Got (modern): Her sweetheart

 // Well, I felt happy, so here you have my little beautiful lovers. 

xxxxxx

Jaime was her sweetheart. That was something Bäahal couldn't even begin to deny. She kept thinking about him, kept texting him, and kept visiting him. If it wasn't clear to her, it was when "The Highgarden incident" happened. The desire to not have him believe that she had sex with Bronn and the fear of losing him overwhelmed her. They argued, she ended up crying her eyes out that night, flustered and horrified at the idea of losing Jaime. 

Jaime was her sweetheart. He was the object of her desire and her affection. She surprised herself by daydreaming about taking him out to dinner or taking him to her favorite places. She daydreamed about holding his hand as they would walk through the streets of the city, incognito (or not), going to dinner, walking her dogs, and kissing in public. It was something she had not been able to have since her last relationship blew up. 

She knew that their families wouldn't really agree to let them date each other, some would even be upset at their age difference -like that really sweet Eleonor who thought Jaime was too old for Bäahal-. She knew they wouldn't be able to attend public events together, as it would create a very tricky situation since they would be under the scrutiny of the public. Going public wasn't the right idea at the moment, so she had to keep it to herself some more. 

She knew that he might not be ready to be with her and take on the slew of hateful reactions from both his fans (yes, yes he had fan clubs) or from hers. They were high-profile personalities and there might be unhinged people trying to attack them, slander them, and the whole media circus. She wasn't ready to face it again. Not yet. But did it stop her from loving Jaime? no. not one bit. If anything, it only made her appreciate even more the moments spent together. How she loved him. It was easy, it was simple, it was real. it was them. it was Them. ONly Them. "