THE EGG :
I
was an egg once, in pristine condition, untainted
by the world around me.
My heart was filled with Hope, Love, and Trust as I grew.
I
believed people would take care of me when I hatched into this new
world. 
I
believed in their kindness and willingness to protect the weak
and vulnerable souls. 
But
I was wrong.
I
was an egg once, and as my egg hatched, I soared
into this world feeling beautiful.
 Here
I was, new, shiny, with a beautiful set of heavy feathered wings!
Here
I was, eager to grow in power, self-confidence, and love.
I
used to love me. so much so that I felt I could survive anything,
But I was mistaken. 
There was no wonderland in the world I
was born into.  It was a nightmare
They
tore me into pieces, destroyed my very soul, and ruined the love I had
for myself. 
I
was an egg once, in pristine condition, but I was tainted by the
world around me. 
I
lost all Hope I had on mankind, I lost the dreams I had about this
new world.
I
lost the love I had for myself and replaced it with self-hatred,
doubt, and venom. 
I wasn't enough, and I would never be enough. I could never fit in, and I would never be wanted.
They
made me drift away and lose myself in the never-ending questioning.
They
made me cry and made me curse at them for doing so.
They
made me wish I had never been born into this cruel world with such a
bright soul. 
I
was an egg once, in pristine condition but none of this makes sense
to me anymore. 
It
was what it was, I was born a certain way, 
but
the ways of this world had changed me forever. 
That's
what it does. It changes you. 
That's
what it did, it changed me. 
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