Showing posts with label trivia. Show all posts
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Monday, July 28, 2025

Windora trivia: Vampire society in Windora storyline

  1. 5 founding fathers (called Founding vampires): En-Sabah Adora, François Roustain, Akhona Ngawa, Fenghua Li, and Stepjan Stejic. 
  2. All 5 vampires gathered together and created a small council of Elders. 
  3. The council decided to expand, and each founding member sired children, enough to create 5 families: The Adora, the Roustain, the Ngawa, the Li, and the Stejic. 
  4. The families were considered equal, but the truth was, the Adora were the most powerful, feared, and revered throughout time. En-Sabah Adora was the first vampire to ever walk the Earth and therefore the most powerful of all. Usually, he was the last one to give his opinion, and his decision was final and the one followed by the rest of the family. After his death, the Adora family retained this level of reverence and power. 
  5. After millennia of ruling, the founding vampires all died under various circumstances, but it had been such a long time ago that it's difficult to confirm they are all effectively dead. 
  6. Mausoleums were built in their honor, but we do not know what's truly inside, as it's forbidden to destroy the tombs and try to collect the ashes or any remains still existing. 
  7. The deaths that can be easily proven because they died in public eyes were those of Ngawa, Li, and Stejic. All three died by exposure to the sun. Ngawa freely walked in after suffering the loss of her firstborn child (which happened to also be her biological child). The loss was too great for her mind to endure, and she committed suicide. Stejic lost his mind -under suspicious circumstances- and nearly threatened to destroy his own family. He was declared unfit to rule anymore and was put in isolation -locked in an empty tower with a rooftop window that could only open through a complex system. He chose to open the window and let the sun burn him to a crisp after so long spent isolated from the rest of his community.  The last one, Li, was actually murdered.  She became so hell-bent on going to war against the other families that, for their own sake, her own family turned on her. They trapped her and publicly executed her through a clever system of windows.
  8. The deaths that can't be easily proven because no one saw them were the last two: Roustain and Adora. It was said that Adora buried himself at the bottom of the ocean after he ran a wooden stake through his heart. Only his firstborn witnessed the death and was the one who buried him at the bottom of the ocean, but no one else saw proof that he was dead. Rumours said that he knew he was going mad and was dissatisfied with his condition as a vampire. To prevent a potential genocide of his species, he decided to kill himself. 
  9. It was also said that Roustain actually demanded to be decapitated and torn apart by his firstborns. Each parts of his body were buried in different places in the world, but his head is the only "relic" they expose at his mausoleum.  Rumours had it that Roustain was the closest friend of Adora, and upon seeing him go mad due to vampirism, he opted to die in a bid to protect the species.
  10. The only remains that are exposed are of Li, Ngawa, and Stejic. There are urns with their ashes in their mausoleums. 
  11. There is a skull, said to be of Roustain, in his dedicated Mausoleum.  Lux is the only one who suspects that it's not his real skull but someone else's. 
  12. There is nothing in Adora's Mausoleum, and Lux suspects that he isn't dead either.
  13. The truth: Roustain isn't dead. He just hasn't made an official comeback yet. 
  14. He hated Adora. He wanted to be the most powerful of the species, the one others would look up to. The ones they would fear and they would revere. He hated the power Adora had and the respect across the Vampire society and among their peers. He poisoned Adora and had to flee the council and the vampire society altogether with his firstborns. 
  15. François Roustain knew that the poison would take a lot of time to kill Adora, so he bided his time and fell into a deep slumber. He instructed his firstborns to tell a fake story about his demise so he would come out as pious, victorious, and generous. By the time he poisoned Adora, the vampire society was developed enough for the Roustain family to remain despite their leader being dead. 
  16. They also survived for so long because Adora didn't tell the truth. Instead, he decided to take his death in stride and prepare his offspring and the vampire society for a new age without the founding vampire. The truth about his death was disguised, and the legend of the benevolent Founding Father was born out of a desire to light the path of his species and to have them focus on protecting each other, even if that meant they would die in the process.

So what we know so far is that: 

  1. The Five Founding Vampires are officially dead. 4 effectively are: Li, Ngawa, Adora, Stejic.  1 is actually still alive: Roustain.
  2. Frederic isn't aware of the existence of François Roustain. He is obsessed with becoming an Adora and accessing their wealth, their fame, and their status through a marriage to Lux, as well as their power. 
  3. Frederic has her followed because he is intrigued by her desire to dig into the vampire mythos and legends. 
  4. Lux is the only blood descendant of Adora. Hence, her immense power and her full transformation physique.  She doesn't know it. Aurelius doesn't either.
  5. François wants to eradicate the Adora family and become the only ruler of the Vampire society. He would stop at nothing, including starting a war where only the fittest would survive.

Thursday, May 22, 2025

Jake Trivia and headcanons (N. edition)

Jake Trivia:  (From N.)


// For safekeeping! 


Death: Jake has become familiar with death over the years. He experienced it firsthand for the first time when he witnessed the death of his mother. After that, he was taken on the road with his father and brothers, and John trained his son to kill all manner of creatures who were doling out death themselves. 

He never enjoyed the killing, but eventually grew somewhat detached from the reality of death. It was a survival mechanism. The only way Jake could stomach standing over gruesome murder after gruesome murder was to distance himself from it. He stopped allowing himself to see the people behind the gore, stopping thinking about who they had been and what had been done to them. He stopped allowing himself to care because the caring was going to tear him apart. Hunting became a job, one he still does from time to time when he stumbles on a case, but more and more over the years, he has distanced himself from that world. 

Jake has accepted his own death as an inevitability. He lives life to the fullest, denying himself little in the way of his own wants and desires, because he believes he is likely to die sooner rather than later anyway. So why the hell not enjoy the ride?


Love: Jake has been in love, once (pre-Lux). It did not end well. Love is not something that he has actively sought out since. 

He believes it exists. He hasn't become so jaded that he denies the existence of love. Jake just doesn't see it as being in the cards for him. His life has been bloody and messy. It still is, still can be. It's not something he would want to drag someone into. Especially if he cared about them. 

