New Year short (Elpis COPG):

 (Elpis)

"Mortals concern themselves with how they would spend the next year of their lives. I used to mock them a little because I didn't understand them. Being cursed forced me to see things from their perspective and it became an eye-opener. They aren't immortals like I am. They aren't gods, but they are my mother's creations. Their lives are fragile, short-lived and because they don't know when to expect Death or how to prepare for it, they hope and pray. 

They hope for a better tomorrow. they hope to become the best versions of themselves. They hope to know love, comfort, and safety. They pray to give meaning to their existence and this, in itself is beautiful. Before I spent time with humans, I couldn't understand the concept. I was a goddess, I simply was. I embodied Hope. I was Light. I didn't need to ponder about my purpose for it was to exist. Love tore down that simplistic vision of existence. 

Betrayal tainted everything with the bitter taste of it and Being cursed opened my eyes to my own desires. I wanted to be free. I needed to find Pride. I needed to get revenge on my traitorous siblings. I can feel the planet call for me, ask me to become its new All-Mother, the one to decide and give life. the one to pray to. the one to worship and lead. I am a leader. 

I am a healer. 

I am a lover. 

I am...But this time, I have found a true meaning for that word. 

So Happy New Year. 

Happy Light Day. 

Happy Life until we meet again."

New Year: GoT (modern)

 (modern)

"Happy New Year, 

One thing I have learned last year is that you can't let your past suffocate your future.  I am and forever will be the daughter of a man who cheated on his wife. I will forever be, the half-sibling and some might still see me as a stain on the family's name. That's not my problem, it never was and never should be. I fought tooth and nail in order to exist in a world that didn't want me. I exist. I am Bäahal "firecracker"' Targaryen. the motherfucking 8th wonder of the world and the gods favor me. 

One thing I have learned last year is that my life has value. My love has value. My very existence has meaning and people could genuinely be happy to see me.  I don't have to accept to be my father's legacy or the embodiment of his mistakes. I am just me. I can only change what I do and the way I see myself. I can only fight for myself and I swear to the gods that I will. 

This year, I will make sure that everyone knows who Bäahal Targaryen is and put some respect on my name! "

Happy New Year 2022

Happy New year Lovelies!

I wish I could say it's a new chapter or that it's a clean slate but is life really that easy to understand? do we really have the ability to start over? I guess not, at least I don't think so at this specific moment. What I do know, however, is that Life always gives us the ability to grow, flourish, overcome, and discover. Life always finds a way, no matter how dire the situation is. At least, she gives us breathers.

So, this year there is just one "resolution" or goal if you will. This year, all I really want is to keep giving love. I want to still be able to give love to others and to keep learning how to love myself. I tolerate my existence, enough to not try to self-harm anymore. I know it's fragile, I know I can go back to hurting myself again but I want to keep trying pushing forward. I want to keep trying to heal.

I believe that love can help us all. from love, we can find strength. From love, we can flourish and hope and protect. From love, we can save other lives and ourselves. Love is a powerful feeling, as beautiful as it is ugly and raw and painful. Love, when handled with care can transform people and change lives. Love is Hope and Hope is Life.

So this year, all I can really hope for is for Love to find its way into our hearts and my own.

Please, take care of yourselves and know that I care for you.

Always and forever

Happy New Year: COPG

I welcome this new year with an optimistic vision. I know that it took us so long to finally find each other. I know you had to sacrifice a lot in order to have me back and now that you are back together as a different being, and I lost what we had in the past, I think that this new solstice year is going to help us build a stronger bond between the two of us.

I fell for this new version of you. Slowly, but surely, this new flame is going to be nurtured until it grows into a bright brasier. I would love you with eternal passion, undying loyalty and a constant need to push us further up. I fell in love with you a new "you" and despite being disappointed when I first realized it, I am embracing it. I stayed true to my vows tot he older version of you. I told him I would find you again and my love for you would never falter. Today, this is even truer because I love you more than I ever loved you before. I understand what Sitäa meant when she said that the love I had for older you was puppy love. This... right here, is the real deal, the type of love that would make me erase my own existence if that meant finding you and loving you again. I'm excited for the new year to come because we will enact our vengeance. it will finally happen and those who wronged us would only have their tears to cry. I'm very much looking forward to making it happen... with you.

I love you, Meus Rex;"