Windora trivia: Secret they won't talk about

secret they won't talk about 😫 : Lux doesn't want Jake to know that she's both being coveted (for her title, her name, her lineage) and treated with disdain and contempt by the high nobility. She doesn't want him to see her in such vulnerability when she's treated like a god among humans. Obviously, Jake would witness it firsthand.

windora trivia: crying

Crying: 😢  When Lux cries, she cries blood. She doesn't like to be vulnerable in front of anyone and would only show her tears to loved ones. The last time she cried was after the death of Paolo. She would not hide her tears from Jake because she doesn't want to hide anything from him. She would first not admit she's sad, but would quickly want to be comforted by him.

Windora trivia : Anger

Anger: 😤  Lux can control her anger. She has to when she navigates the vampire high society. Her anger bubbles to the surface, and only a keen eye could actually notice it. Usually, when she's angry, she would bare her fangs,  her tail would wag violently, and she would become violent. You better not be in her way because she would obliterate you. Only a few people can calm her down. Her father, her brother, and Jake.

Windora Trivia: addiction and coping mechanism

Addiction and Coping Mechanism: 🩸   Lux is addicted to blood. Obviously, she's a vampire, so of course, she would be addicted to blood. She's very sensitive when it comes to its taste and can tell the difference between good blood and bad blood. Jake's blood is exquisite, so she is clearly addicted to it.  She's also addicted to his cum, to his taste, to everything about Jake. She's addicted to him. Through and through. 

When she's under stress, she tries to drown those feelings with alcohol or a fight. If it doesn't work, she would have sex, and if it doesn't work, she would go on a killing spree or just fight.

windora headcanon: Heartbreak

Heartbreak 💔 : Lux had her heart broken into pieces so many times. Starting with the day she turned into a vampire. Her old life was traumatic, so much so that she doesn't remember a lot of it and avoids any memory that could trigger the rest. She also had her heart broken when her human lover, Paolo, died, murdered by a jealous human. She was so heartbroken that the vampire tried to walk into the sun to die. On a different scale, the reception to her true form by vampires has been a source of pain for Lux. Many consider her to be a runt (half-baked vampire)  or non-orthodox looking ( Claws? a tail? without wings and without horns to complete the look? Bat-fangs, rather than the typical vampire's longer canines?) What many fail to realize it's that her physical appearance comes from the ancient blood that coursed her veins, and that she is a direct descendant of that elder vampire. Even Lux doesn't know about it and simply considers her appearance to be monstrous and disgraceful when presented in public. The other vampires, especially the elders, very often request that she present only as a semi-transformed vampire, with her bat-fangs being the only disgrace they can suffer from her. So she doesn't expect people other than her Sire and brother to actually care about her and see no problem with how she presents herself. She hides that discomfort with a bold attitude, but expects disgust when in full transformation.

Windora trivia: Soothing

Soothing 🥲 : When Lux becomes angry, very few people can actually soothe her. Her anger stems from fear. She usually fears losing her father (or Sire) and brother. She fears their deaths at the hands of his enemies in the royal court. She also fears being rejected, and usually lashes out instead of crying. She would only be calmed by her father's embrace or her brother's quips. When they are not around, and she has to deal with her emotions on her own? Oh, she kills. She breaks her own rules about not going after innocent humans and kills anyone who crosses her path.  When she doesn't kill, she fucks, or she indulges in hedonism and alcohol. It doesn't help her feel better, but at least it can quell the rage and fear. Jake can soothe her if he sings to her. His music truly makes her feel. She has access to emotions she thought were long dead. It would calm her. It would make her cry, maybe. It would make her hope. If Jake hugs her, she would also calm down. If he makes her feel welcomed and accepted, she would be calmer. She dreads the day he sees her as a monster. She dreads the day he will die, too.

windora trivia: Marriage

Marriage 🫶 :  In vampiredom, marriage is a serious matter. You can't marry anything that isn't a vampire, let alone a human - the weakest species. If you get yourself attached to a human being, to the point of considering marriage, you have to turn them into vampires, or else the union is doomed to fail and rejected by your peers. Lux only considered marriage once, with her human lover Paolo. She wanted to turn him into a vampire, but he always refused, preferring his humanity to eternity without his soul.  It never occurred to her mind to marry after Paolo died. She never fell in love after him -until she met Jake- and isn't thinking about it. However, should she want to get married, she would not do it under vampire laws. She would marry in a human courtroom and would live with her significant other until they die.  It is a serious matter to her. While she never thought about marriage since Paolo's death, she's been proposed to several times by other vampires. Her Sire always respected her choice because he knew that Lux wanted to be loved instead of used; She knew they wanted her status and the prestigious name of her family rather than her, and didn't want to give up her freedom to her suitor's whims.

Windora Headcanon: Love

Love: ❤️  Lux has been in love once with a handsome sculptor called Paolo, during the Renaissance. She was his muse, and Paolo sculpted her. He was a gentle soul who wasn't scared of her true form and who wanted her to embrace her true features when they were together, whereas others before her wanted her to forget about her true nature or to have her hide it from them. Paolo's love helped Lux reconnect with her inner self and humanity, and she was able to express tenderness and kindness. She was able to cry again, to feel again, and to find meaning in her life. Her sire and sibling noted that she was the most vibrant she's ever been in centuries and encouraged this relationship as Lux was her most pleasant. Unfortunately, he was killed by a jealous sculptor who wanted his fame. It broke her heart so bad that she tried to kill herself by stepping into the sun. Her sire and brother stopped her, and it took a while for Lux to recover. She swore to never fall in love ever again. Did she have acquaintances and relationships before and after Paolo? Yes, she did, but it wasn't love. It was infatuation that didn't blossom, mostly because of the other party. When she met Jake, she didn't expect to fall for him. She was attracted to his voice, to his trauma, to his blood, and his jokes, and the more time she spent with him, the more she was in touch with her humanity. She grew so attached to Jake that she became overprotective of him. She is struggling with her feelings because she knows he will die, and she doesn't want to suffer from the loss of him. Yet, she can't help but love him. She can't help but want him. She can't help but wish for him to share her life for however long he can.

Windora trivia: Death

Death 💀 : Lux died once. She had to become a vampire. She doesn't remember a lot of what led her to willingly choose death, but she remembers her despair and the sensation of being trapped in a situation that was worse than death. She embraced vampiredom with grace and thought nothing of immortality for centuries. Yet, after 1000 years as a vampire, it started to wear her down. Everything became meaningless; her life felt meaningless. Then she fell in love with Paolo, her Italian sculptor in the Renaissance. She felt alive again, and she tried to live the moment to its fullest, given his fragile nature as a human. His death devastated her to the point that she tried to step into the sun and was saved by her Sire and "sibling".  She recovered from her heartbreak and returned to her life, thinking that it was meaningless to live for this long for basically no purpose. Since meeting Jake, however, Lust wants to die. She wants to experience life with him, give it meaning, and then die afterwards when he's old and about to die. She wants him to become her last. But at the same time, she's also not ready to die and would fight for her life. It's complicated with her. complicated.

Lux TV tropes

Most Recent History:

After meeting with Jake, Lux encounters Dalmas Stejic, a hermit scholar who dedicated his life to protecting the memory of his people.

TROPES ASSOCIATED WITH Lux Adora

• The Determinator: She isn’t the type to give up on wanting something. When she sets herself a goal, she will never give up. She displays this determined behavior concerning her family, and she will do everything to keep them safe, even if she puts her life in danger.

• The Dreaded: Lux is known to be very powerful. She is the descendant of the first vampire in the world, and this special blood makes her far more powerful than most vampires. Only the founding fathers and very old vampires can overpower her,

• Action Girl: Comes with being a vampire.

• Action Girlfriend: She is a powerful vampire who will stop at nothing to protect her hunter boyfriend.

• Affectionate Nickname: Lux Adora, Cara, Madam (when horny)

• Affirmative Action Girl: Well, she is an African vampire.

• All Girls Want Bad Boys: Inverted. Jake is not a bad boy, but he has a dark side to him that attracts Lux.

• All-Loving Hero: Averted BIG TIME! She could not care less about humans or other supernatural creatures. 

• Arranged Marriage: Averted. She refuses to marry anyone but Jake Winchester and rejects all the suitors she is introduced to.

• Author Appeal: With the cleavages and legs porn

• Anti-Hero:  Lux is not going out of her way to save humans; however, she would protect them when Jake decides to do it, mostly because she wants to protect Jake. 

• Battle couple: With Jake Winchester.

• Berserk Button: Don't EVER threaten/hurt children or her beloved Jake Winchester.

• Blue Blood: She is the descendant of the first vampire to ever exist and has been turned into one by Aurelius Adora, a member of the most powerful vampire family.

• Break the Cutie: Ultimately, her backstory is this. When she was human, she lost her child and her family at the hands of invaders. She lost her first love in a gruesome assassination by his rival and nearly committed suicide. She is hated by her fellow vampires, who request that she not fully transform in their presence.

• Brutal Honesty: Lux doesn't seem to shy away from spilling the truth, and she is rather blunt and frank. She can’t lie anyway.

