Oc questionnaire II: Bäahal edition

OC questionnaire II: Bäahal edition

What is a habit your character has that others might find cute? She backpedals a lot when she's embarrassed.

Are there particular sounds your character is fond of? The sea, music, dragons shrieking, and children's laughter.

Is your character more prone to fight or flight? She's more prone to fight. 

What words could tear your character down? "You disgust me." "I'd rather have you a slave than a princess." "I disown you."

How well does your character act under pressure? Bäahal struggles with pressure.

Is your character good at practicing self-care? No. 

What scents does your character find comforting? The sea, encent, roses and chrysanthenum.

Does your character have any allergies? No.

Is your character a light, medium, or heavy sleeper? Light sleeper.

Does your character have strong willpower? Yes. She is extremely stubborn.

Is your character more likely to give advice or seek it? She would seek it. 

How does your character relax? She dances, takes a hot bath, and brushes her hair.

Is there a secret thing your character longs to hear? "You make me happy."

Would your character feel confident in a fight? Yes. She would do her best to protect the innocents.

Is your character more energized in the morning, afternoon, or night? She's a morning girlie.

How often does your character have nightmares? Sometimes. 

Are there scents your character dislikes? Blood, hot iron, expired milk.

Is there a fear your character wants to learn to overcome? She doesn't want to return to slavery.

Does your character have a high pain tolerance? Let's say that she experienced the worst.

GOT (regular):Horse riding

I cannot ride my dragon for my poor Viseryon is dead. I cannot soar through the clouds and fly on a dragon's back but I can enjoy looking at the scenery. I can enjoy the wind whipping at my face as my steed runs faster. I can smell the earth as it is and relish the smell of nature surrounding me. I can praise the gods for their marvelous creation.  I feel grateful, somehow, to have survived for as long as I did, so I could enjoy Life.  I miss my best friend. I miss my dragon, but I found a new way to feel free. I found a new way to be /me/. 

GoT: shorts

She was the people's princess, the warrior maiden, the voice of the voiceless. She witnessed the horrors men could do to one another. She was a victim of said violence, of said hatred, and yet despite it, Bäahal kept an innocent heart. She kept her joy and she kept her love.

xxx

I remember the days I couldn't scream. Days spent wishing for a quick end... Days spent wishing for a better future. I am not sure I can explain what I've been through... I am not sure I remember everything either... I just know the pain is there, hidden deep into the scars on my flesh. I remember... But there is light in my life now. There is happiness...There is a desire to live to see another day."

xxxx

Bäahal had been fighting from the moment she was born. An unwanted child, born out of an unwanted relationship and forced into slavery at a very tender age. A young girl who had to keep her mind from breaking down upon seeing the countless horrors done to others and herself. A young woman who fought to take her freedom from the hands of her slaves. And since then, she'd always fought for her choices, for her family, for others... especially the voiceless. She was terrifying in her own right and didn't need to have a dragon to cast fear upon her enemies. She was a force to be reckoned with yet, her soul was pure, tender, and soft. Yet she maintained some sort of innocence and joy. and love... yes, love.

xxxx

"And she graced the crowd with her presence and they were too mesmerized to find the right words."

xxxx

She was the princess of the seven Kingdoms, a woman with a beauty so uncanny that very few believed she existed. but Bäahal was real and those who were lucky enough to see her could testify.

xxxx

"This is our land, these are our people and while I am not queen, I still have a part to play to ensure peace. I will fight for the people, for their freedom and peace of mind. I guess, it is a huge burden to carry on my shoulders, but it feels right to me. it feels right to us. We're breaking the wheel. Aren't we, sister?"

xxxx

He longed for the chance to kiss her lips in public, without being afraid and without having to hide. He longed for the chance to be with her and start a new chapter of his life."

xxx

I am not invincible and I certainly do feel. I fail. I try. I regret that I mess up. I am

Not invincible, and sometimes I might even need to be protected. But I live. I love. I find my strength in it. In my imperfections and shortcomings. In my emotions and my desire to keep trying.

xxx

"We're swimming in troubled waters, but one thing is sure, I will always try to swim towards you, Jaime."

xxx

"They didn't stop to think about the impact of their words on her. Words, like arrows, pierced through the tough skin of her heart and made her bleed. They didn't stop. They wouldn't stop."

