assailant or two of them.