Rp splove: Mine: Sara edition

🎤 For Sara, Homelander is like sugar. She’s addicted to him. To his touch, to his voice, to his face, and his love. She is addicted to everything about him and some more. Sara can’t get enough of him. She always wants to see him, to cuddle him, and stay with him. She craves his company, his smiles, his laughter. For Sara, Homelander is like a good childhood memory. The type that makes her smile. The type that makes her chest feel warm and fuzzy. The type that makes her feel even more in love with him. Homelander is the answer. He is the answer to that question that haunted her since she was a child, “Am I enough?”  No one but Homelander loves her for who she is. No one but Homelander makes her feel like she is worth being loved. He is her everything. 

For Sara, Homelander is hers because only she can give him milk like that. Only she can feed her man and care for him while he drinks. Only she can feel in tune with him. Excited, aroused, needy for him like she is. Only she can make him say her name over and over again. Only she can make him feel weak in the knees, and patiently wait for her because he knows there is a reward there. And she loves every part of him. John, Homelander, anything in between.  For Sara, Homelander is hers in a way that would make it impossible for them to even look another way. She only has eyes for him; however, he wants to dress or be addressed. She only has needs for him. And with him, she can use her powers in creative ways.

OC questionnaire IV : Sara edition

WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT HELPFUL CHARACTER BUILDING QUESTIONS

What’s the lie your character says most often? That she's fine.

How loosely or strictly do they use the word ‘friend’? She is friendly, but she won't call you her "friend" so easily.

How often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing? Sara is very expressive. She wears her emotions on her sleeves. 

Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about making it happen? She's a performer and could cry on command, but she doesn't need to do it. 

How loose is their use of the phrase ‘I love you’? She only uses it when she genuinely loves you. 

Do they give tough love or gentle love most often? Which do they prefer to receive? Gentle love. Gentle love. She needs to be loved. 

What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity? That she's in love with her "baby".

What’s something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific! When she reads the Deep's biographies. 

When do they fake a smile? How often? When they are humiliated in public. She refuses to give them the satisfaction of seeing her cry. With her celebrity, it happens very often. 

What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them? She notices her nose first.  Others would notice her freckles (when she's Sara), or her ass (when she's Unnamed Girl)

Who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)? Homelander.

What would they do if stuck in a room with the person they’ve been avoiding? She would tuck her hair behind her ears because of stress. Her powers would also work against her.

Are they a listener or a talker? If they’re a listener, what makes them talk? If they’re a talker, what makes them listen? She's a talker. She loves to talk to make others comfortable. It also helps her gather her thoughts and confidence. 

What’s a phrase they say a lot? "Baby, I've missed you."

Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting? Sara acts impulsively. 

Who would / do they believe without question? Homelander. 

What’s their instinct in a fight/flight/freeze/fawn situation? She flees. There is no way for her to risk her life. 

OC questionnaire III: Sara edition:

Community and Relationships

Does your character prefer company or solitude when sick? Company (don't leave her alone!)

What is your character's favorite kind of social event? Clubs / Gala

How comfortable would your character be singing and dancing in front of others? It's her job!

Is your character upfront about their feelings? Yes. That made her easier to manipulate.

Who would your character first seek if they needed medical help? Dotty, her manager/mother figure.

How willing would your character be to go to a party with people they don't know? Very willing.

Who is your character most honest with? Homelander (and Ryan)

How likely is it for your character to initiate a friendship? She would initiate things.

Where is your character's comfort place? in Homelander's arms.

Is there a habit your character has that they learned from someone else?  No.

How would your character react to being put in a position of leadership? She can handle it.

Would your character be good at providing medical assistance? Yes, but only the bare minimum.

Who would your character say knows them best? Tara. She mentally abused her for years.

Is there a person your character would turn to for backup in a fight? Homelander. 

How well does your character work with others?  Her tour crew/ musicians/ dancers? So well!

What is your character's favorite form of affection? She loves kisses. She's a sucker for them. 

Does your character enjoy celebrating holidays? Yes, and all of them. 

What would it take for your character to get into a fight? Threaten Ryan or any kid for that matter.