• Boobs of Steel: She is known for her really large breasts.

• Broken Bird: see Break the cutie.

• Character Tics: Lux tends to hide behind her hair when she is blushing or embarrassed. 

• Color-Coded Eyes: Her crimson eyes and her black sclera, courtesy of her vampire nature.

• Dark and Troubled Past: See Broken Bird.

• Dark-Skinned Blonde: She is a black woman with vibrant red hair.

• Deadpan Snarker: Lux isn’t above snapping. She pulls no punches either.

• Dating Catwoman: In her case, it’s dating Jake Winchester.

• Deadpan Snarker: Almost every single time she wants to mock/call out someone.

• Despair Event Horizon: The night of her transformation into a vampire, she was running away from invaders after watching her family die at their hands and fighting for her life. She lost everything and even took lives to save hers. After a while. She did not want to remain human anymore and wanted to forget her past.

• Don't You Dare Pity Me!: Has moments of incredible defensiveness and self-loathing, and if you try to show her sympathy, she tends to lash out. 

• Family of Choice: She chose to become Aurelius Adora's daughter and is faithful to House Adora.

• Fatal Flaw: She has a tendency to put herself in danger for the sake of others. 

• Goal in Life: To be accepted by the vampire society and, later on, to live quietly with her family and her soul mate. 

• Good Is Not Soft: Her pride sometimes makes her prone to a quick temper tantrum that usually ends up with verbal jousts with her partners/friends/family.

• Guy Magnet: Hinted at. Given her godly looks, she does attract a fair share of men and women in both the human population and the others.

• I Am a Monster: She is a vampire and has no qualms about killing.

• Living Emotional Crutch: To Aurelius and Alceste. She is the glue to their family. 

• Love Hurts: She is capable of doing anything to protect those she loves. She even considered suicide to join her late lover. 

• Love Hurts: She is dating an enemy of her kind, and to add some more stress to it, he comes from an infamous family of hunters, the Winchesters. Loving him is definitely about to break her heart.

• Lust Object: Many men and women had lusted after her, and thus even when she was still human.  

• Memetic Sex Goddess: In-Universe — and out of Universe!! People just can't help falling for her.

• Ms. Fanservice: She wears very revealing outfits.

• Morality Pet: Jake (sic) serves as her Morality Pet. He truly helps her retain some sanity and break her self-destructive behavior when she starts to take that road. 

• Most Common Superpower: Lux Adora was never exactly under-endowed.

• Not Quite the Right Thing: She makes many of these types of decisions —She almost stepped into the sun because of her heartbreak over her late lover. She also fell in love with a Winchester. 

• Not so Above It All: Despite all she's been through, Asma is touch-deprived and seeks companionship.

• Official Couple: With Jake Winchester

• Older than They Look: Looks to be around her 30s, but is actually over 2000 years old. She owes it to her vampirism.

• Sassy Black Woman: More subtle than most, but she's extremely imperious and willful and has been known to make more than a few sharp remarks, at friends and foes alike.

• Secret Public Identity: Inverted. She is a vampire. That part of her identity is only known to other vampires, but humans are oblivious to it.

• Second Love: Jake Winchester.

• Sympathetic Murder Backstory: Her backstory has her family killed by invaders.

• Tragic Dream: Lux is so desperate to be accepted by the vampire society that she is willing to endure humiliation after humiliation just to fit in. She is

• Trauma Conga Line: Oh dear. Lux has endured so much pain, loss, and tragedy in her life. See Broken Bird.

• The Unfavorite: Lux is hated by the vampire community. They fear and resent her for her power. They hate her true form and demand she never appear fully transformed before them.

• Will Not Tell a Lie: She considers that there is no reason for her to lie, especially after being as old as she is. So she tells the truth and doesn't embarrass herself with lies. 

• World's Most Beautiful Woman: Her beauty is certainly uncanny, and she is recognized as an otherworldly beauty. 

Windora shorts: bathtub

A bubble bath was supposed to help one relax. Lux could feel the warmth of the water and the satisfying sensation of the bubbles against her skin. She had her red locks tied in a messy bun and was looking at the ceiling of the bathroom. Her head was buzzing with so much information that she was having a hard time focusing on whatever was going on. She scolded herself for being distracted with lewd thoughts when she shouldn't have been. Still, the embarrassment she felt back then was nothing compared to the news the Hermit Vampire Dalmas Stejic revealed to her. Her intuition was correct; her father was indeed worried about them being in danger, and she realized that he was well aware of the source of the danger. If Dalmas Stejic was to be believed, she wasn't too far from the truth: a founding vampire was going after House Adora. 

She shut her eyes and sank a little deeper into the bathtub. Once the euphoria of finally having an answer to her questions subsided, worries began to settle in her mind. It was one thing to know that there was indeed a danger looming over House Adora. It was another to realize the level of such a threat. As suspected, it wasn't human, nor did it come from the supernatural world. They wouldn't dare to have a full-blown war against Vampires because there was too much to lose. Not only countless lives, but also the very fragile fabric of their societies. No. The threat came from inside! Dalmas Stejic calmly told her that in letters he received from members of the House, Roustain. Some of them were suspicious about the relics in Roustain's mausoleum. They believed that these relics didn't belong to their Sire and he would instead come back to lead them.  Fine! Fine! Fine! Say, these confessions were true. Founding Father Roustain was notorious for his hatred of Father Adora. If he wasn't dead, then that meant the situation was even worse than she thought it was. 

Fighting a vampire was something she believed would not be easy, but was clearly not impossible. Lux believed in her ability to fight and defeat any vampires she would encounter. She could take on any of them, but a founding father? That required a lot of planning. Sighing deeply, the redhead sank completely into the bathtub. What was she supposed to do with that information? She should talk to her father. yes! And she should...stay away from Jake? Ah Jake! yes! How could she protect Jake? She couldn't possibly take him to the vampire fortress. Could she willingly put him in such danger? Jake was capable, and he was a hunter. More than just a hunter, he was a Winchester.  He was a legendary hunter, with an addictive blood that could turn him into a living target if he set foot in the fortress.  Lux sat straight on the bathtub and sucked on her bottom lip. She simply couldn't imagine introducing Jake to the vampire society. They would eat him up, literally. They might devour him, or worse, they might want to turn him into a vampire just to spite both the Winchesters and Lux. Why wouldn't they? 

She furrowed her brows harder and squeezed the edges of the tub. Jake... her special human... She wanted to protect him. At this point in their relationship, she refused to give up on him. She wanted to see him, not just once or twice, but she wanted to see him often, more than often.. Always! Lux pinched the bridge of her nose and scrunched up her face. What should be her next move? First, she would have to return to see Jake again. She needed to see him and spend some time with him. And deep down, she realized that she needed to be comforted and to hug and cuddle Jake to get it. The vampire thought she should text her brother, Alceste, to inform him about what was happening and help him prepare their father for her announcement. She needed to prepare better because Aurelius would never accept the to hearing about her suspicions without any evidence from Lux. She had to know what to tell him to convince him that there was a serious threat that needed to be considered. She couldn't waste any more time. She had to keep moving. 

-TBC-

Windora: unwelcomed distraction

Deep inside the cathedral was an office where the man who welcomed Lux took her. There was a desk made of polished wood and two wooden chairs facing one another. There was a huge library where several books of different genres, ages, and languages. There was a glass bottle of what appeared to be wine, but if anyone went for a taste, they would have the displeasure of finding out that it was, in fact, blood.  Two exquisite carved crystal glasses completed the set. Both teasing Lux for a taste, but she knew better than to touch what wasn't hers. If her host felt that she earned a glass, he would of his own volition offer her one. Her face was unreadable as she observed the man before her. Elegant yet cold. His face was carved with deep lines, despite his vampire nature, which only indicated that he was turned when he was already old. 

Rumors led her to his doorstep, the hermit vampire Dalmas  Stejic. He was said to be a very old vampire, a scholar from Damascus, turned into a vampire when he was already an old man. He was said to be obsessed with vampire history, obsessed with the origins of this species, so much so that he didn't want to socialize with his peers. He kept informers across the whole vampire society to help him write down all the major events happening since the deaths of the Founding Vampires.  If Lux wanted to find information about the founding vampires, he was her best chance to do it. For now, he observed the redhead who was sitting across the table. He sat still, his eyes hawking on Lux, studying her every move and determination.  She pinched her lips together and her eyes averted from his face to the library behind him. 

Her mind was troubled from the moment she left Atlanta. She didn't want to leave Jake, but she had to. He had a tour and she had an investigation to lead. The safety of her father and their family was her priority, and she had to look further into it. She ran her hand through her red hair and moistened her lips. Jake's face came to mind. Again! His infectious grin was the first thing she remembered. That grin that made her legs wobble and her heart flutter. That grin that sent shivers down her spine.  She then thought of his arms, strong enough to hold onto her, strong enough to lift her legs and bend them above her chest. Lux remembered when Jake did it, when he noticed she loved to grab her legs and kept them spread wide for Jake. 