Jake deliberately keeps relationships superficial, casual. He doesn't look for romantic love.

There are a few people in his life he can't help but care for more deeply. His brothers, Dean and Sam, he loves, complicated at their relationships are complicated. His sister-in-law, Oya. He loves them, and this feeling terrifies him. The possibility of losing another loved one is too painful to contemplate. It is a fear that hides behind his easygoing demeanor and endless jokes.


Marriage: Jake has not thought much about marriage. Simply because he long ago dismissed it as not being in the cards for him.  Never mind the legal complications: legally, he has been missing since the age of 12 and has long been assumed dead, Jake Winchester is an alias, and officially does not exist. 

Jake keeps all of his relationships with women casual. He has not been looking for romantic involvement, much less thinking about marriage. 

It has always been so far out of the realm of possibility for him that he doesn't even think about it.


Heartbreak: it takes many forms, and Jake is familiar with all of them. From the loss of his mother and his old life, the failure to save innocent lives, or having the one woman he loved betray him and smash his heart into a million pieces. Jake has been there, done that. 

As far as dealing with it? Jake retreats into silence, withdraws into himself, and does little else but sit with the pain until time dulls it enough that he can move on. It never goes away, but eventually it can be tucked away somewhere in the back of his mind.

What other choice did he have when his mother was killed and he was thrown into the back of an impala, told to deny his old identity, deny knowledge of his mother, deny everything, and soldier on? His relationship with heartbreak and pain was formed then, and his habits have changed little in the years since.


Soothing/ addiction and coping mechanisms: We are going to combine these two topics, because when it comes to Jake, you can't talk about one without talking about the other. 

Jake is a loner and has never turned to others for comfort or soothing. His mother, when he was young, but those days are long gone, and John berated that habit in him long ago. 

Self-soothing is the way to go, and Jake long ago turned to alcohol and all manner of drugs to dull the pain. 

He is an alcoholic, but masks it well. People see a singer who likes to party. No cause for alarm. He's a good time, and they move on. No one spends enough time around Jake to put two and two together, i.e., that the drinking never really stops.  

It dulls the pain enough to let him carry on, too.

Thursday, May 15, 2025

Trivia and headcanons: Lux edition

  • Lux's age has never been specified, but she's currently over 2000 years old. 
  • Jake is the love of her life. She is loyal to him, so do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Jake in front of her, and do not even try to insinuate that he is not loyal to her. 
  • Windora is the ship's name.  
  • Lux's true vampire form has claws, a tail, and bat fangs.  
  • Lux is infertile, and it can't be reversed due to her vampirism. She's made her peace with it rather quickly. 
  • Fighting turns her on. That's basically what happened when Jake and she were alone for the first time. They had a fight. 
  • She is multilingual due to millennia spent traveling the world.
  • She considers her Sire, Aurelius, like her father,  and the second vampire he sired, Alceste, to be her brother.
  • Lux loves showing Jake off. She's smitten over him and loves how clever, cunning, fun,  and skilled he is. 
  • She calls Jake "Puppy", Aurelius "Father", and Alceste "Ogre" (it's endearing)
  • Jake calls her "Madam", "Miss Adorable", Aurelius calls her "My rose", and Alceste calls her "Miss Bites-a-lot" (it's endearing)
  • Jakes is one of the very few (her father, her brother, and her Renaissance late lover as well) to not be grossed out by her true form.
  • Lux feels extremely self-conscious of her true form. She's comfortable in it; that's not the problem. It's the social stigma that comes with it that became a core belief that her true form is to be hidden away and too off-putting to be shown in public.  
  • She has a white inked tattoo of a rose on her neck. 
  • She never sired a vampire, mostly because she doesn't feel the urge to do so and, like her father, prefers to give humans the freedom of a well-informed choice. Upon learning what being a vampire truly entails, most people give up on the idea. 
  • Despite Lux being of the high nobility, she struggles with being respected by her peers. They consider her appearance to be a disgrace when she's fully transformed and urge her to keep a semi-vampire form, which is more palatable for them. They do envy her position, wealth, and power, and want to marry her to gain access to it.  Lux rejects all suitors because she refuses to become a tool, and she knows they're not asking for her hand out of love for her. 

  • She has to hold back on her anger so much when she's in the vampire society that she lashes out when she's with humans. 

  • Lux doesn't remember her human life, except that there was so much pain in it, she was willing to die to become a vampire. Aurelius saved her "life" by killing her and turning her into a vampire. 

  • Lux regrets her vampirism, not because she became a monster, but rather, she resents immortality because she watched people she cared about die of old age or human diseases, and she remained just the same. 

