JB Modern : Forbidden Love

 JB Modern : Forbidden Love 

 

// I miss my sexy darlings <3

 

Bäahal had finished her dance routine and was cooling off after the intense training session she just had. She grabbed a towel and started to dab it on her forehead and neck. Her hair had been neatly tied in a high bun so she could freely move without a silver strand to distract her. As she was catching her breath, she grabbed her phone and sat on the floor. Scrolling down her social media page, she noticed the news and stopped to read an interview given by her sister Daenerys. Ever since her sister slapped Bäahal for calling her a pimp, they had not talked to each other. Daenerys did her best to avoid Bäahal, so much so that they had not seen each other for several weeks. In the article, nothing transpired.

 

Nothing could indicate that the sisters were at odds with each other but there was a sentence that caught the interest of Bäahal. In the article they were asking Daenerys about her relationship with Jon Snow, since they both had been seen dining together a few nights ago. When she deflected, they asked about Bäahal’s potential lover since Elias. Without missing a beat, Dany explained that Bäahal was way too busy to consider entering a relationship and she knew that the gossips weren’t true because her sister would definitely tell her if she was seeing someone, or the person would have the decency to talk to her about their project to date her sister.

 

It flew above the head of the interviewer but Bäahal got the message. She knew that Daenerys was telling her through the interview that she better not be seeing someone without telling her beforehand. What was she afraid of anyway? It wasn’t as if she was officially in a relationship, now, was it?  And it wasn’t as if Jaime would ever want to go public with her. What did that make this relationship then? Did Jaime even love her? Bäahal wasn’t sure of that, he never said anything. She could only believe that he cared for her and enjoyed her company. He was always willing to spend time with her, always willing to talk to her, always seeking her company. But was he in love with her? How could she know?

 

She thought she could notice when someone was honest with her. She thought she could pick up when someone had feelings for her but if anything, she learned that her radar was  broken since Elias was able to break her heart. He pretended to be in love with her only to stomp on her heart when he could. So how could she know that Jaime was in love with her? How could she know he wanted more than what they had? She couldn’t. Perhaps, Jaime would get bored of her after a while. Perhaps he would stop caring. Perhaps, she would do something that would make him angry, and he would reject her. As frustration was growing in her heart, the heiress threw her phone on the floor and screamed before she ran her hand through her neck and dropped her head. Why did it matter anyway? Why did it matter? What if Jaime couldn’t love her? What if…Oh the torments of forbidden love.