She was a wonder
"She was a wonder and she knew it. Oya was definitely confident in herself. She was a badass on the field, eating monsters for breakfast and she was the fiercest lover one could ever know. She was confident in her ability to save people and protect them from monsters, and she was confident in her ability to love. What she wasn't confident in was her ability not to screw herself over.
What she wasn't confident in was her desire to save everyone at all cost even if that meant she would die in the process. What she wasn't confident in was her ability to forget her pain, or forgive herself for what happened to her parents and siblings. What she wasn't confident in was the look of her arms, the deep scars caused by the monster she tried to kill while killing herself in the process..
The Asanbosam left reminders of her own recklessness and of what once was, a desire to pay for her sins and the sins of the world. The catastrophes she was responsible for.. the pain and destruction she left on her wake. The Asanbosam reminded her of that time in her life, when she didn't have love in her heart and didn't know she would find anchors to this world, a teether, a Home in Dean and Team Free Will.
Would she be able to move past that? Would she be able to stop herself from repeating the same mistakes? Would she be able to let him love her, despite the darkness in her heart? She could. Yes, she could.
Yes, she would.
She was a wonder...."
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