xxx

A dragon and a Lion. Who would have thought it could ever happen? I fell for you, I'd fight the gods old and new for you. I know our fate lies in the hands of the queen, and I pray she would see the genuine feelings we have for each other. I pray she grants us her blessings. I pray.

xxx

SHe held the world in her hands. Perhaps more than she could imagine. With the strength of her love, the princess managed to bring back a man to life, and she might even reconcile two families.

xxx

I'm not /your/ baby. I'm not your side-chick, I'm not your sinful angel or whatever shit you wanna call me. I am a Targaryen. I am Fire and Blood."

xxx

"Young in age but with an older soul. I might seem reckless and I sometimes am, but I have more to offer than just my youth. More than just my beauty."

xxxx

And all I could see were cowards who hid behind their principles to justify their behavior. They were scared of me, of the power I had. Of my sex-appeal they couldn’t resist. They were afraid of their own weakness.

xxx

She was known as the daughter of Aerys II, champion of the Long Night, Dragon Rider, The Saint of the Siege, The Jewel of Astapor, and the sister of the Queen. Her name was Bäahal Targaryen

xxxx

You would quickly know what the princess would feel. From the moment she was able to express her true emotions, she'd never stopped."

xxx

"All I want is to help people, make sure that those who suffer have a chance at a peaceful and happy life. Al I want is to be happy...because I believe that after all the thunder and lightning, a little sun and rainbow are well deserved."

xxx

"Viserion is no more, Viserion fought his battle.

Don't be fooled by the lack of dragon by my side. I might not ride them anymore but I am Dragonborn. I have the blood of the dragon and I will burn my enemies to ashes."

xxx

"I wish for my mother to witness how happy her daughter is today. Her sacrifices bore fruits and I am a testament to her resilience. I wish she could see me today. "

xxx

"I wish for my mother to witness how happy her daughter is today. Her sacrifices bore fruits and I am a testament to her resilience. I wish she could see me today. "

xxx

And all I could see were cowards who hid behind their principles to justify their behavior. They were scared of me, of the power I had. Of my sex-appeal they couldn’t resist. They were afraid of their own weakness.

xxxx

I will always champion the people and their needs. If we are going to be wheelbreakers, sister, I have to be the one knowing what the streets are saying and the one to meet our people, wherever they are

xxx

She was the princess of the seven Kingdoms, a woman with a beauty so uncanny that very few believed she existed. but Bäahal was real and those who were lucky enough to see her could testify.

xxxx

She believed in Jaime Lannister, in a way that not even the gods could. She believed in his right to a second chance, a right to be truly happy. She believed he could be a better man.

xxxx

“It’s like a knife to the heart, yes, being so far away From him feels like it. A pain that never goes away, a life filled with what-ifs and regrets. Please sister, I beg of you. Reconsider.”

xxxx

We have the right to live.

We've earned it, all of us.

You've earned it."

xxx

"We have to be better than our forefathers. We have to be better for the children to come. We have to be better for ourselves."

xxx

"I am a firecracker. The daughter of the Dragon King. You should be careful when you're around me or you could get burned."

xx

"I know who I am. I know what I do. I'm a passionate woman, one who gives her all and when I say something, I fucking mean it."

xxx

She was his princess, the last memory of her mother Aerys II had. She was the child made out of true love and despite his genuine feelings, he still ruined her life.

xxx

"She was known as the Jewel of Astapor, the sweet and kind heiress of the Targaryen empire. She was known as the Firecracker, the one who would burn those who dare touch her. 

xxx

"Family before individuality. My sister before myself. Loyalty, Honorability, despair...The House always wins."

xx

She was known for her uncanny beauty, and her hot temper. She was known for her strong determination and her loyalty. She was known for being confident and some even said she was distant. Yet, all she wanted was to be loved as she was, known as she was, truly seen."

xxx

"They call my sister and me, the 8th wonders of the world. thinking that flattery would take them far. What they fail to understand is that what makes us great isn't the front. the pretty. the skin and bones. it's not the hair or the eyes. no. what makes us great is the fire that burns in our veins. it's the ruthlessness we can sometimes show our enemies. it's the hunger that drives us and the determination to see the end of whatever we put our minds on. we are dragonblood. we are the daughters of the Dragon King and so much more

xxx

You matter. I will remember you. you said. I used to think that my life did not matter. I didn't know what to do once free. I was willing to give my life to my sister, die for her, fight for her... but not live. I realized that living required a lot of effort. I realized that living required a lot of strength and a reason to move forward. I realized my life was worth living when you were in it.. you taught me that. you made me feel that. I.. Jaime. my life is nothing without you. "

xxx

Bäahal, once angry, was a force to reckon with. A force of destruction that could only be matched by the amount of love she was able to give."

xxx

Bäahal had a lot of love to give despite the tragedies that ravaged her heart.