  • Lux is, at her heart, a true switch. However, since she hasn't met her match, she usually is quite dominant.  Jake might help her reveal that submissive side of hers. 
  • Lux is very straightforward. She would be very honest about what she wants and what she feels. Her honesty sometimes brought her troubles, especially when she talked back to the members of the High nobility. 
  • Lux had a child when she was still human. Unfortunately, during a raid in her small town, that child was murdered in front of her and her fate was to become a "whore" for the invading tribe. She would have been subjected to torture and rape which, coupled with the murder of her child, achieved to make her lose her mind. She killed the murderers and escaped from her town. She walked aimlessly, begging for death to come to her when she met Aurelius. She asked him to kill her and make her forget about her child and her life as a human when she came back as a vampire, which he did. 
  • Lux is not used to tenderness. The only people who treated her like that, before Jake,  were her father and brother, and her late lover Paolo. Most people are either aggressive or requesting her to be aggressive, which she indulges. 
  • Lux tends to scratch Jake's back when they have sex. Depending on how she does it (with or without claws), it can either fully heal by the morning after, or she can leave them there if they're superficial.  
  • Lux is a rather possessive creature. She's also exclusive. Jake is hers, and she is Jake's, no one else, no matter how hard they try, would ever get her attention.  While she's not suffocating like most possessive people are, it manifests in her showing Jake off, wanting others to look at him, admire him, and desire him, but refusing that anyone takes it too far and touches him inappropriately. Jake can handle these people, so she wouldn't intervene, but she would always fuck these scents off of him. Always. 
  • In this universe, only powerful vampires use "vampire magic": which actually entails: "metamorphosis" into smoke/ animals like cats and bats, "glamour" which hides any vampiric features to the human eyes, "telepathy" which can only exist between a sire and his progeny, "persuasion", which can only work on lesser vampires/ humans.  Otherwise, they rely on witches and other magical creatures to cast spells. (Their day-walking rings are gifts from witches. Only the highest nobility have them, which allows them to daywalk without burning into a crisp. Lux has access to all of this. 
  • Lux couldn't care less about human lives. She wouldn't go out of her way to save them. She also wouldn't actively try to destroy them. She usually refrains from hurting humans and has several favourite blood bags (at least, before Jake, she had plenty of them). However, she reviles hunters and would always make sure they're dead if they ever came to her. 
  • Lux yearns for love. She won't say it out loud, but she wants to be loved for who she is, regardless of her vampiric nature or anything else. She yearns for sincerity and for someone to find beauty in her whole being. 
  • Lux has three loyal and willing blood bags, one of them being a beautiful blonde woman named Kelly. These people belong to the wealthy human society and are devoted to Lux. They would all regret it when Lux claims she wouldn't drink from them, unless there was an emergency (and Jake can't feed her, for some reason). One of them, Alessandro,  would be resentful and openly jealous of Jake. He would let him know that he shouldn't have access to such a privilege and would misunderstand Jake and Lux's relationship as being purely based on a kink, rather than them having genuine feelings for each other. While she's certain Jake would put him in his place and she would let it happen, she would also talk to Alessandro and berate him for badmouthing Jake and treating him like dirt, and a repeat offence would be the last he'll ever do. Needless to say, it would calm the man down. 
  •  Lux loves to bite Jake. It's both kinky, as in " blood play" between the two of them, and something they both share, their love language of sorts. She bites, and he gives himself freely. 
  • Her vampirism gave her red eyes and black sclera.  She can also grow a tail and claws when she's fully transformed. Her hair turned red after she turned into a vampire. All these elements make her stand out in the vampire society.
  • She heard of the Winchester brothers' exploits, but by the Winchester brothers, it's only Sam and Dean Winchester. She's not aware of Jake being a Winchester just yet. 
  • She wraps her tail around Jake's arm when they fall asleep. It's a way to show affection, and a way for him to know she feels safe. 
  • As time will go by, she might be more comfortable in her true form with her tail out (and claws only coming out when they're fucking for example.) 
  • Lux lashes out at people when she's upset. She would always hiss and bare her fangs as an indicator of her state of mind. 
  • New Orleans would hold some importance in Lux's mind because that's where she met Jake.
  •  It would take some time for her to admit that she can't get enough of Jake and wants to stay with him forever. She will come and go and try to forget him with other blood bags and other lovers, but it will never be the same. They are not Jake. So she would always come back to him. Eventually, around the 5th time, she would admit she doesn't want to leave him. 
  • Lux is well aware of her beauty and extremely confident in herself. The only time she might not be as confident would be with her true form, given the heavy weight the vampire society placed on her shoulders to keep it hidden. 
  • Immortality made her feel like her life was meaningless. She doesn't want humans to experience the same thing as she did and would discourage her lovers from becoming vampires. She doesn't want Jake to die, but she's well aware that it's part of Life and she should enjoy and cherish every moment she has with him. 
  • Lux enjoys greatly to watch others salivate over Jake. She loves to watch them twitch and groan and try to get into his pants, with him not giving in to their desires. He flirts, she can see it, but she also knows he's doing it because of her. Lux loves that her man (or arm candy in that situation) makes others want to have a piece. It turns her on so much that he's desired and even more that she gets to wash those scents off of him when they're alone again. 
  • She is obsessed with Jake, literally obsessed with him.  She thinks he is the most fascinating human she's ever met. (on top of being extremely handsome and sexy!)
  • Lux is insanely rich; it's a perk of being 2000 years old and a vampire. She mostly gets away with it by pretending to be her own descendant. In the 21st century, she played heavily into the conspiracy theories that claimed she was a clone, rather than anything supernatural, to keep curious minds away from the truth.  So far, they all eat up the lie of the strong genes in her family. 
  • She tends to become silent and shoot a very intense look at the person she's upset with when they belong to the vampire nobility. Otherwise, she's very straightforward and would bash your head in if she is angry with you. 
  • Lux is an extremely powerful vampire, but she is vastly underestimated by her peers, which often leads to their demise at her hands. 
  • Lux is very cute when she blushes. Very few things can truly make her blush like a first-time bride: Tenderness. Romantic gestures. Genuine compliments.
  • Lux's true appearance is reviled by the entire Vampire society. It's mostly due to their ignorance and the fact that contemporary vampires now have common traits. (two long canines they call "fangs", paleness, white sclera. and no tail) 
  • There are 5 big families in the Vampire society.  Lux Adora belongs to one of them.  On top of it, she's also the descendant of one of the original vampires. 
  • She is all over him, all the damn time. Her hands love to explore him, touch him, and tease him. So she would always be touching that man! He turns her on so much! 
  • Lux can relate to Jake's solitude. She doesn't know his past but has noticed that he was always on his own, even when he was surrounded by people. 
  • She is loyal to Jake. Do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Jake in front of her, or make her believe that he is cheating on her. She knows he's loyal, and she knows he won't even entertain looking at someone else. She doesn't either. They chose one another! 
  • She is shameless and would have zero care in the world about being seen in an "embarrassing" position in public. She could walk naked among humans if she so pleased.  Things are a tad different when she's in the vampire society, where protocol, customs, and the harsh punishment for straying from the rules brings. 
  • Lux loves reading romance. She always has a book within reach so she can use it for escapism. 
  • Lux isn't clingy, however, she is very cuddly. Vampire society can be rather cold and distant; therefore, she tries to compensate for her lack of love by loving someone else with all she has. The only exception is both her father and sibling, who retained their warmth. 
  • She blushes,  her ears flutter, and she frenetically wags her tail when she's embarrassed, aroused, or scared. 
  • She obviously would have a hard time connecting with Jake's family. They would all see her as a legitimate threat (and would be right to. She doesn't blame them).  Maybe, after some time and after they realize that it's serious and Jake is happy with her, perhaps Oya would be more open to them as a couple. 
  • Aurelius would need some time to assess Jake, but as soon as he is certain the Winchester actually loves his daughter and wants her happiness, he would welcome him without any hesitation. Alceste would joke a lot about the pairing, mostly Jake's ability to handle his sister, given how much smart talk she gives him. Both would be very welcoming of this pairing (because both want Lux to be happy.) 
  • She does have a Berserk button. Do not threaten her Father, brother, or Jake. 
  • Lux is a great cook; she always tries to give a good time to anyone who stops by her place. She prefers hearty meals to fancy ones, but can do almost anything she wants.
  • Red is her favorite color. She always looks stunning when she wears it. 

