GoT: "My beloved knight."

JB

"Jaime... my beloved knight. As I walk in circles in my room, I cannot help but hope my sister will give us her blessings. I am scared of her decision because I know that with a wave of her hand, she would break us. I have kept my promise, I have held back and helped you keep yours. Jaime.. the truth is, I am afraid... I don't want to disappoint you. It's silly, isn't it? To be afraid of sharing the same bed as the man I love. I don't want you to look at my branding scar and be reminded that before I met you, my body wasn't mine. I tried to remove the name with knives, but I only scratched it and gave myself more scars. I don't want you to look at me and be disappointed with how I look, with the fact my skin isn't perfect, that you can see the trauma and damage from war, starvation, and my past as a slave. Still.... I am afraid that we would never be able to be together and we would never be able to become one. I want to be yours. I want you to make me yours and it's a strong desire that keeps me awake at night. Jaime, my Golden Lion... All I wish is for us to carve ourselves a piece of happiness and I will do my best, even if we're not granted permission to be together. I will do my best to love you. Because it's something I will never be able to stop doing."