Wednesday, October 23, 2024

COPG: Life of Elpis: Petty Revenge against Jupiter.

Paris, St-Michel café: 



Elpis was sitting at the table of a Parisian café. She enjoyed the sweet humdrum of the city, those who partied the night before and were nursing their headaches, and those who were starting their day and indulged in a little coffee break early in the morning. In the quietness of the morning, there was Elpis. Still dressed in a beautiful white tuxedo and matching white leather shoes, her fingers were tapping against the table she was sitting at. Her hair was neatly put into a tight bun with only one rebellious lock falling on her nose. She tilted her head to the side and gently grabbed her cup of coffee.  She took a sip and chuckled darkly, noticing a familiar presence nearby. 



"Long time no see, Jupiter. Come, have a seat." -She invited the Roman god to sit at her table. He hesitated for a second but ended up sitting next to the goddess. His meat suit was a middle-aged man with silver hair and brown eyes and dressed in a black suit with a blue shirt.-



"I haven't heard from you in a long time, Elpis. What brings you here?" -He asked, still hesitant-



"Here? Don't I have the right to roam the Earth?" -She asked, lifting one brow as she looked at his face-



"It is not what I meant. Of course, you have the right to be here, but I wonder why you decided to sit so close to my... "base of operations"?" -At that, Elpis laughed. She couldn't help herself. It made Jupiter furrow his brows but he kept his composure.-



"A base of operations? What is this, Jupiter? I thought the mortal realm was the playground for everyone. » 



« It used to be like this. Back when we were… Powerful. The mortals have changed their ways. They no longer worship us. Some of us can survive because there is a revival of paganism and polytheism. » -He explained sternly-



« I see… So your realm is wherever your followers gather, did I have it right? »



There was quite something about Elpis, something that unsettled the god because he wasn't used to seeing her like this. She didn't seem afraid, quite the contrary. She seemed so powerful and confident in her white tuxedo. He didn't know if she was pretending and being cocky or if she genuinely felt superior. 




« More or less. I still have power. This city, these people, they are going through a revival of the Greek and Roman period of their history. Paris is mine. »



« And you decided to come to me and show off ??? What? To impress me? » 



« I see that you’re quite different from what I remember. Before you would have… » - He tried to tower over her. He put his hand on her back but she didn't flinch-



« Cowered? Probably. I would have been meek, obedient, docile. If you came and lectured me like that? Oh, I would have apologized and made myself shrink before you. » -She mused.  Her sharp gaze set upon the god who felt compelled to remove his hand from her back. Elpis clearly wasn't impressed. Jupiter swallowed a lump and gathered his thoughts. he had to think of something that wouldn't betray his confusion. He kept eye contact but put both of his hands on the table so she wouldn't think he was up to something-



« What’s different today? » 



« I’m sure you’re aware of a war coming to the primeval pantheon. I’m sure you’re aware that I am coming for them.  For their betrayal… for my pain. » -Her facial expression darkened as she answered.-



« I’m aware. Ayasha came to me. She wanted my expertise on war. And she wanted to know on which side I would be. »



At the mention of Ayasha, Elpis' jaw clenched and her eyes were alight. She narrowed her gaze and swallowed a lump before she leaned into her chair and nonchalantly grabbed her cup of coffee for another sip.


« Oh, I know how my sister works. She was convincing, wasn’t she? What did she promise you?" -Jupiter realized that it would be wise for him to leave. Elpis was no longer the goddess he used to know, she wasn't easy to intimidate or control like before. He realized that if he stayed there, she could become angry to the point of wanting to kill him and he wanted to survive. She noticed he was trying to leave and quickly said.- " Ta ta ta… stay here. We’re having a chat. » 



« She… promised me to restore me to my former glory. She promised me more power if I brought you to her. » -He had a hard time swallowing a lump-



« How predictable, Ayasha! You haven’t told her just yet, am I right? And why is it that you didn’t give in to her as soon as you saw me? »  -She asked, curbing a brow as she was curious to hear how he wanted to justify meeting with her sister-



« I had to see for myself. » -She frowned and pursed her lips-




« See what? » 