Wednesday, May 14, 2025

Hayley trivia and headcanon (Hayley DDBA edition)

  • Hayley is currently 25 years old. 
  • Matt Murdock is the love of her life. She is loyal to him, so do not try to seduce her, do not try to trash Matt or Daredevil in front of her, and do not even try to insinuate that Daredevil is not loyal to her. 
  • Matee is the ship's name.  
  • Hayley's body is covered with scars
  • Hayley is infertile due to the rigorous training and medical experiments on her.  It can't be reversed. She's made her peace with it rather quickly. 
  • Her weapon of choice is a katana she carries on her back. She has to because she never knows when the H.A.N.D. will attack. 
  • Hayley is a decent cook. She learned a lot during her youth and can perform well.
  • Hayley is a switch. Her standard would always to be a bit dominant.
  • Hayley has a huge Afro. If she were to straighten her hair, it would reach her knees.
  • Hayley tends to scratch Matt's back when they have sex, which is something she loves to see the morning after. (She's smug about it.) 
  • She also never lets up. especially when she has things to ask. Hayley is stubborn, and even Matt knows better than to try and swerve her.
  • She doesn't fear death. She doesn't mind risking her life to save others. However, she doesn't want to lose Matt. 
  • Hayley thinks of herself as a monster and can't accept that she deserves a second chance.
  • Hayley is severely lonely. 
  • Matt calls her "Lee" when he's affectionate with her, or "little bug".
  • She has worked with Elektra and holds a lot of respect for her. She can also relate a lot to her. 
  • She is a very stubborn woman. She is determined to help others even when they don't want to. 
  • The H.A.N.D. is after her, mostly because they don't like the fact that she's escaped them. 
  • Hayley doesn't believe in second chances.  However, she's been influenced by her friend Melania and Matt's strong belief that people deserve at least another chance at life, to show that they can become better. 
  • She calls Matt her "little devil". 
  • Hayley has a white inked star tattoo on her left wrist.
  • Hayley has brown skin with grey eyes. 
  • She is a very stubborn woman. Her determination is so intense that she never gives up, and it takes a lot to make her change her mind. Especially if someone she loves is sick or injured.
  • She survived the "blimp" and tirelessly worked harder to protect the weak and needy during those 5 years.
  • Hayley has never been loved before, therefore, she has no idea that something so beautiful exists or that she's worthy of being loved. She only saw her value as someone who could be used or a valuable asset because that's the only way she was raised. With Matt, she'll discover love, its magic,  and its growing pains.
  • To combat solitude, Hayley drinks, dances, beats up abusive spouses, and fights.
  • Hayley has only heard about Luke Cage. She doesn't know very well what his whereabouts are, but she made sure to keep in mind the existence of that superpowered individual.
  • She has encountered Claire Temple, the Night Nurse, once as Widowmaker. Claire patched her up.
  • Hayley also encountered Iron Fist. He is actually one of the top donors to the Shelter.  She knows there is more to him as she can sense his chi. 
  • She smells like Jasmine. A scent Matt would quickly become fond of.
  • She is a beautiful woman and an uncanny beauty. She makes sure to downplay her attractiveness by dressing plainly.
  • She has met Jessica Jones briefly when the latter investigated the disappearance of a woman who used to be a client of the shelter. Hayley worked with Jessica and managed to help solve the case without Jessica realizing she was a vigilante.
  • Matt doesn't like the idea of someone else sweeping Hayley off her feet. Still, he will play it cool and pretend he's fine when jealousy rears its ugly head.
  • Hayley is very cuddly when she's sleeping next to Matt. 
  • She can relate to Matt as both had ties to the H.A.N.D., both are orphans, and both are vigilantes.
  • She would get along well with Frank because they both see the world in the same way. 
  • Hayley loves reading. She always has a book within reach so she can use it for escapism.
  • Hayley's only "friend" would be her colleague at the shelter, Melania. a middle-aged blonde and rotund woman who gave her a second chance at life by helping her get hired at the shelter. 
  • Hayley has worked for the Belgian secret services as an infiltrator of the H.A.N.D. Needless to say that the horrors she read about/ covered up/ enacted on behalf of Belgium tainted her soul. 
  • She has finally started to feel pleasure when having sex with Matt. 
  •  Hayley isn't clingy, however, she is very cuddly. She didn't grow up in a very loving house and therefore, tries to compensate for her lack of love by loving someone else with all she has. 
  • Her body is covered with faint scars, only one is deep enough to leave a trace and is located on her shoulder blades. She tells the story of a bike accident to whoever wants to know, but in reality, it was her master who inflicted it on her, as a punishment for helping another captive orphan like her. 
  •  Hayley is in excellent shape and could give Daredevil a run for his money if they started to fight each other.
  • She tends to intensely stare when she's under pressure. 
  • In truth, Hayley tried to kill herself but couldn't bring herself to go all the way out. She thought her skills could've been used for something good and decided instead to atone for her sins by saving the weak and needy. 
  •  She always struggles not to kill the people she fights. 
  • She connects with Daredevil in ways she can't really explain. There is definitely something between the two of them. Something that makes her want to see him again and talk to him, hold him in her arms, comfort him. 
  • She loves beating up abusive spouses. It's the way she found to repent for the deaths she's responsible for.
  • Hayley's true accent only comes back when she's shocked or when she feels safe. 
  • Hayley is not against having a family of her own, but given her past, she's not sure she can ever become a mother, let alone be in a relationship
  • Blue is her favorite color. She always looks stunning when she wears it.

