When I look at Klaus, what I see is...what I think of when I look at him is how uncertain I am when it comes to him. I hate not knowing. I hate not being able to plan things out. I hate surprises, yet he surprised me. I didn't expect to fall for him. it's a certainty, a fucking certainty and I am trying really hard to sort things out. He came into my life like a fucking wrecking ball and I love him for this. for shaking things up. for changing my life. I love him for this... for not being like the others. for being himself. I am studying his features. I am noticing the little crease on his forehead when he's not happy. the way his face turns into vampire mode when he's starting to get irritated. his tenderness when we're together in bed. his soft voice when he's serenading me. I can see it all, the desire to get close to me and the fear of ruining everything and breaking me. my heart that is. oh, he will break my heart and I presume that I will break his. A witch and the Hybrid, what was I thinking falling in love with him like that? When I look at him, I think about his fangs sinking into the flesh of my neck. of him drinking my blood and turning me on. of us having sex... and maybe fucking if the mood is a little more hardcore. I am comfortable with him. He is my kin after all. we understand each other. we do fucking understand each other. I think about him calling me, "Love". it's the first time someone is so kind towards me, calling me pet names. I think about... I think about protecting him from the witches that are hunting me down. I can't... I can't have him hurt because of me. I can't....so I think about it. and I think about when we will part ways...and just how badly I don't want us to part ways...I won't handle it very well, I think. not when I am so used to touching him, talking to him, loving him. Oh, fuck!!"
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