« If you truly became the monster she said you were. » -It made her smirk and she twirled her loose string of pink hair with her forefinger. She paused for a moment just so he could realize the situation he was in. She could see his jaw clench but there was still hope in his eyes, hope to run for his life and survive to tell the tale to Ayasha. Elpis wanted to snuff it most dramatically.-



« I picked Paris for a reason... Honestly,  I wanted you to find me, and you did. »



« I don’t follow you, Elpis? » -Did she really say she did everything to be found?-



« Do you remember when I used to be younger? When I was naive, easily manipulated…. I didn’t even realize how much of a toy I was for the gods and goddesses across pantheons. They all wanted something from me, my kindness or a pound of my flesh. They all wanted to use me for their own selfish interest. Do you remember, Jupiter, in the garden of Everything... Do you remember our little conversation? »  -She asked, moving her hand so she could hold onto his. Jupiter's knee-jerk reaction was to take his hand back and for the time being, Elpis chose to let him do as he pleased. She wanted him to feel unsettled by her actions and could barely contain her joy at watching him squirm and shrink before her-



« I-I do. I remember looking for you. I knew you enjoyed the garden so I thought I could find you there. You looked… perfect. Young, beautiful. I went there to talk to you. To try and woo you. I wanted to make you my queen. » -He said. She could sense that he meant his words. He really went there with the intent of making her his consort. What he failed to admit, however, was the way he reacted when she rejected him. A brief flash of light crossed her gaze and her voice became colder. It dropped a few octaves.-



« You scared me that day. You didn’t want to listen to me. You acted like a beast. Unlike Ares who tried to force me… you let your anger speak. Your fists, your kicks…. You bruised me because I said no. »  -She accused.-



« I wasn’t… my anger just got the best of me. I didn’t mean to hurt. »  -He tried to make a case for himself, but it didn't move Elpis who kept going. Jupiter didn't even realize that the people around them had disappeared because Elpis had teleported them in front of the hotel that was standing where the Garden of Everything was. She cast a spell to confuse the god who still believed they were at that Parisian café-



« But you did. You hurt me. And you laughed and I could see your fucking cock get hard and struggling to escape your robe. You enjoyed it. » -She accused again, stomping the floor hard-



« It was a moment I deeply re-- »



« Enough of your lies! You had no remorse back then. You have no remorse today. You wanted to see if I remembered you. You wanted to see if you could break me and use me to do your bidding. Did I hit the bullseye?» 



« ……..Yes. » He curbed a brow. « And why did you bring that old thing between us? » -He wanted to reverse the balance of power. He thought that he could talk his way out of her revenge. Jupiter wasn't naive, he realized that she wanted to make him pay for what he did and if she was as powerful as Ayasha told him, then he was most likely to be in danger. Elpis laughed and undid her confusion spell. Jupiter blinked as he realized they weren't at the café and not in France anymore. He could feel that he was less powerful than before. Panic, she could see the panic in his eye and as she relished in the feeling, Elpis grinned and replied with an amused tone-



« Oh, I wanted to tell you exactly why I will kill you. »



« Revenge? Is that your motive? » -He tried to move and then realized that he couldn't. A shiver went down his spine and he asked- « What are you… I can’t move! I can’t mo— »



« I think revenge is more than enough of a reason to want to destroy you. You can feel it, can’t you? Fear choking the life off of you as we speak. You know I have the power to do what I promise. it's a pity what they have done to the Garden of Everything but it doesn't matter. This is where you made me feel like I was nothing. This is where you hurt me and this is where I will hurt you, really... really... bad! » 



He watched as her hands slowly turned white. Elpis then lifted his body up to the sky. He felt her golden aura spread and crush his body. A sense of dread overwhelmed him and the god resorted to pleading for his life. His words fell on deaf ears, for the goddess did not care about his pleading. Instead, she summoned her Scythe, Omega, and started to twirl it in her hands.  Jupiter noticed that because of her influence and the power demonstration, Life started to blossom. Trees became greener, flowers bloomed, and the animals were frantically running away or flying away from the scene. She tilted her head to the side, pondering about what she wanted to do to him. Omega separated essences from vessels and made the pagan God even more vulnerable to her power, which was exactly what Elpis wanted to happen.  She cast a spell that contained the two gods under a forcefield. Humans were unable to see what was going on and she would contain the consequences of her actions within the field so it wouldn't disrupt the mortal realm. Smiling, the goddess twirled her scythe and in one swing separated the vessel from the body. 