The princess loved her family, her friends, even the commoners who had never seen her, but more importantly, she loved Jaime Lannister.

He was her first choice ever, as an independent person. right after she became free, right after she chose to remain free, she chose to love the knight

GOT: Theodore Tyrell

The Seven Kingdoms princess danced in the middle of the ballroom. She looked especially ethereal, bathed in the moonlight from above. For the occasion, Bäahal wore a silver dress, embedded with Lapis-Lazulis and a few amethysts that conjured up the image of a silver butterfly to anyone who set their eyes on her. Her head was crowned with silver braids, adorned with blue jewels, that cascaded on her back like rain on her body. To the onlookers, the princess was a work of art. The striking contrast of her ebony skin with the silver strands of hair and the bright color of her dress left an everlasting impression. Poems and songs written about her did not do justice to her beauty, they did not do justice to the gasps of awe and admiration she got from the crowds of peasants and nobles she got to meet. They did not do justice to the sight Theodore Tyrell saw at this instant. 

She captivated him when he saw her on the horse she was riding. A woman of her standing would have taken a carriage, and she probably should have traveled in one but given the impressive number of soldiers that rode by her side, it was safe to say that the princess was not in fear of an ambush. She appeared as a fearless creature, a woman of grit and strength that befitted her reputation as the princess who survived a siege.  Theodore was mesmerized when he saw her on her horse, a fierce battle-worn black mare that lost an eye to battle but who was the most trusted among the horses she rode.  She was even more beautiful in this nightgown, moving gracefully as if she were walking on clouds. Theo watched as Bäahal Targaryen executed her routine perfectly and when she finished, he stood up and applauded with the rest of the audience. 

She smiled and bowed before her audience as a way to thank them for their appreciation. She then walked back to her seat in an attempt to catch her breath and that was the moment Theodore chose to get close to her. He sat in the chair next to her, enchanted by the sight before him. Bäahal tilted her head to the side, as she noticed the new presence next to her. He grinned at her and grabbed her hand to press his lips against its back.  She didn't recognize him - as a matter of fact, she didn't know who he was- but gently smiled at him as he seemed friendly. He kept his thoughts to himself, for it wasn't the right moment to talk about the hottest topic of Westeros: Her betrothal to Jaime Lannister. Before he met the Princess, Theodore didn't understand why she would choose a traitor like Jaime Lannister as her husband. Was it love? Was it a promise made to the Lannisters? He couldn't tell. He imagined that she had no other choice but to honor the queen. She might have been given to Jaime as a reward for his loyalty during the Last War. 

Seeing her was different. Words didn't do justice to the young woman. She was far more beautiful than he imagined her to be and found himself  mesmerized by the sight of her amethyst eyes. Her warm smile made him feel warmer and he refused to release her hand. Bäahal looked at him and politely asked for him to release her hand. Once... Twice... and only on the third time, when she raised her voice a little bit, did Theodore release her hand. He made up his mind. He would challenge her choice. He would not, could not allow a miscreant like Jaime Lannister get away with his crimes and marry the princess. He hated the man -that was a given- and he hated the family. The Lannisters killed his grandmother Olenna Tyrell. The Lannisters killed his cousin, Margaery and the list of their crimes kept on getting longer. Jaime was to be hanged, not married! Jaime was to be humiliated, not revered and he certainly wouldn't accept that the princess wasn't his.  He released her hand and introduced himself with a light bow. 

"Theodore Tyrell, princess, at your service."

-TBC-

GoT(regular) : Dearest Kyra

Dearest Kyra,

Ser Tyrion informed me of the delicate situation you are stuck in. I offered to help but he told me that after the siege I should be more careful with what I was doing. 