Monday, May 12, 2025

Trivia and headcanon (Hayley DDBA) : Sex // Anger // Addiction and coping mechanism

Sex: Hayley enjoys sex. She is very in touch with her sexuality and would never shy away from it. She loves exploring it and tries and find new ways to find pleasure. She knows what she wants and what she hates, and would always seek pleasure wherever it is. Before Matt, sex was usually used as a way to manipulate her targets or blow some steam off. She didn't find it as pleasurable as when she was doing it on her own. Matt changed that for her. He helped her access her vulnerability and find genuine pleasure in sex. 


Anger: Hayley can control her anger. She was trained by the H.A.N.D. to be as efficient as possible, and that entailed being able to control her emotions so nothing could transpire. Only the trained eyes and ears could actually notice when she's angry. Matt could because he can hear heartbeats. However, when Hayley lashes out, you better not be on her path or she will obliterate you. 

Addiction and Coping Mechanism:  Hayley is addicted to pain. She's an assassin who derives pleasure from self-mutilation/ pain from her injuries. She's also addicted to his cum, to his taste, to everything about Matt. She's addicted to him. Through and through. 

When she's under stress, she tries to drown those feelings with alcohol or a fight. Usually, she would also beat up abusive spouses within an inch of their lives. 





Trivia and headcanon (Hayley DDBA) : Marriage // Heartbreak // soothing

Marriage:  Hayley had never considered marriage before she met Matt. She wasn't even sure that someone would ever want her to begin with.  She enjoyed reading romance novels because they allowed her mind to escape her reality as an assassin. However, since meeting Matt, the desire to get married resurfaced, stronger than ever. Could they get married? Hayley isn't sure that she could have a happy marriage, not because they wouldn't work hard to make it happen, but because Life would always come and fuck shit up. The H.A.N.D. would always try to kill her for deserting their ranks, and they would always come after Daredevil for attempting to destroy the organization (and nearly succeeding).  


Heartbreak: Hayley never fell in love before she met Matt. She couldn't allow herself to dream of a different life, and still doesn't think that she deserves to be loved after all the bad things she did. She's extremely pessimistic and distraught about her past. Outside the romantic aspect of her life, she had her heart broken several times by the H.A.N.D. First, they made her kill her dog. They made her fight to the death the friends she made while she was growing up, and she was also forced to have sex in part of her training. Since she met with Matt, she wished she had earned intimacy and sex differently than how the H.A.N.D. taught her. 


Soothing: When Hayley becomes angry, very few people can actually soothe her. Her anger stems from fear and pain. She usually fears losing Matt and her friend Melania. She fears their deaths at the hands of the H.A.N.D. She also fears being rejected, and usually lashes out instead of crying. She would only be calmed by the soothing presence of Matt and Melania. When they are not around, and she has to deal with her emotions on her own? Oh, she beats people up.  She struggles with not killing them, but always beats them within an inch of their lives. When she doesn't kill, she fucks or she indulges in hedonism and alcohol. It doesn't help her feel better, but at least it can quell the rage and fear. She can also fight or train. She seeks pain to distract her mind. 


Trivia and headcanon (Hayley DDBA) : Crying // Secret they won't talk about

Crying:  Hayley doesn't like to cry in front of others. She would always try to isolate herself so she could cry alone. It was first due to the way she was raised. As an assassin, she should keep her emotions to herself. She associated her tears with weakness, and only a handful of people saw her cry and lived to tell the tale. Matt would be the first to see her cry, the first to comfort her, and the first to encourage you to keep crying. She feels safe with him, and therefore, she could be vulnerable with him. 


secret they won't talk about: Hayley can't bring herself to tell Matt about the crimes she committed for the H.A.N.D. Unfortunately, the targets were indiscriminately selected, and she had the blood of innocent people on her hands. She is traumatized and ashamed of these deaths because she knew it was wrong. She's especially ashamed and plagued with nightmares for the deaths of the children she was responsible for. 

Tuesday, May 6, 2025

Trivia and Headcanon (Lux): Crying// Secret they won't talk about.

Crying:  When Lux cries, she cries blood. She doesn't like to be vulnerable in front of anyone and would only show her tears to loved ones. The last time she cried was after the death of Paolo. She would not hide her tears from Jake because she doesn't want to hide anything from him. She would first not admit she's sad, but would quickly want to be comforted by him. 


secret they won't talk about: Lux doesn't want Jake to know that she's both being coveted (for her title, her name, her lineage) and treated with disdain and contempt by the high nobility. She doesn't want him to see her in such vulnerability when she's treated like a god among humans. Obviously, Jake would witness it first hand. 



Trivia and headcanon: Lux: Sex// Anger// addiction and coping mechanism

Sex: Lux enjoys sex. She is very in touch with her sexuality and would never shy away from it. She loves exploring it and has been for the past 2000 years. She knows what she wants and what she hates, and would always seek pleasure wherever it is. Unfortunately for the vampire, the 20th century has been dry. She encountered really bad lovers who left a sour taste in her mouth. She is yearning for someone who can break her spirit and make her feel pleasure like she never had before. She wants to be manhandled and to turn her partner into her private fuck toy. Jake seems to be the perfect candidate for it, and she knows she will have fun with him. Perhaps he can match her freak. Perhaps he can make her lose her mind and give her the fucking that would turn her into a needy slut. 