She then allowed the body to drop to the floor and outstretched her hand toward the blue essence of the God above her. She allowed her essence to become stronger, to let the despair she felt when she was being trapped in human hosts flow from her body to his essence. Jupiter, still conscious but unable to focus, started to feel dread and fear. He realized that he couldn't escape her trap and that no matter what he wanted to do, there was nothing he could have done. Elpis' hands started to glow brightly and her Light shone so bright that it started to eat at his essence. Elpis was absorbing his life force. She was eating him... killing him... destroying his very conscience. He couldn't scream for he had no vessel and he couldn't escape because of the force field. Her body became alight and the flora at her feet started several cycles of birth and death.  She yanked her head back, and as she absorbed the god, her body was now just pure light.  She smiled and slowly removed her forcefield, as her body was slowly going back to normal.  It was something she didn't know she could do, absorbing another god? eating at his essence?  Jupiter was right when he said that he was far less powerful than usual. She felt the energy boost but it didn't allow her to keep this form of pure light for a longer while.  It was alright. She was alright. She had her revenge and it only was the beginning. 


-TBC-


Colby: Lizzie and Mary

Lizzie Stark and Mary Colson started on the very wrong foot. Lizzie felt that Mary was a danger to her relationship with Tommy.  Mary was everything Lizzie wasn't and it made her feel insecure to have a woman like her around the man she loved and the family she wanted to get into. So she lied to her, she manipulated her, she tried to break Mary's connection with the rest of the family and it almost worked.  Lizzie's animosity went so far that she ended up slapping Mary during an argument between the two of them. 


That slap was a turning point. Tommy's reaction was so harsh that Lizzie realized that she had gone too far and should work her way back into the family. She came to terms with the fact that Mary was the one Tommy loved. She came to terms with the fact her feelings would never be returned by Tommy and she should move on. She did. She moved on. She worked on herself and slowly but surely, managed to restore her relationship with the family and make peace with Mary.  So today, they are not friends but they care about each other and respect each other. 

TB: Silver-Fox Homelander

Headcanon: Silver-Fox Homelander



This is a very tricky situation because Homelander doesn't like aging. He doesn't want to grow older and he does everything in his power to hide his greys, cover his wrinkles, and maintain his youthful appearance. Sara is not bothered at all by his age and doesn't mind him going grey and visibly older. Sara thinks that growing old is a privilege in a world where you could die very young. She also thinks that it suits him very well. When they talk about it he makes it clear that he would never ever sport his natural hair. He would dye them blonde (or black when incognito) until the day he died.  She still tries to soothe him by ensuring him that he will always be the love of her life and the most handsome man she's ever seen. 

TB: There is a thrill that keeps you on your toes.

There is a thrill that keeps you on your toes when your lover is the most dangerous man in the whole world. You know he would never hurt you, because he said so, because he showed you how much he cares for you and that he would protect you rather than hurt you. 


There is a thrill that keeps you on your toes when he is angry at someone. His eyes turn red, and violence is promised and you know that if he can't punish the person who angered him, then you can use that pent-up energy for your own benefit. You can transform this desire to kill into a desire to fuck you hard. You can make him love you with a passion you've never seen before. 


There is a thrill that keeps you on your toes when you see him at his worst. You know you should be careful because he is unhinged and yet... yet... yet you can feel the shiver go down your spine and you know you're turned on. Maybe you're messed up, just like him. Maybe you're confident that he would never hurt you and because you trust him with your life, you can abandon yourself to him. 


Maybe.. who cares? 

Vanya B. Quimarys trivia: Her attire.

Vanya travels light. Her outfit consists of a pair of black leather pants. black boots and a long-sleeved green shirt. She also covers herself with a huge cloak she uses to blend in and hide her sword, her twin daggers, and a little bag filled with potions and unguent. She also carries a bow and arrows on her back and usually rides a horse when she has one or walks to her next destination. Her red hair stood out, however, and she came to be known as the redhead elf.