Trivia about our characters: Homelander

// It's for safekeeping. We never know what could disappear.  -it comes right from N's mouth-

Homie - Wants to introduce Sara to Ryan. He wants his girl to meet his son. He is of course, confident that they will love each other and get along so well. (it is what he wants to happen). He wants the three of them to spend time together.

Homelander - Our narcissistic little showman. Now, she already indulges his biggest kink. We know that.

But I can see him pushing the boundaries in more... public settings. Taking her to her balcony, up to a rooftop, bending her over the ledge and... letting the whole damn city hear how good he can make his girl feel.  It's a power thing, like a 'fuck you' to the whole world. She's mine, fuck you.

TB: Silver-Fox Homelander

Headcanon: Silver-Fox Homelander

This is a very tricky situation because Homelander doesn't like aging. He doesn't want to grow older and he does everything in his power to hide his greys, cover his wrinkles, and maintain his youthful appearance. Sara is not bothered at all by his age and doesn't mind him going grey and visibly older. Sara thinks that growing old is a privilege in a world where you could die very young. She also thinks that it suits him very well. When they talk about it he makes it clear that he would never ever sport his natural hair. He would dye them blonde (or black when incognito) until the day he died.  She still tries to soothe him by ensuring him that he will always be the love of her life and the most handsome man she's ever seen. 

TB headcanon: Sara’s family

Sara has family on her father’s side. He had a sister who had 4 children. 

• Alphonse (youngest child), lawyer. 
• Tabitha (mother), is sick and retired. 
• Kendra (youngest daughter), doctor 
• Charles (oldest child) car salesman 
• Melanie, teacher. 

They all abused Sara when she was a child. 

• Ralph used to mess with her hair because she prided herself in having beautiful hair. 
• Tabitha used to mock her for wetting her bed and would always expose her embarrassing business in front of others. She also punished Sara more severely than her own kid and beat her for the slightest mistake. 
• Kendra used to slap and stomp on Sara. She was jealous of seeing her on beauty pageants, commercials and other shows 
• Charles used to mentally torture her, especially about how much her parents hated her. He stoked the flames of her insecurities. 
• Melanie was the ringleader of the children. When the mother wasn’t giving orders, Melanie was the one who endured Sara would feel bad. She felt no remorse and still doesn’t. 

Melanie visited Sara to ask for some financial help. Their mother Tabitha, is very sick and she would need the best surgeons to perform a life-saving surgery that is well beyond their financial capabilities. Of course, Sara refused to help and used that moment to assert her dominance and avenge herself for all the mistreatment she got at the hands of her family.  She let Melanie leave alive but it’s not the last time she hears from them. 

TB trivia : Black haired John

Black-haired "John": 

If there is something Sara loves to talk about, it's Homelander. Whether he's his natural hair color or dyed black, she thinks he's hot and she thinks that she's the luckiest woman alive because her boyfriend is hot. She honestly thinks that he's the hottest thing since water was "invented" and would always make sure he knows she's extremely attracted to him when he's in civilian clothes and incognito. 

She knows she has good taste, especially when he attracts people who shamelessly flirt with him in front of her. It's okay, they can look for all she cares. That only fuels her ego (and she does have some huge ego) and comforts her in the idea that she made the right choice of partner given how irresistible they are. She trusts him and doesn't feel uncomfortable with people trying to seduce him (unless they're too brazen and her territoriality kicks in).  Homelander has always been loyal and she honestly never doubts that he is loyal to her. 

Sara RAVES about him. If you're a friend, a colleague, or even the stranger in the park, she would be his biggest cheerleader and would always find something nice to say about him. Truth be told, and unhinged persona aside, he honestly is a handsome man and she genuinely loves him. Because she does, she will be his first and biggest hypeman and will make sure that the whole world knows how in love she is with him. (and horny for him too... cause she's a horndog, you know?) Black-haired John truly has her panties in a twist, and he knows it and plays into it.

TB headcanons: Her freckles

Sara’s freckles cover her body. She usually covers them when she’s Unnamed Girl to remain incognito when she is Sara Richardson. 

This has been a contentious point in all of her relationships as Brett and Tara wanted her to cover her skin when they were together. 

