The
pink haired goddess stared at her reflection. The long pink locks
that framed her perfect face cascaded on her back and fell onto her
chest. Her eyes averted from the mirror to the dress that was
laying on the bed. Pride had a minion deliver his first gift to the
goddess. He might have been busy planning his next move on his
siblings, he still wanted his « guest » to feel welcomed.
The dress was a thing of beauty, adorned with golden threads and
sequins around her chest, a very deep cleavage that was the only
uncovered part of her outfit. It was form fitting and she knew that
once she would put the dress on, it would flatter her figure. The
dress in itself wasn't the problem, the fact Pride had it delivered
by a minion wasn't either. It was the realization that nothing would
ever be the same that was still hard to accept. A truth she refused
to acknowledge, Her beloved was gone. There was nothing left of him,
nothing but memories of them that bore no meaning for the new king of
Hell.
She
shuddered, her eyes still wet from the tears she refused to shed and
ran her hand through the pink locks of hers. Her beloved was no more,
but the burning love she had for him survived. How could she
reconcile his 'death' when another version of him was still alive and
very well determined to conquer the whole universe? How could
she move forward, when there was nothing left for her, no comfort to
take in the situation she was experiencing....no more love. Was
Ayasha right to claim that she knew nothing about feelings? Was
she right to say that it was a weakness that would consume her?
Was she... Elpis held back a sob and lowered her head. Love? A
weakness? If love was a weakness then she wouldn't have
survived her curse. She wouldn't have retained her sanity 2000 years
later. She wouldn't have. Curling her fingers into fists, she punched
the mirror, breaking its glass and cutting herself deep enough to
draw blood. It stung, badly. It hurt so much that she pinched her
lips together and muffled a moan. It stung but she felt relief. The
snarl turned into a grin as she stared at the crimson liquid run down
her fingers and onto the table.
She
would take her time. After all, revenge was a dish served cold and
she would patiently wait for her moment to shine. The dreams she had,
those dreams where she would bathe in the golden blood of her sworn
enemy, Ayasha, filled her mind again. She would beg, oh she would beg
for mercy. She would try and run away but Elpis would never let her
go. Her death would take time because the pink haired goddess wanted
her to feel the despair and the fear she felt when Ishtar stabbed
her. Her smirk grew bigger and she licked her finger, tasting her
own blood while her eyes turned into golden pools of light. There was
a thin line between Hope and Despair, between good and evil and while
Elpis was neutral, when rightfully angry, she was a force to reckon
with. She stood up and walked towards the bed, where the dress was
laid on and took another glance at it. This new Pride was putting her
off, mostly because her mind was still resisting the truth and she
was not done mourning, but he was not so different from the creature
she fell in love with.
His
own darkness resonated with hers, and since it was the only thing
they had in common for now, she was going to exploit it. She was
going to make the best of it, she would learn to like him, she would
learn to love him...she would know him. That would require efforts on
her part and acceptance from him, but maybe it could work. She
patted her heart and clenched her fist. It had to work. If she could
at least give him all the love she had for him, then her punishment
would not have been in vain. Her eyes quickly filled themselves with
unshed tears. A black dress, how fitting! She knew it was more of an
aesthetic choice, but she would wear it as a mourning gown. She would
carry her pain through her looks and try and move on. But could
she ?.... Could she truly recover from the fatal blow
Ayasha and Ishtar gave her? Or didn't they give her an opportunity to
start over? After all, she wasn't the naive young goddess she
used to be. She wasn't kept on a leash like she used to; She
had her own agenda she would push through and goals she would
achieve. The destruction of the Primeval Gods Pantheon was the
absolute priority, alongside with getting to know this new Pride.
-TBC-
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