Friday, October 6, 2023

TB: Are you enough?

 They would ask you if you are enough, 

You're overrated as an artist. 

You're not pretty enough as a person.

You're clingy and overbearing as a girlfriend.

You're not available enough for your friends.

You're too emotionally distant.

You're too close to your fans.

You're too promiscious and not enough modest.

You're too much......

They would ask you if you are enough. 

They would question your legitimacy.

The gag is....

You're already beating yourself up with the same questions.

Are you enough? 

No. You're not.

And this lie will follow you like the plague.

And this lie will become a truth.

You are not enough. 

You will never be.

Thursday, October 5, 2023

GoT: I burned him to the core.

 He said I burned him to the core but he didn't mind my fire. 


He said he didn't fear my name, that I was his Firecracker. 


He longs for a touch, for a kiss, for the bliss between my legs.


He longs for my voice, for my warmth, for the way I look at him. 


he said I burned him to the core, but he didn't mind my fire. 


But he's the one who can quench my thirst. 


He's the only one.... oh, the only one. 

tb headcanon: Incognito

 Incognito




Sara hides her freckles through heavy makeup. It allows her to be incognito when she is just Sara and not UG.  She realized when dating her former fiancés that both had issues with her authentic self. Gina didn’t think she looked good with her freckles and encouraged her to wear heavy makeup even at home. Brett, oh Brett wanted to be seen with the icon, the idol, the singer, and not some nobody when they were out. So she could be makeup free at home but as soon as she left the place with him, she had to perform 24/7.




Sara loves her natural self and isn’t ashamed of her freckles. However, it can still be a touchy subject for her, especially if criticized.


TB: The last time she felt warmth.

 When was the last time Sara had felt the warmth of a hand resting on her cheek? When was she on the receiving end of affection? She didn’t know, it was a long time ago. 




Sara picked the stage name Unnamed Girl because she was a nobody. Someone who was always overlooked by everyone. Her success was her revenge but it also led to heartbreaks and solitude. Aside from pleasing others, all Sara had ever craved was to be seen. To be loved. To be cared for. 




Tara and later Brett truly broke her heart. Both wanted someone more malleable, more invisible than them. Someone who would make them their world. She was famous, yes. Everybody thought they knew her, but nobody did, and it was starting to become overwhelming

TB headcanon: Celebrity

 Celebrity




Sara has a love/hate relationship with being famous. She is trying to fill the hole in her heart with fake love or adoration in order to love herself some more. So she gives to her fans and they give her their passion and adoration. However, what they see is not the true Sara. Her bolder persona, her over-the-top persona that loves to perform and please people.  It’s exhausting. It’s unnerving but she loves it all the same and she needs it too.




However, what plenty of people fail to understand is that Sara doesn’t like going out and showing off when she’s on a date. She doesn’t like public attention when she feels vulnerable. She doesn’t want it when she craves intimacy. What she learned the hard way is that celebrity destroys any kind of intimacy and that most of her suitors wanted to show her off instead of loving her. 




She likes to be quiet at home. She likes mundane activities. She loves to go outside incognito to walk and mingle with people.


Doya: Sarah thomas

 Sarah Thomas, former hunter, mother of twins, loving wife, and sister of Joshua Thomas. 

A couple years ago she was upset because she felt that leaving the Hunting community was betraying her father's legacy. Oya visited her at that time and after she knocked some sense into her, helped Sarah overcome her guilt. 

However, Joshua’s attack and now disabled body acted like an electric shock to her. She couldn’t live her life without acknowledging the supernatural. She decided that teach her family how to defend herself.

Besides, she was the first to be notified of Oya and Dean’s wedding.

Kyreris: He knew how to love her.

 He knew how to love her.


He knew how to make her feel safe. There in this room, the Lannister was comfortable. Her fingers were scratching his hairless torso while her legs were entwined With his. 




The soft beating of his heart was soothing Kyra and she ended up nuzzling his neck. They didn't need to fill the silence That had settled between them for it was not necessary. If words weren't said between the Dragon King and the Lioness, their bodies were speaking another language.


He knew how to love her.


He made her feel important. She was the one he trusted the most because she could see him when he was vulnerable. Only she could understand the unspoken grief That plagued him at night. He simply needed to look into her emerald orbs and allow himself to back into their softness and beauty.


Kyra simply needed to look at him with those loving eyes and smile at him to have Viserys melt away. She was his rock, his anchor in this world and he really wanted her to know this. To know what he couldn't say.




He knew how to love her.


They completed each other perfectly. Although it was easier for her to notice the slight change of mood in him due to their connection, he was far from being unable to do the same. Actually, he had spent enough time With his beloved to decode her.


He knew when she was pretending to be strong or not scared, he knew when she wanted to be left alone or when she needed him to insist. He knew when she was sad or upset. Right now, though, she was happy. He could tell by the way she was calmly giving him her affection.


He knew how to love her.


He couldn't have dreamt of it better.