She felt vulnerable like that, exposed with her cunt opened for him and her clit poking out for attention. Lux remembered the delicious friction between them, the fact that his hard cock brushed against the sensitive skin of her inner walls. She remembered her toes curling and felt them curl in her shoes as the memory took over. She sucked on her bottom lip and dropped her head a little bit. The redhead fought hard to hold back a moan and slowly rubbed her legs together.  She tried to focus on that old man, and for a brief moment, the vampire managed to do so. She focused on that bottle of blood and cleared her throat, wanting to ask a question to distract the old man from her growing arousal, but nothing came to her. She swallowed a lump and tucked some hair behind her pointy ear. 

 "Miss Adora, perhaps you need to drink something?" -

"I have... I just need a little moment Mr. Stejic." -She slowly coughed and waited for him to pour her a glass of blood.- 

"Miss Adora. When you wrote to me, I didn't know if you were being serious about researching the Elder vampires. Very few of your peers actually care about our history, let alone about our Founding Fathers."

"What.." -She coughed- "What made you change your mind?" -She cleared her throat and grabbed the glass of blood and took it to her lips so she could take a sip-

"I was informed of your genuine interest in our history and the fact that you questioned the scholars of the fortress."

"Informed? Please, don't tell me you're working with Frederic Roustain!" -She almost choked on her drink-

"No. I do not /work/ with Frederic Roustain. I do not /work/ for anyone, so you don't have to worry about it. I just like to keep myself informed about what's happening in our vampire society. "

"I see... So you figured out I was serious in my inquiry. Do you have an answer for me?"

"I do." -He stood up and turned around so he could take a look at the books he wanted to show her.-

Lux's mind drifted again. This time, she was hearing Jake's groans and moans in her ears while she was riding his cock. Both of her hands were on his chest, claws drawn and embedded into his chest. Her tail wrapped around his cock, squeezing firmly while she was bouncing on his cock. She remembered the smell, that chaotic mix of blood, cum, and sweat. She remembered the echoes of their cries in that room, the pleasure washing over her body, and Jake's eyes rolled deep into his skull. Pleasure, unadulterated pleasure, bliss even.  His fingers sank into her flesh, and would have bruised her had she been human.  That memory was overwhelming her to the point that the redhead forgot what Dalmas was saying. Her eyes followed his movements, but they were blurred because her mind was filled with memories.  Jake nibbling on her neck, whispering horny things and sweet nothings to her ears.. 

She had the memories of Jake holding onto her calf, her waist, her neck, her hair... anything he could reach with his hands and anything she wanted him to touch. It elicited another moan she could only muffle. Her legs rubbed harder against each other, and she put both her drink and her other hand flat on the desk.  Fuck! What was going on? She bit her bottom lip harder, as her pussy was quivering now and clenching in thin air. Fuck! She was turned on, and she heard the dry noise of books being smacked against the desk. Dalmas lifted a brow, noticing the flustered vampire who was having trouble keeping her hormones in control. He might have been old, but his senses were keen, maybe even more than those of a younger vampire. He picked up the scent of her arousal, noticing how darker her cheeks turned as she blushed. He noticed her chest heave up and down, and her legs rub together. 

"Miss Adora. Perhaps you need a minute to gather yourself?"

"What? oh.. This? I am sorry. I was distracted! I apologize for my distraction." -She cleared her throat again. The sensation of Jake's kisses to her neck lingered a little longer, and she pinched her lips together- "Please, I'm listening." -Why now? Why couldn't she stop thinking about Jake?-

"Fine. I wanted to find the relics of our founding fathers and investigate their deaths. I have witnessed two deaths with my own two eyes. My Founding Father, Stepjan Stejic, and Founding Mother, Fenghua Li. I haven't seen the other deaths and subsequent burials. However, I wanted to find proof of these events ever taking place. So I dedicated my entire life to research."

"I see. I have a hypothesis regarding two of our founding fathers. Something tells me that you have the answers to my questions."

"I assume you're talking about Roustain and Adora. I have found testimonies of Mother Ngawa's suicide. Letters recounted the event and were sent to me with the belongings of fallen brethren."

"Letters? Are you saying that when a vampire dies, their belongings are sent to you?" -He nodded- "I see... There was no reason to censor these letters since it was acknowledged that she walked into the sun." -She sucked at her bottom lip and looked up to the old vampire.-

"Yes. Therefore, all of my attention was focused on finding what happened to Roustain and Adora."

"I do not believe the story they told about our Founding Father, Adora. I heard the stories; he was not losing his mind at the moment of his death. I refuse to accept that he preemptively died when he showed no signs of madness. Do you have anything supporting this?"

"Do you believe that he is not dead?" -She frantically nodded- "And what do you think would happen if he were indeed alive?"

"He would come back and witness the new vampire society. He would not like what we became and would try to reform it. I think... we are not safe from a civil war." -He opened one book and put it on the table, opened to a couple of letters stacked together-

"Here! There are accounts of witnesses who saw the preparations for the suicide ceremony. They saw the wooden stake, the coffin. Some went with the firstborn of Founding Father Adora and saw the body and the stake before it was closed and buried in the ocean."

"Witnesses? I thought there had been none but the firstborn...." -She stroked her chin and once again, was disturbed by another flashback.-

 Lux quickly put her hand over her lips to muffle the soft moan that escaped her lips. She thought of Jake playing with her breasts. She loved it when he massaged them, softly, then more firmly and even hard. She loved it when he played with her nipples and felt her underwear get dampened by her arousal as she was now completely turned on by her flashbacks. Fuck! How indecent! How could she be turned on when getting the information she needed from an old scholar? Why couldn't she completely focus on the information being given to her? Fuck! Lux blushed harder and bit her bottom lip harder, to the point of drawing blood.  Dalmas lifted a brow, never breaking his serious facial expression. He politely waited for her to compose herself, and once she was ready to go, and mouthed an apology he resumed talking as if he had not seen anything. 

"Only the firstborn was present when he assisted his Sire's suicide. He held onto that secret for centuries until guilt overwhelmed him and he wrote a confession letter. It was kept hidden in a book he owned and that was passed on to his lover, who held onto it until the firstborn died. She then gave it to me because she felt the burden of her grief to be too great for her to bear. From this letter, I was able to confirm that many of the other accounts of Father Adora were true."

"Still... There is no way to truly confirm it.  The coffin is lost to the sea, and it could still be empty. However, I trust your judgement. If you think that we can trust the letters. What do you know about Father Roustain?"

"The skull in his mausoleum isn't his. I found a note by the architect of his mausoleum. He was given instructions for the building. From design to construction to the ceremony that had to take place here, and the relics that were to be placed there. I could have stopped here, but I collected letters and diaries from his court, witnessing his growing frustration with Father Adora. Some even talked about a seething jealousy that was eating at him. His jealousy was well-known and documented."

"What are you trying to say?" -Lux asked, blinking several times.-

"I am saying that I have information that could seal your fate, Miss Adora. If I tell you what I know, there will be no turning back."

"Are we in danger?" -He slowly nodded at her, and that information was enough to snap her out of her fantasies- "Then I have to hear it."

-TBC-

Windora: Lux sensual questionnaire

Big spoon or little spoon? Big Spoon (I love to be the one hugging my lover)

Have you ever been on a blind date? Courtships count, do they? If so, then I have been on blind dates.

What's the best kiss you've ever had? It was the one I gave Jake with his own blood. It was rough, sensual, and intensely so.  I liked the fact that he didn't even flinch upon tasting his blood, and the fact that he kept kissing me as if it was normal and not incredibly kinky. 

What's the best date you've ever been on? I haven't been on a date with Jake just yet. So, this date is a bit old. It was with my former lover, during the Renaissance. We traveled together to a nearby city because he wanted me to meet his sponsor, but we actually met his parents. We ate shaved ice in the middle of summer, and it was so sweet. He introduced me as his beloved and told them that I was a creature of divine extraction. They welcomed me, knowing I was different and that just ... It was the best day of my life because I was accepted despite my true nature, and they were all kind to me.  I don't know if his parents ever loved me, but at least they accepted me, and they accepted our love. It was the best gift he could have ever given me.

Favorite way to be affectionate with someone?  I will cuddle the one I love. I will pepper their skin with kisses. I will hug them any chance I get. I love to be in contact with their skin, so they should be prepared to be hugged, kissed, cuddled, and touched whenever possible. I guess that makes me clingy. 

Favorite place to be touched? My breasts. They're fucking sensitive, and I love when my nipples are being played with or teased. I mean, Jake could just brush the back of his hand over my breasts, and I would lose it! I love when they're being played with. 

What's your favorite memory of you together? It has to be our first fight! unorthodox, but it's true. I didn't expect the night to start with a fight, but I can't fault him. He clocked me as a vampire, and he anticipated an attack from me. I don't blame him one bit. It also turned me on, so... I can't forget that. 

Top, bottom, or both? Both. 

Do you like it rough or sensual? Both, although I am more inclined to be rough. I tend to be shy when I'm being made love to. It's intense and beautiful, and I feel this incredible connection with my lover. It's overwhelming but in a good way. I am just more vulnerable when it's sweet. I love both. 