Sara doesn’t hate them but believes that no one would ever want to be her friend/ date her because of these. 

Homelander changed the way she perceived them and she loves to just be herself. 

Her hair is bone straight due to compound V but she sometimes curls them to have an Afro on.

tb headcanons: Sister Sage

Sister sage

Sara doesn’t trust Sage. She knows the woman is an evil piece of shit who plans ahead and would not tolerate being slighted. So Sara threads carefully whenever she’s around that woman. 

Sage believes that Sara can be used to help Homelander. Ultimately she saw through Sara’s smoke and mirror and knows her deepest insecurities and weaknesses. As soon as she realizes that Sara would not be a threat to her plan, she instead decides to leverage her. After all, isn’t Sara a liability?

TB headcanon: sexual harassment

Sexual harassment: 

The underbelly of Hollywood is a miasma of abuse. Dotty tried her best to protect her protegée from nasty producers, directors, and sometimes even fans. She refused to subject Sara to casting couch practices and avoided as much as possible to work with sleazebags. Unfortunately, she couldn't protect Sara from everything. Several artists and music producers tried to sleep with her, some groped her or forced her to wear revealing costumes for video clips. 

As soon as she became famous and rich enough to decide for herself, Sara managed to avoid working with awful producers. That didn't stop some of them from groping her or making indecent proposals to put her music on air or to ensure she had collaborations with the artists she liked. She's had crazy fans in the past, trying to break into her house or those who groped her during her public apparitions. She doesn't like the negative attention or being touched without her consent and she's tried to bring awareness to the topic several times. It even happened, sometimes after she started to date Homelander, that a host during a ceremony groped her in public, making her lose her composure and freeze on the spot. 

Has she been slut-shamed? Yes, unfortunately, but she always pretended that it didn't matter to her when in public. In truth, it made her feel insecure to know that some people perceived her as being a pretty woman they only wanted to fuck or who was only good for it. It made her feel insecure to be talked about on tabloids which always pick her body apart or slut-shame her when they can do so.  Sexual harassment also happened in her previous relationships, especially with Brett who pushed it further. Unfortunately, he decided that she was his property and he decided that she should be available to his needs anytime he needed her. He was used to touch her and went as far as to force himself on her. It took a while for Sara to reclaim her body and sexuality after the number Brett did on her but No matter what, her reaction would always be the same: She would freeze on the spot, unable to react and the rare times she would react, it would be with violence. 

TB headcanon: firecracker

 Sara doesn't like her. She doesn't like the fact this bitch is trying to get into Homelander pants. Firecracker is an opportunist (much like Sara) but on top of it all a racist, xenophobic, and antisemitic asshole who will do her best to try and dismiss Sara. Firecracker learned about Sara's existence and has tried since then to belittle and prop herself up in Homelander's heart. Firecracker calls her "uppity" and as the hypocrite she is, always disparages her shows, her appearance, and the fact she has an Only Fans. In truth, Firecracker hates Sara and is disgusted that Homelander might be interested in her.  Sara heard of her attempts, mostly through A-Train as he was getting back at her for humiliating him.  The redhead is going to become a thorn in Sara's side. 

TB: headcanons: Homelander and Sara's love!

 Homelander's passion only matches Sara's. She loves his kisses, she loves his cuddles, and she loves when he touches her and holds her in his arms. She loves the way he loves her and she honestly can't think of living her life without him in it. Homelander gives Sara what she has always lacked: love and affection.

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Homelander's hair dye and stubble work so well that nobody can tell it's Homelander. Sara loves his blonde hair but she also loves when he grows a beard and when he dyes his hair. It turns her on so much that she can't keep her hands off of him when he is "John".

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Sara has freckles that cover her whole body. It took a while for her to grow comfortable into her own skin. She discovered a new love for her body, for her freckles and the affection from Homelander transformed her.

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"Look, Homelander is the one the word "scarouse" was made for. I mean, he's handsome as hell, hot as hell, and I need my baby okay? but when he's upset and dangerous? He's scary... and he's hot at the same time! So I end up having the heebies jeebies and the wetty wetties. okay?"