I am writing quickly because my visit is long overdue and I shall take the road to Casterly Roc.  It is not lost on me that men fear women in power. Look at how they reacted when my sister sat on the throne. Look at what they did to me, to hurt her. I cannot stay passive so I am coming to your aid. 

With love 

Bäahal Targaryen 

Princess of the Seven Kingdoms.

GoT: Permission granted

Bäahal ran her hand over her tummy to self-soothe. She was nervous, especially since her fate would be discussed by the high council. She petitioned the queen, her sister Daenerys Targaryen, to allow her to travel the seven kingdoms like she used to do before the Redwyne's betrayal and the siege against her. She spent almost a year locked in the Red Keep both because she needed to heal but also because Jon and Jaime had devised a plan to force the Redwyne to out themselves as the instigator of such a treasonous act. They had to believe that the princess was dead otherwise they would have kept to themselves. While she understood the reasons for her situation, the silver head resented being locked in the castle. If anything, after the Last War and the crowning of her dear sister, Bäahal spent a long time trying to figure out what her role would be in this new era. 

She wasn't a politician, she wasn't a counselor either. She wasn't meant to stay in a castle and look pretty. She was meant to go as she pleased and talk to the common folks. Her desire for freedom led her to become her sister's ambassador among the commoners and led her to travel the seven kingdoms. She wanted to meet people, to show them that the crown cared about them and would provide their basic needs.  While the beginnings were difficult, she managed to win the hearts of her people and represent her sister the best. Daenerys appreciated the efforts her sister made to represent her to the commoners and noticed a behavior change when she walked the streets. There was more than fear or intrigued looks on their faces. She could see gratitude and admiration now and always made sure to thank her sister's hard work whenever she could. 

The siege changed everything. Daenerys didn't want her sister to take unnecessary risks. She refused to even consider the topic when they discussed it in private much to Bäahal's chagrin. Part of her understood her sister's reasons for refusing but another one was growing impatient. She needed to leave, she needed to travel the realm. She needed to escape the suffocating walls of the Red Keep and  Daenerys should have understood it better than anyone else. Since her private supplications didn't work, then a petition to the High Council might certainly help her.  She could see her sister's despair in her eyes, a silent plea for Bäahal to withdraw her petition and stop trying to leave the safety of the castle. Her own eyes exposed how mortified the princess had been because she knew her decision to leave would open freshly closed wounds but Bäahal could not help her true nature. 

She wasn't made for the walls and the gardens of the Red Keep. She wasn't meant for a sedentary life, spent withering like a flower in a vase. No! She was meant to ride her horse outside. She was meant to meet the people and care for them. She was meant for the life she built before the siege. If anything, that unfortunate event showed her just how important her work was. After all, wasn't she turning the people into Daenerys followers?  Still self-soothing, the princess wasn't paying attention to the raised voices in the war room. Her eyes were staring at Daenerys as if the two of them were having a conversation of their own. She looked at her fingers, at how hard they clenched to the fabric of her dress, at how bruised her fingers were for flattening her dress to soothe herself. 

It felt as if the world didn't exist but Daenerys understood her sister's motivation for leaving. She understood the first time Bäahal came to her and requested she become her ambassador. She understood why it became vital for her to leave the confines of the Red Keep. She was a free spirit and Daenerys couldn't possibly keep her contained in the castle. It would cause more harm than good. So she stopped the ongoing arguments and looked at Bäahal straight in the eyes. Her lips trembled but she firmly spoke, granting Bäahal the right to resume her role as an ambassador. That sentence alone elicited a sigh of relief from the princess who stopped self-soothing and looked at her sister with tears in her eyes. Finally, she was granted freedom again! 

However, the conditions were different from the first time. The queen refused to let her go with just two guards. It had to be at least five of them, vetted by Jon himself. She was requested to be more vigilant this time and to become more familiar with the noble houses and the history of Westeros so she would notice if something went wrong, unlike last time. She could do it, after all, Jaime had started to teach her and she could improve her knowledge with the help of the Red Keep's maesters. A smile graced her features and she stood up and bowed in front of the queen, thanking her for her generosity and understanding. She was free, at long last! 