How do you feel about sex toys? I am indifferent to them. I usually use my tail if I need to feel stuffed.  I could use a toy and have with past lovers, but I don't care about them.

What's the hottest thing someone can say to you in bed? That I am a good cocksleeve! That I'm tight and yet I can take such a big cock. That I look good doing whatever I'm doing to them. That they are losing their minds because of me, because I feel good. This shit is hot! 

Do you prefer to give or receive? I love to give. I love to watch the reactions of my lover to whatever I'm doing to them.  I'm used to being the one giving, but with Jake, I'm also on the receiving end, and it's wonderful! I love when he touches me, when he uses his tongue or fingers to lick, suckle, or pull on my nipples or any other part of my body. I love it when he thrusts into me. I love being on the receiving end of his care, and I love giving him so much pleasure. It's difficult to choose what I love most.  

What's something you secretly fantasize about? I want to have sex where we will be heard by the vampire society. I want to have sex just so they know that I'm loved, cared for, and desired fully.. They despise me, and they loath my true form, so I want them to hear me get my shit rocked while looking my absolute self. I want them to seethe in contempt and jealousy. It would be amazing! 

What's your favorite type of kiss? I love a soft French kiss. When we take our time. When I can feel his tongue. He kissed me so slowly, once, when he was fucking me so hard and fast. It was incredible! I love making out with him. 

Juicy questions to ask about your relationship: 

What initially attracted you to him/her?  His voice. I was walking around New-Orleans and I wanted some fun and distraction. I walked past the bar where he was performing and was blown away by his voice. I had to get closer to see who was singing so well. His voice was the first thing that attracted me to him.  Then, when I saw him, it was his eyes that caught my attention. All I wanted to do was get lost in this forest-green pool.  Then, it was his smile. All three elements are what drove me to him. He was handsome, and his voice was compelling too, something I had rarely seen in humans. A gift, if you will. 

Would you change anything about the way you met? No. It was the perfect date. 

Have you ever been in love? Yes. An Italian sculptor. *Is falling in love with Jake*

Why did things end with your last ex? He was murdered by a rival sculptor. 

What's one of your dating deal-breakers? Physical violence is a no-no. Psychological abuse as well. To be treated like a possession or a monster... Fortunately for me, Jake does nothing of that sort. 

Is there anything about the future that scares you? I'm afraid Jake would hate me. I don't want to lose him. I can't imagine a life without him now. 

The most forbidden person you've ever had a crush on?  Jake Winchester. He is literally the son of a legendary hunter and an enemy of my people. 

What's the wildest thing you've ever done for love? I didn't turn him into a vampire. I wanted to! I was desperate because I wanted to live eternally with him, and he didn't want to. He cared for his humanity, and he wanted to die as a human. I accepted not to turn him, and it cost me.  He died way too soon, but I loved him and I'm glad I didn't turn him into a vampire. He lived his life to the fullest, and he taught me a lot about myself and love.

Do you want to have a family someday? I'm a vampire. I can't get pregnant anymore. I also don't want to sire vampires unless one really wants to become part of my family. It hasn't happened yet, and I don't think it would, but never say never.

What's something you've always wanted to ask him/her but haven't? "Wanna be my boyfriend, puppy?" Sounds simple to ask, but I  don't want it to ruin what we have going on. He's not just a fuck buddy... You see? I actually care about him. 

Questions about sex:  

Where (or from whom) did you learn about sex growing up? I've always been a curious person. 

How often do you like to be intimate? All day, every day! 

How important is sex to you in a relationship? It is a way to show our love for each other. It is also something I crave a lot. I love how good it feels, and I want to have sex every day. It matters a lot to me.

How do you like to be touched? Well, I love it when he teases me. When he touches me anywhere but where I want him to. I love it when he is firm in the way he touches me, like I can feel his strength. I love it...

What's your favorite part about sex? His reactions to me. I thrive best when I can see how good he feels because of me.

The most challenging part about sex? To be vulnerable and shy. I mean, when I'm being made love to and it's slow and it's soft and it's overwhelming, but all in a good way. I always saw myself as a monster, as someone who had to be in charge and lead, and... to fully stop and let someone take care of me? That's challenging because that means they are working towards my own pleasure, and they want me to give in to them fully.  to trust them. to.. let go. It's so rewarding when I can do that. I let someone love me... that's trust of the highest degree! 

What makes you feel closer to someone during sex? When we talk, we laugh and chuckle, and we moan. We're vulnerable because we see what the other person likes and what can make them lose control. I feel closest to someone during these moments.

Do you prefer morning or evening sex? I'm more of a night person, but I fuck any time of the day! I'm that horny! 

Lights on or off? On. I want to see his beautiful face. I want to see how messed up he is. 

What do you fantasize about when you masturbate?  Don't laugh at me! A couple of things. If we're looking at the big picture, it'll be Cowboy Jake. The idea of him riding a horse, grabbing his guitar to sing songs by the fire, having him work on the ropes and lead the herds... Having him whistle at me, tip his hat, speak to me with that country accent? Unholy fucking spirit, it turns me on beyond reason! There's also Carpenter Jake. The sight of him working wood, carving it, making a table or a chair... having all that wood dust cover his arm, him wearing tank tops and jeans... him... looking focused and using his big calloused hands? That turns me on, too.  If we're talking about specifics? His smile is making me melt. His groans and moans, too. I mean, I only have to listen to him, and that makes me wet! When he calls me Cara or when he speaks Italian? OH, I can't resist it. It has to be in my fantasies. His voice and strong arms are my kryptonite as well.. As a matter of fact, everything about Jake turns me on. He could be standing there, looking for something to eat in the fridge, and I would be on my knees or drop my panties. 

What's something you want to try with Him/her in bed?  I want to be tied or blindfolded. Maybe even both at the same time! 

What gets you off more: oral or penetrative sex? Penetrative, but it's because I'm a size queen and I need to feel that cock stretch me out and brush all the sensitive parts of myself. It has to be noted that I also cum buckets whenever Jake is giving me head. He's so skilled! 

Have you ever tried BDSM? ..... yes! I mean, you have to look at Jake's body and see all the bruises I give him daily. I claw at him, I choke him with my tail, I drink his blood, and he fucks me hard. I fuck him hard enough for his skin to bruise. I bite him... 

Does the thought of recording a sexy video turn you on? Yes! Fuck yes!

What's the last thing you came to? Drinking Jake's blood while he was fingering me.

What turns you on the most?  Jake's smile. I can't resist it. I think of everything I love about him, and it's his smile I love the most. It's his smile that sends shivers down my spine. It's his smile that gets me wet. 

The funniest thing that's ever happened during sex? One of my lovers, a woman, ended up having her period when we were going at it. I think she was giving me head, and it triggered my vampire face. I had never been so happy for her to be busy licking me and not staring at me. She would have freaked out I think. I laughed, mostly because I had a hard time retracting my fangs, and I felt like a baby vampire learning the tricks for the first time.  Needless to say that I did my best to hide my face from her until finally those fangs disappeared! 

What's the naughtiest thing you've ever done?  I fucked in a parking lot at night, once. I was dressed in the sluttiest outfit I could find. Short skirt pulled up, fishnets, and no bra, so my breasts were hanging out. platform shoes and beady chains wrapped around my waist. It was seedy, we had watchers, he was a decent fuck, and I was more turned on by the settings than by what he was doing to me. 

Most inconvenient place you've ever been turned on? During a suitor's visit. I was interrupted mid-coitus, and I was still fucking horny! 

On a scale of one to Mount Everest, how high is your sex drive? Mount Everest! And can go higher! 

What's the hottest nickname He/she can call you in bed? Cara. I love the way he says it.