Lux trivia: Her vampirism

Long before Lux was turned by her sire, the young woman already grabbed the attention of others. She had the most charming smile, bright, white, and with perfect teeth. She had the most beautiful brown eyes, that looked magnificent in the sun. Her brown hair framed her perfect face.

Vampirism didn't have to work hard on her. it only amplified her beauty. Her hair turned red. Her eyes when in her true form, are now red with black sclera. her vampire fangs were akin to those of a bat and gave her a distinctive face. Both are terrifying and beautiful. Lux was dangerous, far more than what the elders believed. Not only did she have the blood of one of the elders flooding in her veins but she was cunning, ruthless, and definitely one nobody wanted to trifle with.

GOT (regular):Horse riding

I cannot ride my dragon for my poor Viseryon is dead. I cannot soar through the clouds and fly on a dragon's back but I can enjoy looking at the scenery. I can enjoy the wind whipping at my face as my steed runs faster. I can smell the earth as it is and relish the smell of nature surrounding me. I can praise the gods for their marvelous creation.  I feel grateful, somehow, to have survived for as long as I did, so I could enjoy Life.  I miss my best friend. I miss my dragon, but I found a new way to feel free. I found a new way to be /me/. 

Thursday, October 17, 2024

COPG headcanons/ trivia: Elpis power

Elpis was feared at birth. Her parents, Khaos and Gaea knew that they had birthed the most powerful being in the universe. She was true balance between creation and destruction but such power without control could wipe out even the primordial gods. In an attempt to keep her powers in check, they sealed her and manipulated her into thinking she was weak and helpless. 

It is said that Gaea and Khaos had a vision of what an unleashed Elpis would be. They saw her destroy their pantheon and the world with little to no effort. These days, Gaea still has the same nightmare but with a slight variation. She doesn't destroy the world but is now set on conquering the universe.




GoT: shorts

She was the people's princess, the warrior maiden, the voice of the voiceless. She witnessed the horrors men could do to one another. She was a victim of said violence, of said hatred, and yet despite it, Bäahal kept an innocent heart. She kept her joy and she kept her love.


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I remember the days I couldn't scream. Days spent wishing for a quick end... Days spent wishing for a better future. I am not sure I can explain what I've been through... I am not sure I remember everything either... I just know the pain is there, hidden deep into the scars on my flesh. I remember... But there is light in my life now. There is happiness...There is a desire to live to see another day."


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Bäahal had been fighting from the moment she was born. An unwanted child, born out of an unwanted relationship and forced into slavery at a very tender age. A young girl who had to keep her mind from breaking down upon seeing the countless horrors done to others and herself. A young woman who fought to take her freedom from the hands of her slaves. And since then, she'd always fought for her choices, for her family, for others... especially the voiceless. She was terrifying in her own right and didn't need to have a dragon to cast fear upon her enemies. She was a force to be reckoned with yet, her soul was pure, tender, and soft. Yet she maintained some sort of innocence and joy. and love... yes, love.


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"And she graced the crowd with her presence and they were too mesmerized to find the right words."


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She was the princess of the seven Kingdoms, a woman with a beauty so uncanny that very few believed she existed. but Bäahal was real and those who were lucky enough to see her could testify.


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"This is our land, these are our people and while I am not queen, I still have a part to play to ensure peace. I will fight for the people, for their freedom and peace of mind. I guess, it is a huge burden to carry on my shoulders, but it feels right to me. it feels right to us. We're breaking the wheel. Aren't we, sister?"


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He longed for the chance to kiss her lips in public, without being afraid and without having to hide. He longed for the chance to be with her and start a new chapter of his life."


xxx


I am not invincible and I certainly do feel. I fail. I try. I regret that I mess up. I am

Not invincible, and sometimes I might even need to be protected. But I live. I love. I find my strength in it. In my imperfections and shortcomings. In my emotions and my desire to keep trying.


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"We're swimming in troubled waters, but one thing is sure, I will always try to swim towards you, Jaime."


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"They didn't stop to think about the impact of their words on her. Words, like arrows, pierced through the tough skin of her heart and made her bleed. They didn't stop. They wouldn't stop."