GoT headcanon: Bäahal love language

Bäahal love language: 

acts of service:  She fought hard for Jaime (whether it was crossing the whole country to find him / his grave and help him or pleading with her sister to consider her relationship with the knight in a bid to both save his life and give him a second chance at life and love. ) and She will always do anything in her power in order for him to feel good, loved, and cared for. She's also very naive and innocent in the way she behaves and loves to share her experiences with others. 

words of affirmation: She always talks to him, always points out his qualities, and always reassures him that she loves him and that he's doing good. She sees him in her own way and she sees him as a good man, worthy of being with her and worthy of being happy. 

Her tears: it's a special one. Bäahal is a crybaby but she doesn't cry just for anybody. She only cries for the people she loves. 

 

Got: The people princess

As rumors of the princess' passing had traveled Westeros, House  Redwyne was hoping to rally the commoners and the other houses to their rebellion against the Targaryen. They had not claimed to be responsible for the siege before being certain of their victory but things turned out different from what they had envisioned. They thought that Westeros as a whole hated Queen Daenerys and her whole lineage but they were wrong. The news of Princess Bäahal's death was met with tears and grief. The commoners genuinely loved their princess because she was one of the very few nobles to ever descend to their level. She was one of the very few to be concerned by them and willing to meet with the population. Bäahal was known as a kind and loving person and echoes of her heroics during the siege spread like wildfire. They grew to love her more and mourned her death. Bäahal worked tirelessly to let people know about the story of her family, about the desires of her sister to break the wheel and build a better future for everyone. They truly believed that their queen was championing them and the princess' behavior was proof enough of Daenerys' desire to do better for her people. 

The other noble houses were less keen to rebel against the queen. It wasn't so much the fear of being burned alive by her dragons. It wasn't the fear of entering a needless war that would only hurt those who participated in it as well as damage their reputation in front of their own subjects. It became trickier for House Redwyne to reveal that they were behind the conspiracy that took the life of the people princess. Were they in the wrong for trying to reject Daenerys and her ideas? The noble houses didn't seem to be on board with the new Queen's program. She wanted to "break the wheel", to change their traditions and move forward, from what they have always known. How could it be accepted? Bäahal's death was supposed to weaken the support of the Targaryens. It was supposed to show them how weak they were and instead of it, it only strengthened their position. Commander Jon and Ser Jaime Lannister were on their trail. They would end up confronting the Redwyne about their participation in the siege and while the head of the house tried to tie all loose ends, he knew that Commander Jon was so inspiring that he might convince someone to speak of what they heard.  They tried to kill their servants, in a way that wouldn't give away their culpability but they didn't account for the child of one of their servants to have the written testimony incriminating House Redwyne for their treason.  They weren't aware that the child had already left their kingdom and reached out to the Red Keep and demanded an audience with the queen because he had the most important information to deliver. 

It was just a matter of time before the trap Jaime Lannister and Jon Snow closed upon their targets. 

JB (modern) What would happen if you ever died?

 JB (regular): 

What would happen if you ever died? I couldn't dare think about it. I couldn't try to imagine life without you. I know I would survive you, for I cannot give up on my family. I would live for them, I would do my best to keep them safe but I would be devastated if you are gone. Oh Jaime, you give me purpose. you give me a reason to fight every morning. I didn't expect to know love in this lifetime and was certain that I would die serving others, be it family, be it friends, be it the throne...I was about to give myself to this life. I didn't trust people, let alone men. To me they were all the same, taking whatever they wanted with no consideration for the others. 

I went through so much shit, you know them all. Being used as an object because I wasn't born in the right family. Being despised, desired, abused for everything I had. I had nothing but my pride and the desire to fulfill my mother's dream of freedom. I was free but upon discovering freedom, I was burdened with uncertainty and darkness. What to do now that I was free? I placed myself in the service of my sister, thinking that my life was no worthy of more. I was willing to become her blade, her shield, whatever she needed to be safe but I didn't think about me. You made me. You saved me. 

So how could I go on without you? I would lose my raison de vivre! You are a man I trust. You are a man I fell in love with. The first and I hope, my last. I searched the seven kingdoms for you. I cried out your name when I was dying from starvation. I only want you... even now as I am confronted with the idea of you losing your life to find the traitors to the thrones, I cannot imagine myself love another human being. I can't. I simply can't. You are my everything and I beg of you... I beg of you to survive. I know, I know my sister might not allow us to be together, but I surely would feel better if you were alive rather than dead. I would still be able to protect you from afar, to love you from a distance and ensure your family's safety...Do not die. I beg of you. Do not die for if you do die, I will die with you. My always and forever! My beloved. 