Windora trivia: Vampire society in Windora storyline

1. 5 founding fathers (called Founding vampires): En-Sabah Adora, François Roustain, Akhona Ngawa, Fenghua Li, and Stepjan Stejic. 
2. All 5 vampires gathered together and created a small council of Elders. 
3. The council decided to expand, and each founding member sired children, enough to create 5 families: The Adora, the Roustain, the Ngawa, the Li, and the Stejic. 
4. The families were considered equal, but the truth was, the Adora were the most powerful, feared, and revered throughout time. En-Sabah Adora was the first vampire to ever walk the Earth and therefore the most powerful of all. Usually, he was the last one to give his opinion, and his decision was final and the one followed by the rest of the family. After his death, the Adora family retained this level of reverence and power. 
5. After millennia of ruling, the founding vampires all died under various circumstances, but it had been such a long time ago that it's difficult to confirm they are all effectively dead. 
6. Mausoleums were built in their honor, but we do not know what's truly inside, as it's forbidden to destroy the tombs and try to collect the ashes or any remains still existing. 
7. The deaths that can be easily proven because they died in public eyes were those of Ngawa, Li, and Stejic. All three died by exposure to the sun. Ngawa freely walked in after suffering the loss of her firstborn child (which happened to also be her biological child). The loss was too great for her mind to endure, and she committed suicide. Stejic lost his mind -under suspicious circumstances- and nearly threatened to destroy his own family. He was declared unfit to rule anymore and was put in isolation -locked in an empty tower with a rooftop window that could only open through a complex system. He chose to open the window and let the sun burn him to a crisp after so long spent isolated from the rest of his community.  The last one, Li, was actually murdered.  She became so hell-bent on going to war against the other families that, for their own sake, her own family turned on her. They trapped her and publicly executed her through a clever system of windows.
8. The deaths that can't be easily proven because no one saw them were the last two: Roustain and Adora. It was said that Adora buried himself at the bottom of the ocean after he ran a wooden stake through his heart. Only his firstborn witnessed the death and was the one who buried him at the bottom of the ocean, but no one else saw proof that he was dead. Rumours said that he knew he was going mad and was dissatisfied with his condition as a vampire. To prevent a potential genocide of his species, he decided to kill himself. 
9. It was also said that Roustain actually demanded to be decapitated and torn apart by his firstborns. Each parts of his body were buried in different places in the world, but his head is the only "relic" they expose at his mausoleum.  Rumours had it that Roustain was the closest friend of Adora, and upon seeing him go mad due to vampirism, he opted to die in a bid to protect the species.
10. The only remains that are exposed are of Li, Ngawa, and Stejic. There are urns with their ashes in their mausoleums. 
11. There is a skull, said to be of Roustain, in his dedicated Mausoleum.  Lux is the only one who suspects that it's not his real skull but someone else's. 
12. There is nothing in Adora's Mausoleum, and Lux suspects that he isn't dead either.
13. The truth: Roustain isn't dead. He just hasn't made an official comeback yet. 
14. He hated Adora. He wanted to be the most powerful of the species, the one others would look up to. The ones they would fear and they would revere. He hated the power Adora had and the respect across the Vampire society and among their peers. He poisoned Adora and had to flee the council and the vampire society altogether with his firstborns. 
15. François Roustain knew that the poison would take a lot of time to kill Adora, so he bided his time and fell into a deep slumber. He instructed his firstborns to tell a fake story about his demise so he would come out as pious, victorious, and generous. By the time he poisoned Adora, the vampire society was developed enough for the Roustain family to remain despite their leader being dead. 
16. They also survived for so long because Adora didn't tell the truth. Instead, he decided to take his death in stride and prepare his offspring and the vampire society for a new age without the founding vampire. The truth about his death was disguised, and the legend of the benevolent Founding Father was born out of a desire to light the path of his species and to have them focus on protecting each other, even if that meant they would die in the process.

So what we know so far is that: 

1. The Five Founding Vampires are officially dead. 4 effectively are: Li, Ngawa, Adora, Stejic.  1 is actually still alive: Roustain.
2. Frederic isn't aware of the existence of François Roustain. He is obsessed with becoming an Adora and accessing their wealth, their fame, and their status through a marriage to Lux, as well as their power. 
3. Frederic has her followed because he is intrigued by her desire to dig into the vampire mythos and legends. 
4. Lux is the only blood descendant of Adora. Hence, her immense power and her full transformation physique.  She doesn't know it. Aurelius doesn't either.
5. François wants to eradicate the Adora family and become the only ruler of the Vampire society. He would stop at nothing, including starting a war where only the fittest would survive.

Windora: Running away from you

A week after Lux and Jake's second encounter in Atlanta, 

Montana,  Helena, near the St. Helena Cathedral.

Summer was still hot in the USA.  Lux decided to stroll into Montana wearing a long-sleeved short black dress with gold accents. Her hair was braided in one single Dutch braid, and at her feet were a pair of black stilettos.  She was dressed far too elegantly for the day, and her luxurious appearance earned her the curious gaze of the humans who walked past her. She didn't care much about the attention she got, as her mind was filled with chaos. The emergency meeting she was forced to attend five months ago derailed her research. It stopped her from looking further into the vampire Lord, Frederic Roustain, of the Roustain Family. She learned from her regular blood bag that Frederic had her followed, and it both bothered the redhead and intrigued her. Her father shut down any attempt at conversing about his growing paranoïa and kept claiming the same dogma about the Founding Vampires: That they were all dead and had been for millennia.  If she went on a trip, if she was so determined to explore the world and find the graves of the elder vampires, perhaps, she would be able to prove her hypothesis to be true. It wasn't a war with humans that was coming. It was the return of a Founding vampire that was to be feared. 

Still, Lux only had her theories with her. She needed to find actual proof of a Founding Vampire who was still alive. The implications of a Founding Vampire still alive these days were dire because ultimately, they would want to claim back power. However, vampire society had changed over the millennia, and rather than a handful of them holding power, they organized themselves in such a way that everyone could climb the ladder and become a leader through alliances and marriage. A Founding Vampire would disrupt this fragile society, and it would become a bloodbath.  She knew her father's life would be in danger, and she couldn't afford to lose him. It wasn't war with humans she was worried about. It was a war within the vampire society that could happen, and this one would be ruthless. A person was living in Helena who could help her with vampire history and help her narrow down her research. Meeting with him was the only reason that made her set foot in Montana. Another reason was that Lux needed a distraction from Jake. 

Jake... She practically ran away from him, from what he was making her feel. It wasn't a conscious decision, not even a conscious effort, but her body recognized the signs. It recognized the growing affection she had for him. It recognized the insatiable thirst she had for him. It recognized the growing urge to come back to him and be in his arms.  It recognized what her mind didn't, that she was growing attached to her special human and that she was feeling more and more reluctant to leave him.  She forced herself to leave the hotel room early in the morning because she knew that if she didn't go, she would want to stay. She had to leave, because if she didn't, she would not. She would never.  Jake...He distracted her. When she was with you, her issues took a backseat in her mind. He became her priority, not the Founding Vampire, not the vampires following her, and certainly not the vampire society and the endless waltz of suitors who want to force her sire to marry her. 

Jake... Well, she was willing to admit that he was a fantastic lover and she was addicted to him. Upon leaving Atlanta, she realized that she didn't want to try with someone else because she knew they would never be Jake. He was her special human. He was not afraid of her vampire nature, didn't recoil at the sight of her true form, and he desired her. Oh, he desired her, alright, and it was fucking communicative. Lux loved having sex with Jake. She couldn't stop thinking about him. She couldn't stop touching herself; heck, even in the train that took her to Montana, she locked herself in the restroom, allowed her mind to walk back memory lane, and fingered herself to completion. Jake truly was unique in the way he turned her into a cock-addict. Well, she was addicted to his cock, no one else's. She was addicted to him and found herself thinking about fucking him anywhere and anytime she had the opportunity. Yes, she wanted to see him again, and she knew that once her business in Montana was done, she would look for him again. She would text him and ask if she could find him again.  It was decided. 

But sex was something she could willingly admit to wanting with him. Her mind wasn't shy about being needy, and she would gladly admit to her addiction to his body and the way he was fucking her. However, it wasn't all she loved about Jake. It wasn't just his massive dick, his large and burly body, his strong muscles that could manhandle her, or the fact that he was such a good puppy to her. Always obedient, always eager to please her, and so damn good at doing so. No. It wasn't just sex. She was missing the man. She was missing his jokes. She was missing his arms wrapped around her frame. She was missing his kisses on her soft skin, the type of affection and adoration from Jake that put her soul at ease. That's what he did. He put her soul at ease, something in the way he was holding her, the way he was looking at her, or maybe the way he was calling her name..She couldn't really put her finger on it, but there was a connection that went beyond the physical aspect of their relationship, and she was missing it. She was craving it. She was craving him. 

She shook her head as she walked up the stairs to the cathedral. She chewed at her bottom lip and pinched her cheeks twice to focus on what was going to happen next. Before she could knock on the heavy wooden door, it opened, and an elegant man with white hair, red eyes, and a black suit with a blue coat around his shoulders welcomed her. He lifted a brow and took a good look at the vampire before he stepped aside and said in a cavernous voice. 

" You traveled all this way for answers, Miss Adora. I told you on the phone that people outside of the council looking into our history doesn't please the council, but you said you were ready. Shall we begin?"

-TBC- 

Rp splove: Mine: Lux edition

🩸 For Lux, Jake is like honey. He’s like a treat that you give yourself after a hard day or hard task. He soothes her heart and brings her comfort. He makes her days much better than what she is used to. Jake is like freedom. She can be herself without any restriction. She can show her true form and act as she always does without making compromises. Jake feels like accepting her and her flaws. Acceptance of her bad days and acceptance of her dreams and desires. He wants the whole package, and this is as real as it gets.  For Lux, Jake is everything she thought she could never have again. And then some more. He’s a reminder that love exists, and she deserves it. 

For Lux, Jake is hers in a way that no one else ever was. With him, she reached a new freedom in her lovemaking. She’s free, she’s vocal, she’s laughing, she’s moaning, she’s loud and unapologetically herself. He’s hers in a way that his blood triggers something inside her. He has ruined other men for her, other lovers as well. She can’t imagine another pair of arms and hands to roam over her body. She can’t imagine another cock fucking her, she can’t imagine another pair of green eyes to stare at her intensely. Jake is hers in a way that she selfishly doesn’t want to share him with anyone else. Even before she realized she wanted to be with him, she hated the idea of not being with him. She hated the idea of not seeing him anymore. He’s hers in a way that she’s secure about their relationship and devotion to one another. Others can look at him, try and seduce him, but they can’t have him because he doesn’t even look their way. He doesn’t entertain that shit because he is hers. Just like she is his.