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A dragon and a Lion. Who would have thought it could ever happen? I fell for you, I'd fight the gods old and new for you. I know our fate lies in the hands of the queen, and I pray she would see the genuine feelings we have for each other. I pray she grants us her blessings. I pray.


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SHe held the world in her hands. Perhaps more than she could imagine. With the strength of her love, the princess managed to bring back a man to life, and she might even reconcile two families.


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I'm not /your/ baby. I'm not your side-chick, I'm not your sinful angel or whatever shit you wanna call me. I am a Targaryen. I am Fire and Blood."


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"Young in age but with an older soul. I might seem reckless and I sometimes am, but I have more to offer than just my youth. More than just my beauty."

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And all I could see were cowards who hid behind their principles to justify their behavior. They were scared of me, of the power I had. Of my sex-appeal they couldn’t resist. They were afraid of their own weakness.


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She was known as the daughter of Aerys II, champion of the Long Night, Dragon Rider, The Saint of the Siege, The Jewel of Astapor, and the sister of the Queen. Her name was Bäahal Targaryen


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You would quickly know what the princess would feel. From the moment she was able to express her true emotions, she'd never stopped."


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"All I want is to help people, make sure that those who suffer have a chance at a peaceful and happy life. Al I want is to be happy...because I believe that after all the thunder and lightning, a little sun and rainbow are well deserved."


xxx


"Viserion is no more, Viserion fought his battle.


Don't be fooled by the lack of dragon by my side. I might not ride them anymore but I am Dragonborn. I have the blood of the dragon and I will burn my enemies to ashes."


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"I wish for my mother to witness how happy her daughter is today. Her sacrifices bore fruits and I am a testament to her resilience. I wish she could see me today. "


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"I wish for my mother to witness how happy her daughter is today. Her sacrifices bore fruits and I am a testament to her resilience. I wish she could see me today. "


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And all I could see were cowards who hid behind their principles to justify their behavior. They were scared of me, of the power I had. Of my sex-appeal they couldn’t resist. They were afraid of their own weakness.


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I will always champion the people and their needs. If we are going to be wheelbreakers, sister, I have to be the one knowing what the streets are saying and the one to meet our people, wherever they are


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She was the princess of the seven Kingdoms, a woman with a beauty so uncanny that very few believed she existed. but Bäahal was real and those who were lucky enough to see her could testify.


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She believed in Jaime Lannister, in a way that not even the gods could. She believed in his right to a second chance, a right to be truly happy. She believed he could be a better man.


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“It’s like a knife to the heart, yes, being so far away From him feels like it. A pain that never goes away, a life filled with what-ifs and regrets. Please sister, I beg of you. Reconsider.”

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We have the right to live.


We've earned it, all of us.


You've earned it."


xxx


"We have to be better than our forefathers. We have to be better for the children to come. We have to be better for ourselves."


xxx


"I am a firecracker. The daughter of the Dragon King. You should be careful when you're around me or you could get burned."


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"I know who I am. I know what I do. I'm a passionate woman, one who gives her all and when I say something, I fucking mean it."


xxx


She was his princess, the last memory of her mother Aerys II had. She was the child made out of true love and despite his genuine feelings, he still ruined her life.

xxx


"She was known as the Jewel of Astapor, the sweet and kind heiress of the Targaryen empire. She was known as the Firecracker, the one who would burn those who dare touch her. 


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"Family before individuality. My sister before myself. Loyalty, Honorability, despair...The House always wins."


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She was known for her uncanny beauty, and her hot temper. She was known for her strong determination and her loyalty. She was known for being confident and some even said she was distant. Yet, all she wanted was to be loved as she was, known as she was, truly seen."


