« when Dean kisses my scars. It humbles me and makes me feel human again. I am fragile yet strong. Worried but reassured. He is here. With me. In the moment and I love it. »
As a matter of fact, Oya was terrified of the idea of losing Dean. Sarah asked her, one day, how she'd react if Dean tried to sacrifice himself for the greater good. The idea made Oya sick. She knew she would try as hard as she could, to stop him from sacrificing himself but he would always find a way. He would always make sure that she survived. How fair was it? How fair was it that he got to die and she got to survive him? If Oya had her ways she would go with him, she would die with him.... but Oya wouldn't have her way. Dean wasn't the only member of Team Free Will and someone had to make sure that Sam and Castiel were doing alright. She had to watch after her boys, so she had to stay behind and care for them. The idea made her so upset that Sarah ended up asking her something else. Something pleasant. What did she like Dean to do? What made her the happiest? The answer was a simple one, but that made her heart soar. In such a shitty world where everything is bleak, those tender moments felt like a breath of fresh air. They were her oasis, a tether to this world and suddenly, it made life Worth living. Dean made life Worth Living.
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