-TBC-

GoT (regular): What about the future?

 There are so many questions the princess had not thought about. The focus was on whether or not her sister would give them her blessings but there was a whole life to live once that decision was made. Baahal had prepared for the refusal to grant them permission to be together. She came to terms with her sister denying her love. Romantic love.  The princess has not prepared for the eventuality of a positive answer. What then? What could she do?

She didn’t know where she’d live. As a princess, she had to remain in the red keep but that also meant being parted from her love. She had not thought of the fact Jaime Lannister would become her consort and what it fully implied for his family as well as for him. Baahal knew nothing about Royal protocols and policies. She didn’t know about traditions. She only knew the powerful love she shared with the Knight and the desire to finally be happy together.  The cost would be high, the perils would be plentiful but their love…. Their love would be everlasting. Still, Baahal had no idea of what was to come or how difficult their path to a happy life would be. Still, she was willing to go through hell as long as she went with him

GoT: She wanted to tell him.

 Bäahal was nervous. It wasn't a big deal, not a big nervous break, no. Not like that. She was nervous because she wanted to tell Jaime how she felt about him. She had already done that in the past, during a dance with her former fiancé, in the comfort of his flat. She whispered to his ear while he had nuzzled her neck "Elias....I just want you to know that I am in love with you." That was simple, no theatrics, no preparation. It was spontaneous. 

With Jaime, it was something that had lingered on her mind for a while now. Two Christmas ago, the heiress knew that she was in love with the older Lannister. She was desperately, hopelessly, deeply in love with him but didn't know if she could say those words just yet. It wasn't because she was afraid of saying them -well, kind of-, it was because she didn't want him to add troubles to his plate. She was a Targaryen and he was a Lannister. He was older than her and given the stupid mentality of some of the wealthy kids she spent her time with, it could cause some backlash. She was terrified of his father and didn't know how her siblings would react to the news...

Yet, yet, she loved him. She wanted to tell him. She needed to tell him and she would. The best way to do it was to let it come naturally. So she would try not to think too hard about it, yet.. yet, her heart was flustered. Her heart was beating fast. She was nervous. She was in love.

GoT: Dearest Kyra

Dearest Kyra, 

I am the bearer of wonderful news! I know I haven't written to you in such a long time and I apologize for my shortcomings. As your brother, Ser Tyrion might have told you, My sister, the queen, granted us her blessings. You read it well! Jaime and I are betrothed and it is not a lie. I am so happy because I managed to keep my promise and ensure your brother's safety and he managed to convince my sister of his sincerity. 

My dearest Kyra, I am so happy because it means I will be able to marry Jaime and we will become sisters by law. You are my best friend in the whole world and I can't convey the joy I feel right now upon writing it. Am I allowed to call you sister from now on? Am I? I would love to be able to but if you prefer not, please let me know. Oh... We're still trying to figure out if the House we suspect is the culprit of the siege.  I will keep you informed. 

Until then, please know that you have my eternal friendship, 

Best. 

Bäahal Targaryen

Princess of the Seven Kingdoms.

Sensual questions : Bäahal edition

Sensual questions: Bäahal edition

About you: 

Big spoon or little spoon? Little Spoon

Have you ever been on a blind date? Can we consider courtship by suitors? if so, then yes!

What's the best kiss you've ever had? It was my first kiss with Jaime during the Long Night. 

What's the best date you've ever been on? I will consider the long walks at Highgarden.

Favorite way to be affectionate with someone? I love to dance for them. I also love to touch them or storm into their room.

Favorite place to be touched? My cheek, my shoulders, my neck.

What's your favorite memory of you together? When he told me he was in love with me at Casterly Roc.

Do you prefer to give or receive? I love to give. I am learning to receive and Jaime does it beautifully both! 

What's your favorite type of kiss? I love a soft French kiss. when we take our time.

Juicy questions to ask about your relationship: 

What initially attracted you to him/her? His honest eyes. He was so honest and true when we met and I found him brave and true. I immediately trusted him when it was so hard for me to trust anyone.

Would you change anything about the way you met? No. I can still feel the shivers from that meeting.

Have you ever been in love? No. Jaime is the first love I have ever had.

