Colour me happy, for whenever I see her face all I want to do is smile.
Colour me happy, forever since she came into my life, she brought laughter and love to me.
Colour me happy, for she walked the path with me, even when I take some steps backwards
Colour me happy, for she never asked more than me being safe, me knowing she loves me
Colour me happy, For I am happy... I never thought I could be, I never thought I could start again
And yet here I am, starting again despite a threat looming over. I thought everything froze when my ex-fiancé threw me over the stairs and gave me that lump I have. I thought it was over when my brother died because of his gang relations. I thought I would never be able to pull myself together and resist drinking. I sincerely thought I would be dead by now, choked with my own vomit and on a puddle of Jack's spilt over me.
But I was wrong ! And I am glad I was.
Colour me happy, for I have met someone I want to keep in my life, grow old with
Colour me happy, for I have found someone I trust enough to let her know about the darkness inside
Colour me happy, for I have found someone I can fight for, someone I want to protect
Colour me fucking happy, for, at last, I feel like I am alive!
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