She smiled,
Despite the clouds that were menacingly getting closer to her, she kept smiling. Today there was the sun shining on her. Today, there was Joy in her heart that made her glow from within. Today, everything was fine.
She could have been bitter and nobody would have been upset at her. The silver haired llife was made of errors and trials. It was made of regret and the heavy burden of a past she didn't choose. It was made of loss, unfathomable and destructive loss that tore her heart apart. It was made of uncertainty and questions about a future she couldn't anticipate.
She could have been angry and yet, nothing but hope was filling her heart. She trusted in better tomorrows and was grateful for the sun in her life. Fleeting moment of respite. Short-lived rest in a chaotic life but oh she appreciated it. She lived in the moment, basked in the glory of the joy she was given and perhaps here lied her secret. She knew pain and despair for most of her life, enough to actually embrace and enjoy true joy and beauty when it presented itself to her.
She could have been brooding, a misantrhope who would find solace in staying on her own. Yet, she liked people. She liked having connections and she had faith in others. She kept faith in people and anyone with a good eye could see the sun Bäahal actually was. Anyone could understand that she was the sun.
Especially when she smiled.
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