Why did things end with your last ex? I used to be a slave.....

What's one of your dating deal-breakers? Physical violence is a no-no. 

Is there anything about the future that scares you? I don't want to lose Jaime. I know he's a target.

The most forbidden person you've ever had a crush on?  Jaime Lannister!

What's the wildest thing you've ever done for love? I was able to fight for Jaime. 

Do you want to have a family someday? Yes! I want a husband and children. sometimes in the future.

GoT: She never considered him lesser than

 Bäahal had never considered the knight as lesser than. When they met, he had already lost his hand and it never twisted her perception of him.  Jaime was brave, he was honest, and he had a passionate heart. He was the most beautiful man she's ever laid her eyes on. So she never recoiled in fear or disgust at the sight of his stump. She never thought ill of it, never took pity of him and instead welcomed Jaime as he was. 

It could have had something to do with the fact she grew up a slave and shared her life with a diversity of people, including those who were either maimed by her masters or who were born with visible disabilities. It never seemed odd to her, it never seemed ugly. It simply was. He simply was. 

GoT: Vis: I'm sorry

 "I know I can't take back the pain I caused you. I can't take back the tears you cried because of me. I wouldn't trust me if I were you, but I hope that you could see how much I am trying to be a better man. Sister-mine, I have been awful to you. You were just a kid, brought into the mess our father made. 

You were just a kid and I refused to see it. I was so mad at Father for hurting Mother and... she kept crying when we were together. She kept encouraging my worst traits in hopes I would take my anger out on you. I didn't know any better...well, I did. Rhaegar told me but I was too angry to see it.  I  was too angry to see that you needed love and you needed to be welcomed. I failed you as a brother and I am level-headed now. I can see. 

I will work hard so you wouldn't be afraid of men anymore. It doesn't matter how long it takes, but I will make it right by you, Bäahal. I promise. I love you. I love you and I wish we could get closer with time. I want to catch up with you. I want to know who you are, what you dream of, and what you want to do. I want to be a better brother and I hope you will show me how I could be."

GoT: The house always wins

GoT: The house always wins

// I love these two, so so so much.

The princess was sitting in front of her vanity fair. A maid was brushing her hair and preparing it for the hairdo of the day. Her heart was heavy and she was upset to be unable to share with anyone how she felt, truly felt about the situation. With her former best friend, Missandei, she could at least allow her mind to wander away. She could think about a better future for herself and even voice wishes into the wind, hoping that they could somehow come to life. Her best friend was gone. Her sister held her future in her hands and the brother of the lover could not entertain conversations about Jaime. He couldn’t because he didn’t want to hurt Baahal by telling her to avoid keeping her hopes high. 

So the princess was left on her own, with her kind maid who was brushing her painstakingly long silver hair. Her eyes set upon her hands as they nervously tapped the wooden table of the vanity. She wanted to talk about Hope, about a future where she could marry Jaime. She wanted to talk about having a child of her own and how much she wanted to raise a happy little family with the Lannister. Of course, reality was worse than fiction. She knew that the minute they would tell the world they were together, the world would try to separate them. Jaime Lannister was the most hated man in Westeros and the princess was the most sought-after princess. She had suitors, plenty of them who wanted to circumvent the fact the queen married a bastard. She was an asset. She was a tool for them and they could not accept that someone else put his hands on her. 

Jaime And Baahal would need to fight tooth and nail to preserve their piece. She knew it, still, she imagined a world where she could have children with Jaime. She saw them with two kids. An older sister and a younger brother. She imagined their beautiful eyes. Perhaps purple, perhaps green… she had no idea. It changed all the time. They would be light blonde almost silver-haired. The little girl would look more like Jaime, a true Lannister beauty. She would have his energy, his cunning mind. She would be sweet and probably reserved. She would inherit a lot of her father's traits and Baahal would think she is the most perfect little girl in the world. The little boy would look more like her, perhaps he would have a darker skin color than his sister. He would be spunky, feisty, and probably very stubborn like she was. And he would be the most precious little boy ever. She could see it, she wanted it. She wanted to give Jaime the chance to be a father too and in her fantasy, she always imagined him there, training his kids, teaching them when he had the time to do so. He would be a good father, a better father than Tywin. He would be there for his children and the thought made Baahal shed a tear.