Anger: Lux can control her anger. She has to when she navigates the vampire high society. Her anger bubbles to the surface, and only a keen eye could actually notice it. Usually, when she's angry, she would bare her fangs,  her tail would wag violently, and she would become violent. You better not be in her way because she would obliterate you. Only a few people can calm her down. Her father, her brother, and Jake.


Addiction and Coping Mechanism:  Lux is addicted to blood. Obviously, she's a vampire, so of course, she would be addicted to blood. She's very sensitive when it comes to its taste and can tell the difference between good blood and bad blood. Jake's blood is exquisite, so she is clearly addicted to it.  She's also addicted to his cum, to his taste, to everything about Jake. She's addicted to him. Through and through. 


When she's under stress, she tries to drown those feelings with alcohol or a fight. If it doesn't work, she would have sex, and if it doesn't work, she would go on a killing spree or just fight. 





Trivia and headcanons (lux): Marriage // heartbreak // soothing

Marriage:  In vampiredom, marriage is a serious matter. You can't marry anything that isn't a vampire, let alone a human - the weakest species-. If you get yourself attached to a human being, to the point of considering marriage, you have to turn them into vampires, or else, the union is doomed to fail and rejected by your peers. Lux only considered marriage once, with her human lover Paolo. She wanted to turn him into a vampire, but he always refused, preferring his humanity to eternity without his soul.  It never occurred to her mind to marry after Paolo died. She never fell in love after him -until she met Jake- and isn't thinking about it. However, should she want to get married, she would not do it under vampire laws. She would marry in a human courtroom and would live with her significant other until they die.  It is a serious matter to her. while she never thought about marriage since Paolo's death, she's been proposed to several times by other vampires. Her Sire always respected her choice because he knew that Lux wanted to be loved instead of used; She knew they wanted her status and the prestigious name of her family rather than her and didn't want to give up her freedom to her suitor's whims. 


Heartbreak: Lux had her heart broken into pieces so many times. Starting with the day she turned into a vampire. Her old life was traumatic, so much so that she doesn't remember a lot of it and avoids any memory that could trigger the rest. She also had her heart broken when her human lover, Paolo, died, murdered by a jealous human. She was so heartbroken that the vampire tried to walk into the sun to die. On a different scale, the reception to her true form by vampires has been a source of pain for Lux. Many consider her to be a runt (half-baked vampire)  or non-orthodox looking ( Claws? a tail? without wings and without horns to complete the look? Bat-fangs, rather than the typical vampire's longer canines?) What many fail to realize it's that her physical appearance comes from the ancient blood that coursed her veins, and that her being a direct descendant of that elder vampire. Even Lux doesn't know about it and simply considers her appearance to be monstrous and disgraceful when presented in public. The other vampires, especially the elders, very often request that she present only as a semi-transformed vampire, with her bat-fangs being the only disgrace they can suffer from her. So she doesn't expect people other than her Sire and brother to actually care about her and see no problem with how she presents herself. She hides that discomfort with a bold attitude, but expects disgust when in full transformation.


Soothing: When Lux becomes angry, very few people can actually soothe her. Her anger stems from fear. She usually fears losing her father (or Sire) and brother. She fears their deaths at the hands of his enemies in the royal court. She also fears being rejected, and usually lashes out instead of crying. She would only be calmed by her father's embrace or her brother's quips. When they are not around, and she has to deal with her emotions on her own? Oh she kills. She breaks her own rules about not going after innocent humans and kills anyone who crosses her path.  When she doesn't kill, she fucks or she indulges in hedonism and alcohol. It doesn't help her feel better but at least it can quell the rage and fear. Jake can soothe her if he sings to her. his music truly makes her feel. She has access to emotions she thought were long dead. it would calm her. It would make her cry maybe. it would make her hope. If Jake hugs her, she would also calm down. If he makes her feel welcomed and accepted, she would be calmer. She dreads the day he sees her as a monster. She dreads the day he will die too. 


Trivia and headcanon (Lux): Love //Death:

Love: Lux has been in love once with a handsome sculptor called Paolo, during the Renaissance. She was his muse, and Paolo sculpted her. He was a gentle soul who wasn't scared of her true form and who wanted her to embrace her true features when they were together, whereas others before her wanted her to forget about her true nature or to have her hide it from them. Paolo's love helped Lux reconnect with her inner self and humanity, and she was able to express tenderness and kindness. She was able to cry again, to feel again, and to find meaning in her life. Her sire and sibling noted that she was the most vibrant she's ever been in centuries and encouraged this relationship as Lux was her most pleasant. Unfortunately, he was killed by a jealous sculptor who wanted his fame. It broke her heart so bad that she tried to kill herself by stepping into the sun. Her sire and brother stopped her and it took a while for Lux to recover. She swore to never fall in love ever again. Did she have acquaintances and relationships before and after Paolo? Yes, she did, but it wasn't love. It was infatuation that didn't blossom, mostly because of the other party. When she met Jake, she didn't expect to fall for him. She was attracted to his voice, to his trauma, to his blood, and his jokes, and the more time she spent with him, the more she was in touch with her humanity. She grew so attached to Jake that she became overprotective of him. She is struggling with her feelings because she knows he will die, and she doesn't want to suffer from the loss of him. Yet, she can't help but love him. She can't help but want him. She can't help but wish for him to share her life for however long he can. 



Death: Lux died once. She had to become a vampire. She doesn't remember a lot of what led her to willingly choose death, but she remembers her despair and the sensation of being trapped in a situation that was worse than death. She embraced vampiredom with grace and thought nothing of immortality for centuries. Yet, after 1000 years as a vampire, it started to wear her down. Everything became meaningless; her life felt meaningless. Then she fell in love with Paolo, her Italian sculptor in the Renaissance. She felt alive again and she tried to live the moment to its fullest, given his fragile nature as a human. His death devastated her to the point that she tried to step into the sun and was saved by her Sire and "sibling".  She recovered from her heartbreak and returned to her life, thinking that it was meaningless to live for this long for basically no purpose. Since meeting Jake, however, Lust wants to die. She wants to experience life with him, give it meaning, and then die afterwards when he's of old age and about to die. She wants him to become her last. But at the same time, she's also not really ready to die and would fight for her life. It's complicated with her. really complicated. 

