“Do you think I would leave? Leave for what? Do you think I don’t know you? That I can’t understand the pain to be on your own? That I don’t know how it is to feel that you don’t belong? Klaus…I’m not going to give up on you. I could leave but I don’t want to. I don’t want to leave you. I don’t want to…
Why would I? When do I want to spend time with you? When I want to drive across the USA with you, maybe fly to Paris or to some island where we could spend time together. I…. Want to be in your arms. I want to kiss you, your neck, and find comfort there because, yes, I find comfort with you. I feel understood and safe. I feel… that I am not alone in the whole world. I don’t feel alone because you are here.
I love you. That’s it. I love you with every fiber of my body and I would be damned if I ever chose to leave you. It’s…. It’s a testament to the strength and love. Not loving you, but love as a whole. It requires a lot of trust and strength and resilience… it’s not easy but I want to try. Because you are worth it. You’re so ducking worth it. And I want to walk
That fucking walk with you, Klaus, my hybrid… I want to. So. I will be patient with you. I will let you see that you can be loved. That you are loved. That there is someone here who loves you…and that someone is me.”
xxxxx
Hold my hand. I... I need to know that you're here with me. I need to know that you're real, Klaus. I've never really had someone who wanted to be with me before. I've never had someone who wanted to stay with me so... I need to hold your hand. I need to feel your warmth.
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