She wiped it off of her face and took a big sigh. What if….. what if the gods didn’t bless her with children? What if they denied her this joy? Maybe Tyrion was right and Baahal shouldn’t entertain a future with Jaime. Maybe she couldn’t allow herself to feel this way and picture a different life for herself. Still….. she wanted it. She needed it, more than anything in the whole world. A life with Jaime. The love of her life….. the moon to her stars. She couldn’t go against her sister's wishes and she couldn’t go against the gods. She made an oath. She was loyal to the house Targaryen and if her house wanted something from her, she would give it to the house. After all, the House always wins. 

Doya: She was the hot girl!

"She was the Hot Girl with the wild hair!

She was a Colt user maestro,

The fisticuffs lady,

Team Free Will's own girl.

She was Dean's wife, partner, and one hell of a hunter.

Don't trifle with her. Don't even think about it!"

GoT: Do you remember?

 Got: 

"Do you remember, Jaime? Do you remember the day you told me you loved me? I do. I remember I thought you didn't love me, how could you? I was convinced that you couldn't love me because I wasn't enough for you, but I was so wrong. I was so wrong. You found something to love in me, something to respect, and something to treasure. Jaime, when you told me you loved me way too much to just be my friend. I couldn't believe you, because all my life, except for my dear mother, I have been treated like a thing. I was but to be possessed and used. Every person I loved was killed and I believed that I was doomed to be alone. Yet, you saw something in me. You found something to love in me. 

copg : seduction

COPG: 

"I want to enjoy my Sin the way I intend to. I want to remind him of the bliss between my legs, of the warmth of my embrace and the heat of my mouth. I want to remind him of our violent and delicious delights. I want to remind him of the reasons that led gods to fight for me. Perhaps, it is my deepest desire to be with him. Perhaps it is the lack of his touch, the craving of his hands roaming over my body, exploring the creases and crevices of my curves, to have him enjoy me, the way only he could do. I admit, I have been missing him. I have longed for his return and I cannot be denied. So when he's back, he will have to deal with my strong appetite. I think he would like it. I know my Sin after all."

JB: "I love you too my princess."

 He ran his fingers through her silver mane and searched for her gaze. She gave him a sheepish smile and planted a kiss on the tip of his nose. A smile graced her feature as she kissed his nose again before rolling on her side to bare her back at him. He wrapped one powerful arm around her waist and rolled on his side so they could assume a spooning position. To think he actually lost her too many times to count now had made him aware of how much he refused to be alone now. It wasn't because « he deserved it »  No! It was that selfish need to be loved, the yearning for a touch, the longing for a kiss, and the desperate search for someone's warmth. 

Jaime wasn't that perfect man who was willing to sacrifice himself for the sake of his House without actually having a couple of regrets. He would give his life, anytime, anywhere if it was to do his duty but he was tired of sacrificing everything. he was tired of being lonely. He did spend decades obsessed with Cersei. He gave her his heart, his life, and everything he had only to have his heart crushed into pieces. The Knight tried to convince himself that it was meant to be and lost himself even more in his duty. He was a fool though because as much as he would have liked it not to hurt him, it had. 

With Bäahal, things were different, she was different. He couldn't say he fell in love with her at first sight because it would not be true. What Jaime did feel when they first met was more a fondness he couldn't quite name. He wanted her to survive. He wanted her to live. His feelings for her came much later. She was loyal, innocent, and genuine. She kept going, and no matter how hard her life was, she kept going and she tried to give hope to those around her.  Bäahal was warm against him, she was soft and loving and she soothed his pain. He couldn't quite know why or how she was doing it, but being next to her allowed him to find peace and he refused to trade it for all the riches of the world.

Romantic much? Maybe simply it was just a selfish desire. The very one she felt whenever Jaime was involved in something. He made her heartbeat go faster, He took her breath away but most importantly, he made her feel safe. SAFE! The young princess smiled at him and quietly whispered to Jaime as she realized she would soon fall asleep.« You know... no matter what happens to me, the mere thought you will always be there is enough to drive me. I love you. Tremendously. » She said as she closed her eyes again and snuggled up better against the Golden Lion who leaned his chin on top of her shoulder.

« I love you too, my princess. » 

Was all he needed to say as he kept his arm around her frame, protective of her as he refused to let her exit his life again.