WINDORA: Frustration

"I have to go, Red."

The rich voice of Lux's lover echoed through the bedroom. She met a handsome man at a gala, a brunette with green eyes, who promised her a fantastic night. At first skeptical, the redhead decided to give him a chance because he assured the vampire that he would deliver on his promises. His kisses were nice, not enough to make her legs wobble, but still nice. Unfortunately, everything else that came from that man's mouth was nothing but empty words that left a bitter taste in her mouth.  She rolled on her side and watched the splendid man slip into his vest.  He waved at Lux and walked out of the bedroom. How could one boast so much about being an excellent lover only to be a disappointment in bed? He didn't have stamina; he couldn't even give her ten minutes! He couldn't make it last longer with the use of his fingers and mouth on her! She realized that despite his decent size, he didn't know what to do with his length. Didn't know how to use it, didn't know how to make her feel him. No! All she had was a two-minute man who at least knew where to thrust his cock but didn't know anything else. How could he boast about being an excellent lover? How could he dare?  

"It's fine.... Leave!" -She groaned and rolled on her back. Her eyes stared at the ceiling, and she put her hand on her belly.-

What a dread this month had been for her! No matter who she picked, she ended up with either boring and not involved in their lovemaking, or eager but unable to keep up with her. One went limp from the moment she asked for them to go harder. Another apologized because he couldn't bring himself to spank her ass. All the beautiful women she pulled were either very timid or unwilling to switch. Neither of them was able to bring her over the edge. She did not cum. Not once! That frustration started to build up inside her, and her mind started to be plagued with the face of Jake when she had sex. When she made them grunt and groan, it was Jake's voice she heard. When they said "Madam", she remembered his face when he gave in to her. When they came hard - She made it a point to always make them cum-, she imagined that their slick was Jake's but always was she forced back to reality when she tasted their blood. None of them were Jake's. None of them made her lose her mind and crave their taste. Enough! Enough! 

"Fucking hell! Puppy! What did you do to me? "

She groaned loudly and hit the mattress with her fist. Before Jake, she wouldn't have complained about the lack of good sex in this century. She had resigned herself to enduring this sexual purgatory. Since meeting Jake, it became harder for her to pretend that she didn't care. She wanted more, and the frustration in her loins was too big to ignore this time.  The redhead scrunched her face up, grumpy as she was about the ordeal of the night. The vampire spread her legs, and her hand nonchalantly traveled down her soft belly and brushed over her folds. She bit her bottom lip, and her fingers explored her wet, puffy folds. She loved the sensation of her engorged lips and poking clit against her firm and small fingers. She loved the sensation of her soft, velvety little lips and shivered at her own touch. Lux's pussy was beautiful, smooth and puffy, with pink little lips and a tight little entrance.  A true lover, a genuine pussy connoisseur would have loved it properly. A true lover, like Jake, would have licked it; his large, raspy tongue would have lapped up her juices. Unf.. Jake's big tongue. The thought made her quiver and moan. 

Lux's fingers mimicked Jake's tongue. She spread her soaked lips with practiced pressure, her middle finger sliding up and down her slit, pressing a little harder on her clit. It made her draw in a breath as she imagined her big burly man eagerly attending to her eager and wet pussy. She remembered how good it felt when he fucked her with his tongue, when he lavished her pussy with his affection and licked her slick off of her. The thought made her groan, and she curled her toes. Her thighs pressed against her hand, but she forced them back open. "Keep those legs open, Lux...Keep them open for Jake." She was panting, her fingers resumed rubbing her folds for a moment before she slapped her wet pussy. "Fuck, you're so wet already! So messy! For what? For Jake?" She blushed and removed her hand from her folds. No! No!.. She wasn't seriously masturbating like that because of that human? She wouldn't meet him again! How could his face be the one she thought of when jerking off? Why was he back in her mind? Raaah! Frustrated and flustered, it made her hiss and her fangs protruded again.  She couldn't stop, not when she was hot and bothered like that! Not when she needed to cum as hard as she was. 

So the vampire hissed and rolled on her front. She groaned and slowly propped herself up on her knees.  She arched her back, so her ass would be up and spread her legs to have access to her pussy. Then, once settled, the redhead resumed using her hands on her pussy. She imagined Jake kneeling behind her, rubbing his fat cock through her folds. His hands grabbed her waist, his fingers digging harder into her soft flesh with the intent to bruise her. Lux whimpered; the overstimulation of her soft folds and entrance was driving her crazy. She imagined Jake's fat precum-beaded crown going through her folds, brushing against her sensitive clit and making her legs wobble at that touch. She wanted that cock inside her. She needed him to stretch her tight little cunt with his fat and heavy dick. She knew he would want her to lose her mind on him, to beg for his cock, to beg for him to ruin her like only he could. She could feel it, the way her pussy was quivering, pulsating against nothing as it needed to be filled.  "Fucking clenching around nothing! Raaaah!!! I fucking need Jake! I need him! His big cock, I need it inside me." She moaned, eyes closed, some of her hair almost preventing her from breathing properly as it spilled onto her face. 

She imagined him just rubbing against her, the same way she was rubbing her own slit. She could feel her puffy lips begging for more. She could feel her slickness soak her fingers and run down her thigh. She didn't stop teasing her folds, rubbing her clit as she imagined Jake do it for her. Lux shifted her position. slightly leaned on her right shoulder, and slid her right hand between her legs while her left arm was free to move as she pleased. She used it to spank her bubbly ass and felt it jiggle with force. It made her groan and she spanked her ass again, turning her cheek redder. "Fuck! Jake! I love when your big hand spank my ass like that. I love it when you own it. When you own that big ass of mine. When you sink your fucking fingers into it and make me fucking feel you! Haaaannn!!! Haaaan!! I need it. I need you!" She yelled, rubbing herself faster. Her feet hit the mattress, one after the other, but she was relentless in her actions. She kept playing with her pussy, rubbing her folds fast and hard and pushing on her clit with each passing of her hand. Her first orgasm hit her lightly.  She soaked her hand with her squirt and rolled her eyes further into her skull. It felt so good! It made her shake and fall flat on her stomach.  She rolled on her back and ran her soaked hand up to her breasts. She rested her hand there, panting and staring at the ceiling. 

How did he do it? How did Jake do it to make her crave his touch? She met him once! Only once and already no other lover made her pussy quiver like that. She imagined Jake at the edge of the bed, staring at her with his big, lovely grin on his face. He was handsome, warm... Sunny! His warmth was something she was missing. His strong arm wrapped around her frame, his warm breath against her neck, and his kisses. She was missing his kisses. Lux could feel tears well up at the corner of her eyes, and she knew that it was because she was missing Jake. Yes! Missing! Not just craving but missing that human. Her special human.  Still, as her chest heaved up and down, she felt another shiver go down her spine. She wasn't done yet. She wanted more. Her soaked hand, now cold from her juices, slowly traveled back between her legs. She resumed rubbing herself, still sensitive but still wet. "Look at you, Lux, still fucking wet for Jake. Still fucking needy for him! You want that, don't you? You want that big fat cock to spread your lips and fill you up, don't you? Haaan... You want to become his little cocksleeve again, don't you?" She nodded, responding to her own questions while her other hand squeezed her breast. She whimpered, her legs wide open as she imagined Jake on top of her now. 

"You fucking vampire slut! Look at you begging for that big human cock!" -She groaned, suddenly slipping three fingers inside her to mimick the sudden thrust of Jake's cock inside her.-

The stretch was brutal, not quite the same as when it was Jake who did it, but brutal nonetheless. It was the kind of stretch that left no room to think, no room to fill as her soft velvety walls and lips were tightly hugging his cock. It was the kind of stretch that made her scream his name "Jake! Fuck!". The kind of stretch that made her eyes roll into her skull. She was filled with her fingers, unable to bottom out like his thick cock would. Unable to feel the veins of his cock brush against her walls until she was wide open around his cock, filled, with his heat radiating inside her like he was branding her.  She was unable to feel his hot breath and his grunt at the sensation of her pussy milking his cock for all it was worth. No! Her hands were not enough, and she knew it, but she would do with what she had and fill in the gaps with her memories of Jake. Jake was too much, too big, too intense for her, and yet she still wanted more from him. She was craving the way he fucked her, intense, hard..stretched to her limits as he started to pound into her. Jake hands were holding onto her waist, keeping her in place while he was fucking her with a bruising force. He wanted to brand her with his cock, with his cum even. He wanted to make her his, and she welcomed it. In reality her fingers were mercilessly pounding into her, hitting nerves inside her sloppy cunt. The fingers of her left hand were pulling on her nipple as she fingered herself hard. 

