JB (modern) : Silly dreams

 JB modern: "Silly dreams"

A/N: I love and miss those beans. <3

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The heiress surprised herself with a wish she had not anticipated. A wish for a date outside the secret lair. Could she be blamed for wishing for a romantic dinner or for walking hand in hand with Jaime on the beach. Couple stuff... Legitimate couple stuff.  She blushed at the realization of her own deep desires. She fell in love with him -plain and simple-. She fell in love with the man he was, not the billionaire bachelor, or the son of Tywin the business shark. No. She fell in love with the man, the one very few people knew about or wanted to know. She fell in love with his wits, with his kindness, his warmth and his bold personality. She fell in love with the passionate love-making they had, the delicious meals he cooked them and the moments of silence spent looking at each other without saying a word. She wanted more and was berating herself for it. It was too soon, too risky. Her relationship with her own family wasn't good enough for her to risk ruining it all for petty desires. Jaime trusted her, and if anything, he hated when other men were trying to get in her pants -rightfully so-. She hated when women were trying to seduce him as well, but neither of them could stand up and claim the other publicly. None of them could openly assume the relationship and for good reasons. 

So, why was her mind torturing her with those wonderful mental pictures? Why was she torn apart by the simple idea of attending public events with her partner? Holding hands, laughing and talking to each other and leaning her head against his shoulder. It was a sweet dream, after all, because she knew that it was impossible for two of the most famous bachelors of Westeros to be seen together without causing a ruckus. She twirled her silver locks and leaned her head against the chair. His smile was infectious and she couldn't help herself but smile to herself. All her worries left her mind and she sighed. She could handle it, She could handle being hidden because it was the right thing to do. She could endure the solitude caused by being the only one knowing she was with Jaime...Was she with him? They never talked about it, they never mentioned it... they never even said they cared about each other just yet. They just spent time together and argued over Bronn's raunchy tirade. He offered her a christmas present and.. and... and she realized she was in love with him...But they never said it to each other. So how could she be sure that he felt the same thing for her? 

Jaime showed, he didn't tell. Jaime was a man of his word, a man who expressed himself through his actions. He cared for her, she could tell that much. He wanted to be around her, he wanted her and he surely... he surely was planning something for their future together? The purple eyed heiress sighed and moistened her lips. what if it didn't happen? what if they didn't have a future together? what if they were nothing?.... It made her groan and she put both hands on her face. It would be alright. It would be alright because Jaime was a man of his word. He was honest and genuine and if they were in tune with each other, then he felt the same thing for her...She had to believe. She had to believe.They were walking a hard path but they would make their own story and would be happy. She had to believe in him. She had to trust herself and she had to believe in them. 

-TBC-