There is a thrill that keeps you on your toes when your lover is the most dangerous man in the whole world. You know he would never hurt you, because he said so, because he showed you how much he cares for you and that he would protect you rather than hurt you.
There is a thrill that keeps you on your toes when he is angry at someone. His eyes turn red, and violence is promised and you know that if he can't punish the person who angered him, then you can use that pent-up energy for your own benefit. You can transform this desire to kill into a desire to fuck you hard. You can make him love you with a passion you've never seen before.
There is a thrill that keeps you on your toes when you see him at his worst. You know you should be careful because he is unhinged and yet... yet... yet you can feel the shiver go down your spine and you know you're turned on. Maybe you're messed up, just like him. Maybe you're confident that he would never hurt you and because you trust him with your life, you can abandon yourself to him.
Maybe.. who cares?
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