TB: Hooked on John

 Sara was hooked on John. It was a simple fact. It was the easiest fact to be honest. She had welcomed him from the very first time they met (except, back then, she was also afraid because dude was scary). Still, her ability to talk her way out of trouble somehow brought them closer than she could ever expect and the two bonded quite easily, quite deeply, quite unhealthily. 

Sara is well aware that being this attached to someone, this fast could not benefit her in the long run. It never did with her exes but she couldn't really resist the extraordinary pull Homelander had on her. It was as if they were made for each other and the more they spent time together, the more it confirmed that they were, indeed, meant to be. 

It wasn't obsession, but more of a sensation of having found one's family and someone who could anchor the other in this life. It was the sensation of having found the right person, the one who would be a ride or die. It was the perception of having found the love of one's life that tied them together. They were finally understood, finally loved for who they were and both were perfectly happy with it. Sara's world was a small one. There use to only be Dotty (her manager and mother figure) and herself. Now she added Homelander and Ryan. the rest of the world could crumble for all she cared. She was happy with the three most important people in her life.

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Sara's partners have at least two things in common: 

"Their smile" and "their intense gaze": Sara has always been unable to resist people who could focus their attention on her like her exes did. She could barely resist people with an intense smile. Tara had the prettiest of them all it was warm, inviting and incredibly sexy because she knew how to use it. Brett used to be the one with the most intense gaze she'd ever met. 

that was before she met with Homelander. John surpasses every single one of them with his charisma, his intensity and his goddamn beauty. needless to say that Sara just can't get enough of him. it is what it is!

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John: 

Well, John is Homelander and Homelander is John. However, his alter ego (brunette, thanks to a brown dye she bought him and with a scruffy beard), allows him to be more of himself. It's the way they found to be able to do mundane things without the world clocking that he's Homelander and she's Unnamed Girl. Sara and John love to spend time together, doing very simple things that don't ask too much efforts for the both of them. 

Sara is helping John handle this alter-ego thing since she's used to doing it. He's slowly getting used to it and would enjoy more and more being an absolute prick to whoever tries to bother his girl (and him for that matter) without repercussions.

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"You're all always happy when he come to your rescue but you always have something negative to say about how he does it!

He could have been doing a billion things instead of saving you, but when he does, suddenly it's "you should have done this or that" or "not my American Hero." oh piss off... piss all the way off! 

There would be a day I would tell him not to bother with anyone anymore and we'll see who is going to save you when he's not around."