The sounds her pussy made, were turning her on. "Split me open, Sir! Split that fucking pussy open! Haaan!! Haaan!! I don't want to think anymore!" She groaned. The room was now hot, and the air was thick with her arousal. It was smelling like sex -at long last!-, like sweat and the wet sounds of her pussy being fingered by the vampire was driving her crazy. Her long, pointy ears fluttered, and she bucked her hips, eager to meet her hand. She imagined Jake going faster, his hands moving from her waist to her thighs. She imagined him pressing his whole weight onto her, locking her in a position she couldn't escape from. Lux imagined him pinning her to the mattress, taking the vampire in that "mating press" position that elicited moans and whimpers from her. Her toes curled, in real life she was assuming the same position, her pussy spread open, her fingers squeezed tightly by her walls. Her left hand released her nipple, and she wrapped her left arm around her leg, so her fingers could spread her big lips to help her finger herself more. It was so lewd, so hot, to almost be folded like a pretzel in an attempt to make herself cum while she couldn't help but think of Jake and his big brutish hands putting her in whatever position he wanted to. She wanted to feel stuffed, so she added a fourth finger. 

That one made her whimper loudly, and she could only pump the four of them a couple of times before she pulled the fourth one away. "Too fucking tight!" She fake-complained. Her toes curled. "But you're made for Jake's cock! You're made for him, like the perfect little cocksleeve you are! Fuck!!! Shit! Sir! Shit! Fuck me like that!" She suddenly pulled her hands off of her slit to slap her puffy lips. "You're so needy! so fucking needy, Lux! Haaaann! You want that fat cock! You want it to stretch you open and seal you shut! You want him deep inside you! Haaaan!! Yes! Yes! Yes I fucking want it!" She ran that juice-soaked hand through her red hair and put it back on her pussy. She was hot, her cheeks were red, and her face was messed up. She was on the edge and could feel her whole body shaking. It was only a matter of minutes now, given the familiar knot in her loins, Lux knew she was about to cum.  So her fingers spread open her pussy. "Come back in... Please.. Please Jake! Fill me up again! Fill me--Aaaahhh!" She screamed again as two fingers slid back into her tight cunt. She quickly added the first one and resumed pumping in and out of her warm hole. Lux was delirious by now; she was still imagining kissing Jake, their tongues dancing together while he was taking her hard and fast.  She kept the hard and fast pace, before her imagination had Jake break the kiss and press his face against her shoulder. he kissed her skin there, and his shoulder pressed against her mouth. She couldn't handle it.. No! She couldn't! She had to bite him. She had to drink his blood while he was deep inside her. The memory of that blood hit her back. 

It was too much for her. Too much to handle and she squirted her juices on her hand, the sheets, her thighs..  She pulled her hand from her cunt and held onto the sheets she ended up tearing off.  Her body squirmed, and Lux cried those bloody tears. She cursed and rolled on her side. She cursed again and hit the mattress. Fuck! She was both happy and angry because the real Jake wasn't there. How could he be far away from her? Why did she /care/ about him?  Lux felt vulnerable, empty, and needy. She needed Jake. Those people she fucked in between had nothing on Jake. They frustrated her so much because they weren't Jake. They couldn't give her what he did. They couldn't fuck her like he did. What was the point in seeing other people if they all brought Jake back to the forefront of her mind? She noticed she had drooled as it was now soaking the sheet pressed to her cheek. She enjoyed herself and still felt the electric shock in her spine as well as a growing frustration. She couldn't come back to him. He wouldn't want to see her again. She wouldn't want to find him again -Lie! fucking Lie-. What a shame! What a fucking shame! 

-TBC-

Jake Trivia and headcanons (N. edition)

Jake Trivia:  (From N.)

// For safekeeping! 

Death: Jake has become familiar with death over the years. He experienced it firsthand for the first time when he witnessed the death of his mother. After that, he was taken on the road with his father and brothers, and John trained his son to kill all manner of creatures who were doling out death themselves. 

He never enjoyed the killing, but eventually grew somewhat detached from the reality of death. It was a survival mechanism. The only way Jake could stomach standing over gruesome murder after gruesome murder was to distance himself from it. He stopped allowing himself to see the people behind the gore, stopping thinking about who they had been and what had been done to them. He stopped allowing himself to care because the caring was going to tear him apart. Hunting became a job, one he still does from time to time when he stumbles on a case, but more and more over the years, he has distanced himself from that world. 

Jake has accepted his own death as an inevitability. He lives life to the fullest, denying himself little in the way of his own wants and desires, because he believes he is likely to die sooner rather than later anyway. So why the hell not enjoy the ride?

Love: Jake has been in love, once (pre-Lux). It did not end well. Love is not something that he has actively sought out since. 

He believes it exists. He hasn't become so jaded that he denies the existence of love. Jake just doesn't see it as being in the cards for him. His life has been bloody and messy. It still is, still can be. It's not something he would want to drag someone into. Especially if he cared about them. 

Jake deliberately keeps relationships superficial, casual. He doesn't look for romantic love.

There are a few people in his life he can't help but care for more deeply. His brothers, Dean and Sam, he loves, complicated at their relationships are complicated. His sister-in-law, Oya. He loves them, and this feeling terrifies him. The possibility of losing another loved one is too painful to contemplate. It is a fear that hides behind his easygoing demeanor and endless jokes.

Marriage: Jake has not thought much about marriage. Simply because he long ago dismissed it as not being in the cards for him.  Never mind the legal complications: legally, he has been missing since the age of 12 and has long been assumed dead, Jake Winchester is an alias, and officially does not exist. 

Jake keeps all of his relationships with women casual. He has not been looking for romantic involvement, much less thinking about marriage. 

It has always been so far out of the realm of possibility for him that he doesn't even think about it.

Heartbreak: it takes many forms, and Jake is familiar with all of them. From the loss of his mother and his old life, the failure to save innocent lives, or having the one woman he loved betray him and smash his heart into a million pieces. Jake has been there, done that. 

As far as dealing with it? Jake retreats into silence, withdraws into himself, and does little else but sit with the pain until time dulls it enough that he can move on. It never goes away, but eventually it can be tucked away somewhere in the back of his mind.

What other choice did he have when his mother was killed and he was thrown into the back of an impala, told to deny his old identity, deny knowledge of his mother, deny everything, and soldier on? His relationship with heartbreak and pain was formed then, and his habits have changed little in the years since.

Soothing/ addiction and coping mechanisms: We are going to combine these two topics, because when it comes to Jake, you can't talk about one without talking about the other. 

Jake is a loner and has never turned to others for comfort or soothing. His mother, when he was young, but those days are long gone, and John berated that habit in him long ago. 

Self-soothing is the way to go, and Jake long ago turned to alcohol and all manner of drugs to dull the pain. 

He is an alcoholic, but masks it well. People see a singer who likes to party. No cause for alarm. He's a good time, and they move on. No one spends enough time around Jake to put two and two together, i.e., that the drinking never really stops.  

It dulls the pain enough to let him carry on, too.

Windora: "Clashing minds"

When Lux turned around to confront Frederic, the latter didn't show up. Instead, she heard a chuckle that grew increasingly loud and distant. He decided against revealing himself, which in turn would make it difficult for her to sustain her claims that she's being watched. Frustrated, she was about to leave the hallway when a night owl landed on her shoulder. She glanced at the animal and noticed it was carrying a message. She took the piece of paper tied to its claw and opened it. It was a formal message from her sire, Aurelius, requesting her return to their estate by the end of the month. He specified that her presence was mandatory as she was the reason for such an illustrious visit. "A suitor? Again?" -She growled and tore the paper into tiny pieces that floated in the wind. The only reason her father so formally contacted Lux was because she /had/ to be there. Vampire nobility was rife with protocols, and each and every move was subjected to scrutiny and gossip. Feeling a sense of obligation to her sire and a genuine desire to do right by him, Lux decided to attend the meeting. First, she would need to clear her mind and brace herself for what was to come. The past couple of months have been quite dreadful for the redhead, and she needed a distraction. So she opted for Mardi Gras in New Orleans. She wasn't well-known there and could enjoy some well-needed fun before returning to her estate. Maybe a couple of days of debauchery and intense feeding would give her enough strength to stomach the meeting with the suitor's representative.  What happened in New Orleans, however, disrupted her train of thought. 

Here she was, dressed in an exquisite red sequin dress with a plunging neckline that went down to her navel. Her red hair was arranged in a beautiful, high, large bun, with a few strands tickling her nose and the back of her neck. A gold necklace wrapped around her gracile neck and plunged into her breasts for a more dramatic effect. At her feet were a pair of black stilettos, and at her wrists was clasped a diamond bracelet, which complemented well her black wood sun ring she wore on her pinkie, as it was customary. Her jaw was clenched, her eyes intensely staring at the guest before her. A pale vampire, dressed in a sharp midnight blue suit, was talking to her sire. He was a member of the Fingore family, one of the rapidly growing vampire clans that wanted to become a part of the Adora family. He was handsome, uncanny even with his long blonde hair that teased his shoulder blades, his white brows, and deep blue eyes. He was holding his cane, using it to point at things without looking at them, namely, Lux, when he was talking about her. His blue eyes were laser-focused on Aurelius, Lux's sire. A tall black man with short hair, dressed in a cotton shirt with lace sewn in the collar and cuffs, black pants, and leather shoes.  Lux was closely listening to them, her pointy ears fluttered as she heard them discuss the marriage proposition. 