Monday, May 5, 2025

OC questionnaire IV: Hayley DDBA edition

WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT HELPFUL CHARACTER BUILDING QUESTIONS


What’s the lie your character says most often? That she's fine.


How loosely or strictly do they use the word ‘friend’? She is friendly, but she won't call you her "friend" so easily.


How often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing? Hayley is very difficult to read. So, very few people know exactly how she feels. 


Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about making it happen? No.


How loose is their use of the phrase ‘I love you’? She only uses it when she genuinely loves you. 


Do they give tough love or gentle love most often? Which do they prefer to receive? Gentle love. Gentle love. She cruelly needs it.


What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity? That she can fuck shit up hard if she wants to. 


What’s something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific! Matt and his jokes.


When do they fake a smile? How often? When she is in public, for a job, or when she has to endure humiliation or cozy up with people she loathes. 


What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them? She notices her faint scars on her face. Most people first notice her complexion and her eye color. 


Who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)? Matt Murdock


What would they do if stuck in a room with the person they’ve been avoiding? She would be cold to them. 


Are they a listener or a talker? If they’re a listener, what makes them talk? If they’re a talker, what makes them listen? She's a listener. That's how she gets information.

 

What’s a phrase they say a lot? "You don't know that."


Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting? Hayley is impulsive. 


Who would / do they believe without question? Matt Murdock


What’s their instinct in a fight/flight/freeze/fawn situation? She fights unless she has to retreat. 

Questionnaire OC III: Hayley DDBA edition

Community and Relationships

Does your character prefer company or solitude when sick? Company 

What is your character's favorite kind of social event? Balls/ Gala.

How comfortable would your character be singing and dancing in front of others? Very.

Is your character upfront about their feelings? Not always. She's hard to read.

Who would your character first seek if they needed medical help? Matt. 

How willing would your character be to go to a party with people they don't know? very.

Who is your character most honest with? Matt Murdock.

How likely is it for your character to initiate a friendship? She is very reserved.

Where is your character's comfort place? Matt's apartment. 

Is there a habit your character has that they learned from someone else?  No.

How would your character react to being put in a position of leadership? She can handle it. She has.

Would your character be good at providing medical assistance? Yes!

Who would your character say knows them best? Elektra Nachios.

Is there a person your character would turn to for backup in a fight? Matt.

How well does your character work with others?  She's alright. 

What is your character's favorite form of affection? Touch.

Does your character enjoy celebrating holidays? Yes, very much so.

What would it take for your character to get into a fight? Threaten Matt, Elektra, and Karen.

Questionnaire II: Hayley DDBA edition

What is a habit your character has that others might find cute? She twirls her hair when embarrassed.

Are there particular sounds your character is fond of? The sound of rain.

Is your character more prone to fight or flight? She's more prone to fight. 

What words could tear your character down? "I don't love you." "You'll never be good enough." "You're a monster!"

How well does your character act under pressure? Hayley was raised to handle pressure.

Is your character good at practicing self-care? No. Hayley either drinks herself to sleep or ignores her needs.

What scents does your character find comforting? Matt's mix of musk, menthol, and blood.

Does your character have any allergies? No.

Is your character a light, medium, or heavy sleeper? Light sleeper. She's always on her guard.

Does your character have strong willpower? Yes. 

Is your character more likely to give advice or seek it? She would give it. She rarely asks for help.

How does your character relax? She would drink, train, or sing.

Is there a secret thing your character longs to hear? She longs for Matt to say he loves her.

Would your character feel confident in a fight? Yes, she's extremely lethal.

Is your character more energized in the morning, afternoon, or night? She's a night girlie! 

How often does your character have nightmares? Not quite often. She rarely dreams as well.

Are there scents your character dislikes? Yes, the sewer, vomit, or anything burnt.

Is there a fear your character wants to learn to overcome? She wants to overcome her fear of being alone.

Does your character have a high pain tolerance? yes. It's part of her training.


Sunday, May 4, 2025

OC questionnaire: Lux edition

GENERAL


Name: Lux Adora

Birth Name:  (She forgot her real name.)

Alias(es): My rose (her sire), Red.

Age: 1000+, she doesn't know her real age. But it's close to 2000. 

Something special about her: She has a tail when she's fully transformed. 

Place of birth:  [redacted.]

Spoken languages: English, French, Spanish, Xhosa, and some others 

Sexual orientation: Bisexual

Occupation: Socialite.



FAVOURITE


Colour: Red.

Entertainment: Dancing, fucking, training, and drinking.

Food: Fine French haute cuisine.

Drink: Beer, wine, and bourbon  

Books:  Romance. 




HAVE THEY


Passed university: No. 

Had sex: yes!!! 

Had sex in public: yes! (but nobody can see the action. They can hear it just fine!)

Gotten tattoos: Yes, a bushes of rose on her neck.

Gotten piercings: Only her ears are pierced.

Had a broken heart: yes!  

Been in love: yes.



ARE THEY


A cuddler: Only with Jake.

Scared easily: No, she's seen worse.

Jealous easily: No, but she's territorial and dislikes it when people touch Jake.

Trustworthy: Absolutely!



FAMILY


Sibling(s): Alceste.

Parents: Deceased.

Sire: Aurelius. 

Children: None.

questionnaire III lux edition

Community and Relationships

Does your character prefer company or solitude when sick? Company 

What is your character's favorite kind of social event? Balls/ Gala/ concert.

How comfortable would your character be singing and dancing in front of others? Very.

Is your character upfront about their feelings? Not always. She's hard to read.

Who would your character first seek if they needed medical help? Jake.

How willing would your character be to go to a party with people they don't know? very.

Who is your character most honest with? Jake.

How likely is it for your character to initiate a friendship? She is very friendly.