TB: Formative years

• Birth. 25 years ago.
• Given compound V at 3
• powers manifested at 5
• Training began at 5
• Her parents started to exploit her at 7
• They went on tour for years: talent shows, interviews, beauty pageants, boot camps
• The parents want her to enter the seven and announce it when she's 13
• Mother's gambling addiction worsens
• The relationship between her mom and dad gets worse. 
• Mother steals compound V again and triggers Vaught's response: Black noir is sent after them.
• Black noir kills her parents when she's 15.

Orphanage years: 

• Her family rejects her. They consider that her powers are unnatural and she's a demon. 
• She discovers her talent for singing at 15 and uses it to reduce or avoid bullying. 
• First Girlfriend (Mallory Johnson) and sex at 16
• First heartbreak at 17 (Mallory escaped the orphanage and vanished)
• Sara worries she will age out of the system and will be sent to the adult facility. 
• She participates in a regional singing contest and meets Dotty. 
• Dotty promises to become her legal guardian if she wins the contest and to take care of her when she turns 18. 
• Sara wins the contest. Dotty officially becomes her legal guardian. 
• Sara ages out of the system at 18. 
• She tries to reconcile with her family and meets with her aunt and cousins but they reject her again.

TB headcanon: Interviews // Deacon Davidson

 Sara doesn't like doing interviews, but she has mastered the art of appearing on TV and controlling her narrative. She looks amazing (the camera loves her) everytime she appears on  screen. Recently she has been giving a lot of interviews about her next album. She gives hints of the new theme "Love" and how she's healing from her past heartbreaks. Speculations are going well, especially who is her new lover. (none of them are close to finding that it's Homelander)

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Deacon Davidson, 

The oh-so-charming neighbour who lives a couple doors away from Sara's appartment. He's an ex-military who retired with the honours and decided to enter civilian life as a self-defense coach. He's a kind person, very straight-forward and blunt. He's not trying to have deep relationships mostly due to his PTSD and the way it impacts him and his family. 

So he doesn't commit but he definitely knows how to have a good time and care for his neighbours (and building as a whole). He did help Sara a couple times  when she first broke up with Tara and later on when she broke up with Brett (who is not welcomed by the way! He will break his face next time he sees him, supe or not).  It's been a year or so since he "helped" Sara with her plumbing issues and while there is no romantic feelings between the two of them, he does care about her more than he lets on and would not truly appreciate the fact she's dating homelander. He's also going to set his eyes on Annie, just the cute lovely Annie.

TB headcanon: Her support for Homelander // Brand deals

Homelander and her support of him: 

Sara is unconditionally supporting her man. There is no reason for her not to support him. Oh, he did something bad? He had a reason to do it! Oh, he hurt your feelings? well, you deserved it! And no, he's making sure his people are well protected so fuck you and your bigotry against supes! 

of course, she also can't get over how handsome he is. Sara thinks he's perfect and she folds whenever he smiles at her. She loves his blue eyes, so intense and beautiful! She loves his blonde hair, she loves his wolfish grin... she loves him... all of him!

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Brands deal/ adverts/ commercials: 

Sara as Unnamed Girl has a lot of brand deals and plenty of contracts with companies that use her image to sell products. She always makes sure to research the company and pick the least problematic one. She would always try and sell things that could benefit her fans, children, and then people. She's so famous that it's impossible not to know her if not as a singer, at least as a model.

TB headcanons: Homelander and suit // Homelander and second identity

When Homelander will finally gives into Sara's idea of "incognito" and double-life, he will very proudly dye his hair black. The little smile he will have on his face when he shows Sara his new hair will be engraved on her mind. He's so cute

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Since she started to date Homelander, Sara found herself to be far bolder than she used to be. She unlocked something inside her, something wilder, something powerful. Spending time with him made her want to explore the use of her powers some more, to become more comfortable in her own skin and make sure that no one could talk her down. 

Crossing paths with her exes opened old wounds that hurt her still to this day but she now has someone she can rely on. She has someone she loves and someone who loves her too. She wants to be free from Brett and Tara and is now looking forward to facing these two assholes.

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When he's learning how to use his camera. 