"My only concern, dear Aurelius, is that your daughter sometimes tends not to control her transformation. We would like for her to work harder on concealing her tail and claws and never reveal them when she's in our presence."

"I hear your concern, dear Albert, but would you be so kind and explain to me why my daughter's true face is such a problem to you?" -Lux's heart skipped a beat, and she clenched her fists onto her dress. Albert pointed his cane at Lux, acting as if she weren't sentient-

"Of course! We haven't seen her true face, so I can only speak on hearsay and rumours. The streets are saying that she looks like a half-baked vampire with her tail and bat-fangs, a sure sign of devolution among the vampire community. They are also saying that the claws accentuate her beastly appearance, and I personally believe that claws on a vampire belong to the past. Our elder vampires might have been powerful, even more so than us today; they were also ugly as sin. We cannot suffer to have her to appear like a beast in our presence. It would taint our reputation, and we can't have it."

Lux held onto her dress tighter, as anger was slowly suffocating her. Albert kept talking, but the redhead was already lost in her thoughts. They took her back to New Orleans, to Jake. She sought refuge in the memory she had of that wild encounter. Jake was unlike any human she had encountered before. He was strong and powerful. His body told the story of a man who had fought the supernatural world before. It was covered with deep scars that told a story of resilience and strength. He was fun. Oh, by the Unholy spirit, was he fun! Blood rushed to the cheeks and darkened them in a deep blush. She remembered his passion, the joy, and the excitement he felt upon spending time with her. The pleasure he got from making love to her. She remembered the way he made her feel that night. Sexy, desired, and beautiful. Yes! Beautiful. Jake never recoiled at the sight of her true face. He never attached negative words to her appearance, like Albert and the rest of the Vampire world did. He didn't ridicule her for having a tail, didn't spit in her face for having bat-fangs. He didn't ask her to hide herself to be more palatable for him.  He embraced it all. 

He embraced her fangs, so much so that he called her hot with them on. So much so that he kissed her on the lips several times, without hesitation. He wanted to feel those claws on his skin, to let them tear apart his flesh the more he was pistoning into her. He wanted to feel her tail on him, wrapped around his arm when they fell asleep, wrapped around his neck or his cock as they were fucking. He wanted every part of her. He desired every part of her. Unlike her peers, Jake never thought of her true form as ugly or scary. He welcomed her, and at this very moment, this simple thought was enough to quell her anger. It was enough to help her contain herself and not pounce on this weaker vampire to do quick work on him. It was enough to help soothe her broken heart and calm the fast pace with which it was beating. Rejection stung, being called ugly and undesirable bruised her ego and tore away at her self-confidence.  Being treated like a thing rather than a person irritated her so much that she wanted to stand up and leave. Doing so would cast a bad light on the family and hurt her sire. She couldn't cause him more trouble than she already had, so Lux swallowed her anger. She furrowed her brows and fought tears that threatened to run down her cheeks. 

Flashbacks of her night spent with Jake resurfaced while Albert kept arguing about how it would be best if Lux played a more submissive role within their family. He was advocating for his son, Gabriel, to take her place as the heir to the Adora family and to have her pushed to the sidelines so it would benefit everyone. Lux was aware that the only reason they weren't shunned by society was the reverence held for the Adora family. It was one of the most ancient vampire lineages, ergo, one of the most powerful as well. To shun them would mean they could become enemies, and they have been a handful of them; it was enough to make the entire vampire society tremble. Not to mention that they could still have allies among the other 4 top families, which would disrupt the natural order. Lux was aware that preventing it was necessary, and a misplaced anger could cost them more than taking abuse as she was.  She glanced at her father, who seemed to be calm and welcoming of their guest's words, but whose anger was visible to any keen eye. Aurelius was fuming at what Albert was saying. Since he turned Lux, he always cherished his daughter and protected her from harm's way. She was more than capable of handling herself, but he always protected her in situations like this one, when protocol demanded he be the one to speak with the guest, to reprimand them if need be, and to host the guest to the best of his abilities. 

"I heard you and I heard you well, dear Albert. I believe that it is now time for /me/ to speak. First of all, regardless of how you feel about my daughter, I believe that you should have had the decency to treat her with respect and not use certain words in front of me. You insulted her, therefore, you insulted me. Second of all, you never once addressed my daughter. For someone who wants to marry into the family, I believe you should have tried to at least get to know Lux. She is an exquisite vampire, far more well-rounded than most of our peers. She is well-read, well-traveled, and extremely knowledgeable. She is funny as well, and you deprived yourself of the chance to see for yourself. Thirdly, she's not a thing to be tossed around and discarded once she is of no use. I refuse to match her with someone who doesn't have a shred of respect in their bones. I am indeed looking for a suitor for her, but I am looking for one who has values and qualities I fail to see in you. /Dear/. /Albert/! So I suggest you leave my estate and don't come back unless you've issued a sincere apology. Off you go!" 

Aurelius's voice was booming, and his eyes turned red as he allowed his anger to burst a bit so his guest would take him seriously.  Jake's face came back to her mind, his infectious smile, the adorable grin that graced his features, it made her lip tremble as she wanted to go back to him. She wanted to see him. In a moment of pure vulnerability, the vampire wanted to be comforted by the strong arms of her human lover. Was he even her lover? Would he even want to see her again? Confusing thoughts crossed her mind, and she rubbed her temple with her fingers while an ashamed  Albert excused himself and left the living room. Lux's eyes were shifting from left to right, and she couldn't focus on what was happening because Jake's face came back to her. Her body shook, and she wished for Jake to come and comfort her. She wished for him to make her forget the pressure she was feeling at the moment. She felt tears fill her eyes and pinched her lips together to prevent herself from crying. She only met him once, and already, he was the face she wanted to see again. Already, he was the person she needed to have by her side.  Albert left, and Aurelius noticed his daughter on the verge of crying.  He sat next to her and gently grabbed her hand. 

"My rose, look at me. I am sorry you heard what that swine said about you."

"I had to hold back, Father. I had to hold back while he was insulting you." -Her voice trembled, and she shook her head. He cupped her cheeks and looked into her crimson eyes.-

"I know it weighs on you, daughter.  I don't mind being insulted, but what I won't tolerate is for you to be insulted, especially in front of me." She closed her eyes and allowed some tears to roll down her cheeks and onto his fingers. As typical as vampires, she was crying blood. He squeezed her cheeks tightly and pressed a kiss to her forehead. "I know you're frustrated, Lux." -She didn't even notice that the weight of these comments made her tail retract, as if she wanted to hide from her maker.- "But rest easy, I will always fiercely defend you. You would never have to worry about these assholes."

"he insulted me, called me a monster, a devolved vampire... All I could think about to calm myself down was the human I met in New Orleans. He saw my true form, and he never recoiled in disgust or fear. I don't know why, Father, but he was on my mind throughout the whole visit of our guest. All I could think about was the warm welcome he gave me, when this sleazebag couldn't even afford to look at me. It's a pity that I will never meet that human again, but he gave me something that even my peers weren't able to. Respect."

"One thing I am certain of, my Rose, it's that if you remember someone, you would search for them. I will patiently wait until you introduce me to that human you spoke so highly of today."

"Father! I told you! It was a one-night encounter. I would never see him again. I am too busy investigating to fancy seeing a human again. Besides,  no matter how much I do fancy him, I could never bring him into my bullshit. I would never let him watch me get insulted by prospective suitors, or to have to see how small I am in this society despite my title." She furrowed her brows when Aurelius wiped off the bloody tears. "I wonder, Father, what would happen if one of the suitors happened to respect me? Would you entertain their request for my hand? Would you... Marry me off to some stranger?"

"Ahaha, is that doubt I can hear in your voice, little sparrow? Have you forgotten that I do not force anything on my precious children? You will marry the soul of your choosing. We have to meet with suitors as is the protocol, but the best someone who respects you can get from me is allyship. Don't you fret, Lux. If you fancy that little human so much--"

"Please, Father! I am not considering anything with that human. He is special, yes, I mean..." -She shook her head and wiped out the fresh tears that rolled again on her face.- "Forget about it, I depart tomorrow, but I know you'd like to have a father-daughter night. Let me slip into something more comfortable, and we will have dinner, together with Alceste if that little Ogre is around." 

She managed to hide her confusion and press a kiss to her Sire's wrist. He patted her cheek and watched as she stood up and left the room. Lux was blushing, her heart was pounding against her chest as she thought about Jake. After one night? How come this human was filling her mind with the memories of that night? Previous to that visit, she was plagued with memories of their night together, of her moans, of his groans, of the taste of his blood. These memories, she could expect. What she didn't expect was to imagine his embrace when she was at her most vulnerable. What she didn't expect was to think about his kisses, his smiles, and his comforting presence when she was at her most vulnerable. What she didn't expect was to think about him when she was visited by a guest who wanted his son to request her hand for marriage. All after one night? Did that mean she wanted to find him again? No! She didn't! She couldn't! Could she? 

-TBC-