Marriage: Hayley had never considered marriage before she met Matt. She wasn't even sure that someone would ever want her to begin with. She enjoyed reading romance novels because they allowed her mind to escape her reality as an assassin. However, since meeting Matt, the desire to get married resurfaced, stronger than ever. Could they get married? Hayley isn't sure that she could have a happy marriage, not because they wouldn't work hard to make it happen, but because Life would always come and fuck shit up. The H.A.N.D. would always try to kill her for deserting their ranks, and they would always come after Daredevil for attempting to destroy the organization (and nearly succeeding).
Heartbreak: Hayley never fell in love before she met Matt. She couldn't allow herself to dream of a different life, and still doesn't think that she deserves to be loved after all the bad things she did. She's extremely pessimistic and distraught about her past. Outside the romantic aspect of her life, she had her heart broken several times by the H.A.N.D. First, they made her kill her dog. They made her fight to the death the friends she made while she was growing up, and she was also forced to have sex in part of her training. Since she met with Matt, she wished she had earned intimacy and sex differently than how the H.A.N.D. taught her.
Soothing: When Hayley becomes angry, very few people can actually soothe her. Her anger stems from fear and pain. She usually fears losing Matt and her friend Melania. She fears their deaths at the hands of the H.A.N.D. She also fears being rejected, and usually lashes out instead of crying. She would only be calmed by the soothing presence of Matt and Melania. When they are not around, and she has to deal with her emotions on her own? Oh, she beats people up. She struggles with not killing them, but always beats them within an inch of their lives. When she doesn't kill, she fucks or she indulges in hedonism and alcohol. It doesn't help her feel better, but at least it can quell the rage and fear. She can also fight or train. She seeks pain to distract her mind.
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