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"They call my sister and me, the 8th wonders of the world. thinking that flattery would take them far. What they fail to understand is that what makes us great isn't the front. the pretty. the skin and bones. it's not the hair or the eyes. no. what makes us great is the fire that burns in our veins. it's the ruthlessness we can sometimes show our enemies. it's the hunger that drives us and the determination to see the end of whatever we put our minds on. we are dragonblood. we are the daughters of the Dragon King and so much more


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You matter. I will remember you. you said. I used to think that my life did not matter. I didn't know what to do once free. I was willing to give my life to my sister, die for her, fight for her... but not live. I realized that living required a lot of effort. I realized that living required a lot of strength and a reason to move forward. I realized my life was worth living when you were in it.. you taught me that. you made me feel that. I.. Jaime. my life is nothing without you. "


xxx

Bäahal, once angry, was a force to reckon with. A force of destruction that could only be matched by the amount of love she was able to give."


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Bäahal had a lot of love to give despite the tragedies that ravaged her heart.


The princess loved her family, her friends, even the commoners who had never seen her, but more importantly, she loved Jaime Lannister.


He was her first choice ever, as an independent person. right after she became free, right after she chose to remain free, she chose to love the knight

TB shorts

"Look, Homelander is the one the word "scarouse" was made for. I mean, he's handsome as hell, hot as hell, and I need my baby okay? but when he's upset and dangerous? He's scary... and he's hot at the same time! So I end up having the heebies-jeebies and the wetty wetties. okay?"


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What does it feel like to be lonely at the top?
Safe would be the first word to come to mind.
Desperate would be the second one.
I stripped all of my layers for you, trusting you will care for the real me.
I lowered all of my defenses for you, trusting that you will care for me.
It's because I wanted you, baby. I wanted all of you.
It's because I trusted you, baby. you'll never hurt me.
I know, I know that I have been had in the past. Put my trust in the wrong people. Gave my love to the wrong people.
But I know that I'm in the right with you.
I know that I'm the right one for you.
I know that you love me.
You love me.
Don't you baby?


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What do you see when you look at me? The eccentric singer? The energetic artist? The woman in love with you? The Only Fans content maker? The broken-hearted woman? The broken young girl? The unwanted orphan? The abused child? Tell me...which version of me do you see?

xxx

And what if I told you that I couldn't sleep at night without your arms wrapped around my body? And what if I told you that I can't start the day without seeing your face and hearing your voice? What about it? What would you say to it? I have you under my skin and there is nothing that could compare to how you make me feel, baby. I love you.

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All I wanted, all I ever wanted was to have someone who cared about me. 
All I wanted, all I ever wanted was to have someone who could see me.
Sara...not Unnamed Girl. I needed someone who could see me as I really was. 
Someone who would like me without artifices, makeup, or lies. 
I found it with him. Homelander that is. 
It's absurd come to think of it, how my parents and family could have been different.
They could have loved me, they could have cherished me and I would have given them back tenfolds.
Instead, my parents tried to use me and trained me to become the family money-maker.
Instead, my family ostracized me, thinking of me as nothing less than a monster.
I found love with him. Homelander that is.

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She was so carefree, and finally her hard work paid off somehow. Sara had always longed for a place to belong, for love, for recognition. She wanted to matter to someone, not just as a singer or an Only Fans model, but also as a person. She was so carefree and could finally look back at her life. She knew that her parents would have hated her career. They would say she was vulgar and was wasting her life and skills. They would have hated her relationships, and disapproved of her sexuality. They would have first encouraged her to date him but then, as his reputation would have deteriorated, they would have urged her to break up with him to protect her brand. To hell with them! To hell with her extended family since they rejected her! To hell with her haters. She was carefree. She was loved. She was there

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"I used to think that I should give everything to my fans, and don't get me wrong, I love them because they love me. I love them because they put me where I am today. I just want to love myself more and try and find some happiness for myself. So I no longer think that I have to sacrifice everything to my fans and that I deserved to find what would make me genuinely happy too."

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I use glitter and glamour to hide the pain inside. I use glitter and glamour to pretend that everything is fine. Only those who care about me can see right through me. But who does? Who really cares?

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"Be careful when you talk to me, I could throw you against a wall if I don't like what you're saying."

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"There is Sara and there is Unnamed Girl. I thought I could live without Sara because Unnamed Girl was the one who got most of the love. I wanted to drown the true version of myself since she was hated by those close to me. It could have worked, it would have worked if I had not met The Homelander. He saw through me. He saw the real me. He loves me for me and no one can ever take it away from me."

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