Where is your character's comfort place? Jake's apartment. 

Is there a habit your character has that they learned from someone else?  No.

How would your character react to being put in a position of leadership? She can handle it. She has.

Would your character be good at providing medical assistance? Yes!

Who would your character say knows them best? Her father / Sire.

Is there a person your character would turn to for backup in a fight?  Jake.

How well does your character work with others?  She's alright. 

What is your character's favorite form of affection? Touch.

Does your character enjoy celebrating holidays? Yes, very much so.

What would it take for your character to get into a fight? Threaten Jake.

questionnaire oc IV: lux edition

WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT HELPFUL CHARACTER BUILDING QUESTIONS


What’s the lie your character says most often? That she's fine.


How loosely or strictly do they use the word ‘friend’? She is friendly, but she won't call you her "friend" so easily.


How often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing?Lux is very difficult to read. So, very few people know exactly how she feels. 


Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about making it happen? No.


How loose is their use of the phrase ‘I love you’? She only uses it when she genuinely loves you. 


Do they give tough love or gentle love most often? Which do they prefer to receive? Gentle love. Gentle love. She cruelly needs it.


What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity? That she can fuck shit up hard if she wants to. 


What’s something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific! Jake and his jokes.


When do they fake a smile? How often? When she has to endure humiliation or cozy up with people she loathes. 


What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them? She notices her eyes first.. Most people first notice her complexion and her rose tattoo. 


Who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)? Jake Winchester


What would they do if stuck in a room with the person they’ve been avoiding? She would be cold to them. 


Are they a listener or a talker? If they’re a listener, what makes them talk? If they’re a talker, what makes them listen? She's a listener. That's how she gets information.

 

What’s a phrase they say a lot? "You don't know that."


Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting? Lux is mostly calculated. 


Who would / do they believe without question? Jake.


What’s their instinct in a fight/flight/freeze/fawn situation? She fights 

questionnaire II lux edition

What is a habit your character has that others might find cute? She puffs her cheeks with air.

Are there particular sounds your character is fond of? The sound of rain.

Is your character more prone to fight or flight? She's more prone to fight. 

What words could tear your character down? "I don't love you." "You're a monster!"

How well does your character act under pressure? Lux was raised to handle pressure.

Is your character good at practicing self-care? No. Lux drinks, fucks,or ignores her needs.

What scents does your character find comforting? Sandalwood.

Does your character have any allergies? No.

Is your character a light, medium, or heavy sleeper? Light sleeper. She's always on her guard.

Does your character have strong willpower? Yes. 

Is your character more likely to give advice or seek it? She would give it. She rarely asks for help.

How does your character relax? She would drink, train, or fuck.

Is there a secret thing your character longs to hear? She longs for Jake to say he loves her.

Would your character feel confident in a fight? Yes, she's extremely lethal.

Is your character more energized in the morning, afternoon, or night? She's a night girlie! 

How often does your character have nightmares? Not quite often. She rarely dreams as well.

Are there scents your character dislikes? Yes, the sewer, vomit, or anything burnt.

Is there a fear your character wants to learn to overcome? She wants to overcome her fear of being alone.

Does your character have a high pain tolerance? yes. It's part of her training.


Tuesday, April 29, 2025

OC questionnaire: Hayley DDBA edition

GENERAL


Name: Hayley Blackwood

Birth Name: Anzelu Bahati (Angel of Luck in Lingala. She doesn't know her real name.)

Alias(es): Widowmaker, 

Age: 25

Place of birth:  [redacted. DCR]

Spoken languages: English, French, Spanish, Xhosa, and some others 

Sexual orientation: Heterosexual

Occupation: Assassin (former), employee at a shelter for battered women (current), vigilante (current)



FAVOURITE


Colour: White.

Entertainment: Dancing, singing, training, and gardening.

Food: Burgers

Drink: Beer, wine, and whiskey.  

Books:  Romance. Science magazines. Comic books.




HAVE THEY


Passed university: No. She doesn't even have a high school diploma, but she would have if she had attended.

Had sex: yes!!! 

Had sex in public: yes! (but nobody can see the action. They can hear it just fine!)

Gotten tattoos: Yes, a white star on her wrist.

Gotten piercings: Only her ears are pierced.

Had a broken heart: yes! Once. 

Been in love: once with a target she was forced to kill when she was a teenager. Twice, with Matt.



ARE THEY


A cuddler: Only with Matt.

Scared easily: No, she's seen worse.

Jealous easily: No, but she's territorial and dislikes it when people touch Matt.

Trustworthy: Absolutely!



FAMILY


Sibling(s): None.

Parents: Deceased. 

Children: None.


Monday, April 14, 2025

OC questionnaire IV: Elpis edition

WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT HELPFUL CHARACTER BUILDING QUESTIONS


What’s the lie your character says most often? That she's not afraid of her pantheon.


How loosely or strictly do they use the word ‘friend’? She is friendly, but she won't call you her "friend" so easily.


How often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing? Elpis is very expressive. So she wouldn't hide the way she feels.


Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about making it happen? No


How loose is their use of the phrase ‘I love you’? She only uses it when she genuinely loves you. 


Do they give tough love or gentle love most often? Which do they prefer to receive? Tough love.  Tough love. 


What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity? She is perfect balance.


What’s something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific! the humans' reactions to being under her influence.


When do they fake a smile? How often? When they are humiliated in public. She refuses to give them the satisfaction of seeing her cry. 


What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them? She notices her pink hair first.  Others would notice her eyes.


Who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)? Pride


What would they do if stuck in a room with the person they’ve been avoiding? She would confront them.


Are they a listener or a talker? If they’re a listener, what makes them talk? If they’re a talker, what makes them listen? She's a talker. She needs to communicate, especially after 2000 years locked away.


What’s a phrase they say a lot? "By Gaea!"


Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting? Elpis acts on her emotions.


Who would / do they believe without question? Pride. 


What’s their instinct in a fight/flight/freeze/fawn situation? She fights.