Also, when he's pretending to be cold when we both know he doesn't feel shit. 

Let me swoon okay? He's handsome!

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Homelander is never seen wearing anything but his suit. Sara is slowly working towards helping him out of the suit and into something else. She loves it when he's wearing outfits and she will absolutely fold when he wears a suit! Sara loves people wearing suits and Homelander is so hot when he's wearing a suit!

TB headcanon: Sara Love language

 Quality time: She is a busy megastar and doesn't always have the time for herself (especially when she's on a tour). So she always makes sure that any moment spent with the other is made of quality. She's devoted to the person and would always give them 100% of her attention. She does love to go out and do meaningful and quiet outings where they can talk, laugh, play, or confide in each other. She also makes sure that any moment spent at home is worth the time, filled with love, affection, and attention. 

Words of affirmation: Because she's been denied most of her time and belittled while growing up, Sara is very big on giving (and receiving) words of affirmation. She will praise the other and will always make sure that he knows what she thinks of them, how high she thinks of them, and how beautiful they are to her eyes. She will always reassure them and will always claim her love for them. 

physical touch: Sara needs to have her hands all over her lover. She needs to hug them, kiss them, cuddle them, and would always love up on them any chance she gets. She hasn't been shown love that way while growing up and she doesn't want to treat others the way she's been treated. touch is essential in her way of showcasing love. 

TB: Christmas trivia + spicy one

1) “ I would ask for the world to see Homelander like I see him and to love him. I would ask for John to love himself and keep on discovering himself. I want my baby happy.”

2) I never had a Christmas before. My parents called it reward day and if I performed well I had toys. If not I had to work harder and was berated. At the orphanage we didn’t celebrate Christmas it was just an excuse to humiliate us. Tara wanted me to shower her with gifts but never got me anything and Brett turned it into a pr operation with unnamed girl. I just want a simple Christmas with John. Just us, a tree, a meal and gifts. 

3) the way he says baby girl is killing me! The way he is laser focused on me when we fuck too! I also love when he starts saying my name and understand that I am needy. But when he praises me? Oh god! I melt!

TB headcanon: christmas and princess treatment.

Sara had never actually celebrated Christmas. Her parents never celebrated the holiday properly (it was Reward Day rather than Christmas). They had a version of it at the orphanage that was rather cruel.  Tara wanted to be showered in gifts and Brett always wanted to use Christmas as a PR stunt. Dotty always left to celebrate with her family so Sara had no idea of how it actually feels to celebrate Christmas with someone who cares for you and who you care for.

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"Well.... For what it's worth, I consider that I deserve the princess treatment. I'm tired of having to give and give and give without being able to receive and be treated well. So... Call me spoiled, I don't care. I just want to be loved and be loved real good!"

TB headcanons: anger- soothing -what makes her swoon

1) Sara does get angry. However, she doesn’t manifest it the same way with everyone. She would read to filth anyone who starts shit with her (and did so with A-train, her manager Dotty, etc..) but she would give Homelander a different type of reaction because she’s more vulnerable with him, more trusting, and needier. So she would be angry and would make snide remarks rather than get loud like she usually does. She would also be silent and give a cold shoulder rather than make a scene when it’s with him. It’s more effective to show her anger that way than yell at him. 

2) Homelander can absolutely make her feel better when he starts to call her pet names and tries to appease the situation. As soon as he says her name she would pay attention and if he shows that he’s not here to make her more upset, she would soften. If he stroked her hair or cheek or arms, she would end up folding and smiling, and if he hugged her and she let him? Then she’s not upset. Basically, Homelander giving her attention and being tender would help her calm down a great deal.

3) Homelander when he’s hyper-focused sends shivers down her spine. Sara loves his blue gaze. She loves the way he focuses on her and looks at her as if she was the most interesting person on earth. She also loves it when he rolls his eyes and when he gives him a very knowing smile when he looks at her. It’s very subtle but he has such a beautiful gaze when he’s focused on her. And when he decides to randomly go to her and kiss her neck or wrap his arms around her waist? Oh, it’s tender but it’s also very sensual to her. He stood up, walked to her, and decided to give her affection… how not to swoon?